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Drug Sabbatical Support & Appreciation Thread

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Starting a two week break from Mephedrone today. It's been banded around in conversations for a while, but after trying to get up for college this morning and feelking the worst ive ever felt on a Tuesday morning has done it for me. The next two weeks are gonna be hard, but im gonna make it.
 
wibble said:
No drugs since the end of Sept practically.
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This word "practically" m'dear, how doth one define it? 8):D....best going ever though! Snoo wooo You <3

Aye, another break coming up here too :| slipped a wee bit there back into "abuse-use" can come up with 2 million excuses but wtf... enoughs enough :!

Onwards and upwards to REALITY :|:):\

SMILE <3

*Kate goes off and cries into her tea, which she's not giving up for anything, but it's not the same without an early morning doobby agg*
 
^ Hey Kate, abuse-use is always the most fun form of use...just not the best for us!

Are you setting a date for your break? I think i'm actually going to pin-point some dates in Dec when I'm letting myself get battered, and locking up my stash at all other times!
 
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^ Hey Kate, abuse-use is always the most fun form of use...just not the best for us!

Are you setting a date for your break? I think i'm actually going to pin-point some dates in Dec when I'm letting myself get battered, and locking up my stash at all other times!
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Back on the 11th I posted I'd done 21 days free (actually stopped that sabbatical on the 9th 8)) since then there's been "something" everyday :\

I knew I needed a BIG break then because the signs were showing :\ that's not changed, just had a wee minor set back that's all.

Agree :) with you <3 a few choice dates of debauchery in the diary always keep me going too....roll on the season of goodwill n' festivities of Mammon =D

Honestly I'm (reasonably wobbly) straight right now and you know the fresh air smells better for it %)
 
Doesn't your "something" include dope, which really actually isn't anything at all? :)

I'm going to try really hard and get through until the weekend of the 19th/20th. There is a potential obstacle this Friday, which may be unsurmountable. But I shall try...........
 
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Doesn't your "something" include dope, which really actually isn't anything at all? :)
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I've been very good with the dope, mostly because getting anything decent is a nightmare and what's decent needs a mortgage...plenty of other eh nasties in the cupboard jeeves eh what ;)

Still a 24/7 stoner lifestyle is not one I chose thank you very much :D

I'm going to try really hard and get through until the weekend of the 19th/20th. There is a potential obstacle this Friday, which may be unsurmountable. But I shall try...........
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You mephwhore :p RC tart =D
 
That's me on official pre-xmas sabbatical now :| Bit of a grim thought but my body is in total agreement with the idea so shouldn't be too bad.

Sometimes I find my body is more sensible than my head (which just keeps wanting more more more) and it's best to listen to the flesh and soul - it truly knows best, which is something age and yoga is teaching me %)

I'm actually looking forward to a straight couple of weeks :) Did I really say that 8o

ps: though there may be a few moaning posts in-between 8) sure you'll forgive me EADD <3
 
kate66 said:
This word "practically" m'dear, how doth one define it? 8):D....best going ever though! Snoo wooo You <3
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Totally missed this before. When I posted that I had had a few puffs off one joint since september.

Had a few spliffs here and there in the last month that maybe even out at one a week.
 
I stopped drinking about 12 days ago - 30 days left to go - coincidentally this takes in the traditional heavy drinking periods around the holidays, which is OK by me i don't want to be some bad tempered hung over boar :X around my family - I'd rather be a psychedelic elf :)
 
Failed at not drinking due to stress (me being a fanny) so yeah haha, probably should learn some other ways to deal with that. Not drinking LOADS but almost more than I should. Fortunately the only problems it's causing are hangovers :) New Years again then I suppose. Seems to give me a wee bit more willpower.

Edit: Seems upping my Citalopram dose (10mg to 20mg) has played havoc with my drinking anyway, had four cans last week and blacked out. But then had five last night and was fine. Weird shit.
 
Hide all of it from me.
Last tues had a blackout, but somehow it appears I escaped unharmed.
Then made up with some people in Manchester because of it. Became the obsessive texter or emailer from Thurs on. Even got some phone time with the only girl who has ever been able to sort my head out........should email her again really as my head is very much not sorted out....and BL is not a SOCIAL NETWORK after all, so I should network and friend work with others.

At least the guy who I thought was going to die because of me didn't. But he is built of somekind of superhuman stuff. I should really avoid people at the mo as they are all either work colleagues, family or druggies who are generally psycho.

I'm taking on the roll of the master unrailer..........as I don't know what or when my termination programme begins.
 
brokenbrain said:
..........as I don't know what or when my termination programme begins.
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It begins the moment you are born :|

I often think of that, that there is a date out there of our death that we don't know, like our birthdays. A few weeks before my dad died I had this weird thing going on in my head that the 12th Nov would be meaningful...well that's when he died :(

Connect with as many people in life as you can - who randomly come and go or the others who are more deeply knitted into the fabric of your existence. Let people in <3

And hope, faith, intent....those traits may be meaningless word to many but, and I am not a religious lady one bit, but those things are the things that keep me alive and sane.

You will be BB <3
 
I'm gonna end up in the fucking wicka man!

PS I left a little business for you in your welcoming thread to undo. I am bad.

If Only I could seek out certain people from my past.
Londongirl may be getting a large mail tomorrow. I may refer to her as that until such a time as she finds out that I discuss her in any way shape or form on here, but she ain't a member and most likely would run a mile at the idea, but theres no names here and no hints of untowardness.
I only get on with girls who are absolute filth towards everyone but me.
Oh well 300mg codiene at 9pm. Should do something about something and put me out of the sabattical thread temporarily.

I don't want to die so young......I must venture over to the dark side or I will clutter this den up with blackness.
 
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Celebration of life is where it is at! <3

BB - you cunt, count yourself as my first edit. When Shammy find out you're in big bother! ;)
 
kate66 said:
It begins the moment you are born :|

I often think of that, that there is a date out there of our death that we don't know, like our birthdays. A few weeks before my dad died I had this weird thing going on in my head that the 12th Nov would be meaningful...well that's when he died :(

Connect with as many people in life as you can - who randomly come and go or the others who are more deeply knitted into the fabric of your existence. Let people in <3

And hope, faith, intent....those traits may be meaningless word to many but, and I am not a religious lady one bit, but those things are the things that keep me alive and sane.

You will be BB <3
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My Grandma died on Friday 13th Jan, '06. Friday 13ths have never been good for me, she did have a sense of humour though =D;) It's something I think a lot about and I think it's why I don't wanna lose a hold of things this time round. I'm a bit morbid, me
 
brokenbrain said:
I don't want to die so young......I must venture over to the dark side or I will clutter this den up with blackness.
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Onwards and upwards, dude. <3

I too have been out of sorts. And whats more, struggling to have a break from the ol' benzos. My anxiety is getting on my fucking nerves. Methinks it's time I faced facts and got myself a shrink. :|
 
kate66 said:
Celebration of life is where it is at! <3

BB - you cunt, count yourself as my first edit. When Shammy find out you're in big bother! ;)
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What a painful lie indeed! I told you where to find it! Is was my gift to your new sticky wicks!

The hour has arrived and down the hatch go 300mg codiene phosphate.
I'm not sure if someone spiked me yesterday but I was not acting the same as everyone else. I wonder if some cunt I know would have the balls to grind up tramadol and put it in my micromeal.
 
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