Meth. Meth will make you wanna blow your brains out, first comedown. Then I was stupid enough to go back to it.
Then you get the comedowns that everything aches, your skin crawls, you want to pull your hair out. Just one more hit. Until that wears off.
I had to cut ties and run from that shit or I would be REALLY fucked.
= feels bad man
Piperazines
BZP was bad when I was taking it as a study aid ages ago, when it was still legal.
But the one time I was sold some (obviously different) piperazine as ecstasy...damn. Just damn. The first 8 or so hours were fun. Then I realised that I was in for a marathon. By hour 10 I was starting to feel sick. By hour 15 I was afraid to leave my bedroom to use my restroom in fear that my flatmates (who were not home at the time) would come home during my restroom time and see me. By hour 18 I was feeling like everyone I knew hated me with a passion. By hour 20 I was thinking that the police were coming after me. By hour 30 I was seeing imaginary people in my closet and such (had been up for 45 hours at this point). At hour 40 I was hiding under my covers in complete and utter terror of everything I could imagine. I got to sleep around hour 42, slept 8 hours and woke up compeltely fine. But damn...it was horrible.
And I've done meth and speed and know that this was not either of them. Those comedowns suck, but are NOTHING like this.
Looked at this cos i wanted to know if it was just me having seriously bad comedowns, but i guess im not the only one who does. thank god!
Personally, ive had the worst comedowns off speed or ecstasy but i think they go pretty quick compared to coke. Coke comedowns.. now they just take the piss.
Anyone know any good drugs what dont have any comedown at all? or is that just wishful thinking?