Hi!
So, im relatively noob to psychedelics.. not really though. Ive done:
mushrooms(3 or 4 times, high and low doses)
DXM(5 or so times, medium and very high doses)
Salvia(2 or so times.. first time was extreme, never wanted to go that far again)
Mescaline(in form of san pedro cacti brew. Did it once, quite intense)
Umm thats all i remember right now.. i tried ayahuasca once but it ended up just making me vomit, feel super awesome, but no trip.. basically i created a well being tonic haha.
So, thats my psychedelic history. Now, i am almost always down to try a psychedelic, im open minded to them and enjoy experiencing new emotions and thought processes, i enjoy visuals and altered perceptions, i enjoy all aspects except..
I bad buzz that my body cant handle that shit, like my heart is going to explode. I have a very bad case of.. damn i cant think of the word, but you know how sometimes, whether your sober or tripping, you really can feel your heartbeat? Like, your super aware of it? Well, i get like that when im tripping out. I cant lie in bed tripping out without listening to my heart POUND away. It completely disrupts my trip!!!! Mushrooms were my most relaxed/least bad buzz trip(no bad buzz at all really..) but i only did them in social atmospheres, or relatively loud etc.. enough to distract me from my heart.
Its not like i even have a real reason to bad buzz on my heart.. im healthy, i dont have flutters or anything wierd like that.. my family has no history of heart problems, my heart and body are perfectly fine, relatively.
The thing is, i REALLY want to just TRIP - THE - FUCK - OUT. Like all these experiences i read where people fly through the universe and shit, I WANT THAT. I want to be absolutely disconnected from my body and be walking around in my brain, i want to just not even know where or what i am. But, im scared that my heart beat phobia/problem, will mix VERY badly with a super intense trip?
What do ya'll think? And considering that i would imagine.. that the higher the dose the more impact it has on your heart? Like, low dose maybe slightly higher rate.. high dose = much higher rate?
Whats a good psychedelic that doesnt increase heart rate/blood pressure much, if any do exist at all? Mescaline bad buzzed me the most out of all my trips and that was solely on my heart.. it got to like 250+bpm after cycling up a hill super fast and smoking a joint just prior and i heard clicking in my brain to the beat of my heart - i havnt had a trip since then.
So, im relatively noob to psychedelics.. not really though. Ive done:
mushrooms(3 or 4 times, high and low doses)
DXM(5 or so times, medium and very high doses)
Salvia(2 or so times.. first time was extreme, never wanted to go that far again)
Mescaline(in form of san pedro cacti brew. Did it once, quite intense)
Umm thats all i remember right now.. i tried ayahuasca once but it ended up just making me vomit, feel super awesome, but no trip.. basically i created a well being tonic haha.
So, thats my psychedelic history. Now, i am almost always down to try a psychedelic, im open minded to them and enjoy experiencing new emotions and thought processes, i enjoy visuals and altered perceptions, i enjoy all aspects except..
I bad buzz that my body cant handle that shit, like my heart is going to explode. I have a very bad case of.. damn i cant think of the word, but you know how sometimes, whether your sober or tripping, you really can feel your heartbeat? Like, your super aware of it? Well, i get like that when im tripping out. I cant lie in bed tripping out without listening to my heart POUND away. It completely disrupts my trip!!!! Mushrooms were my most relaxed/least bad buzz trip(no bad buzz at all really..) but i only did them in social atmospheres, or relatively loud etc.. enough to distract me from my heart.
Its not like i even have a real reason to bad buzz on my heart.. im healthy, i dont have flutters or anything wierd like that.. my family has no history of heart problems, my heart and body are perfectly fine, relatively.
The thing is, i REALLY want to just TRIP - THE - FUCK - OUT. Like all these experiences i read where people fly through the universe and shit, I WANT THAT. I want to be absolutely disconnected from my body and be walking around in my brain, i want to just not even know where or what i am. But, im scared that my heart beat phobia/problem, will mix VERY badly with a super intense trip?
What do ya'll think? And considering that i would imagine.. that the higher the dose the more impact it has on your heart? Like, low dose maybe slightly higher rate.. high dose = much higher rate?
Whats a good psychedelic that doesnt increase heart rate/blood pressure much, if any do exist at all? Mescaline bad buzzed me the most out of all my trips and that was solely on my heart.. it got to like 250+bpm after cycling up a hill super fast and smoking a joint just prior and i heard clicking in my brain to the beat of my heart - i havnt had a trip since then.