Had a nice night, just got up and am still quite high. I slept like half the time though. Much of the time I was like almost asleep and incredibly peaceful and comfortable watching visions passing by. Nice nodding.
This morning 35mg hydrocodone, 10mg selegeline, 1.5mg clonidine, 100mg hydroxyzine, an energy drink, and 200mg cimetidine to potentiate the hydrocodone.
Hydroxyzine is a better antihistamine potentiator for opiates than diphenhydramine or others available in the USA as it produces some euphoria on its own which I have not found to be true for any other antihistamine, though I have heard orphenadrine is probably better, I just can't find a cheap source.
I had to drop this semester of college due to mental health issues, I had a stay in the nut house, which was a horrid place, you can read about that experience on the page before this. They provided no mental stimulation for patients other than 2 TVs, 1 checkers board, and a few magazines and books. Essentially it was stare at the wall all day and walk aimlessly around. There was rarely any therapists or social workers to talk to. I could not sleep because a guy in my room snored loud all night and I slept may e 12-15 hours during the 11 days there, no sleep the last 3 days. They were aware of the problem but would not give me a strong enough sedative or move me to a quieter place. They told my sister-in-law I was there and I did not want her knowing. I even signed a paper stating that only my mother was allowed information. Now I can sue them.
I plan to get a job until college starts back in the fall so I'll be taking a break from any drugs that may be tested for. Last time I tried to get a job they did a piss test. I've got my associate of science degree with honors and am a certified computer technician so I should have a chance at landing a job that pays well above minimum wage.
I plan on tripping on a high dose of DOI this weekend unless I get the DOM I have coming first. I've really been wanting to try this rare chemical for ages. The anticipation is killing me! Don't ask where I am getting it from, I won't tell. I don't think they want just anybody knowing and I think it is against bluelight rules anyway.