Nukey_Brown
Greenlighter
Greetings fellow spacemen. I come from Northern England and speak for an unknown person named TopCat, who's true identity is unknown even to me! TopCat will on a fairly regular basis report to me on his adventures into the psyche and sub-conscious, and these reports will come in the format of a first hand account, though may I stress these are not mine and I would not indulge in any illegal activities, especially not ones such as taking LSD which guarantees insanity and a smashed apartment window with a canny drop to the ground floor. TopCat decided to take the MDMA on his own first off before advising his usual trip companions to buy from the same source. All 12 trip companions (including TopCat) have since used this same batch and had nothing other than typical MDMA experiences of love and empathy and euphoria and dilated pupils.
Anyway let's cut to the heart of this thing - TopCat's first experience on MDMA.
This is what he said:
It begins at around 00:50am, an unknown quantity within the range of 100-300mg of pure MDMA crystal is placed into a Rizla rolling paper, tightened up and swallowed. Yum. May I note that I got the figure for the amount of MDMA because the bag had a gram in and this was roughly 1/10 to 3/10 of the bag's contents. First effects come on within 20-25 minutes, as I sit in front of my PC noticing my increased willingness to chat nonsense with people online and also I seem to be enjoying the bassline of the Dirty Electro music more than I usually do.
From this point, I recorded a short journal as I was experiencing the effects of the drug. I will fill in the gaps following the report:
01:14am :: Want to dance to music with a good bassline more than usual, and I actually do =P
01:18am :: No pupil-dilation as of yet
01:21am :: OMG THIS IS QUICK, WHOAHHH
01:30am :: Ok... since when did MDMA make everything warp, lines moving, walls breathing, is this even the Drug ithought i got ?! Seeing extremely mild patterns in the white on notepad too now, im going to have to ride this psychedelic drug out somehow, im rather scared though as its completely unknown.
01:43am :: INSTANTLY from feeling like OMG Im gonna vomit, this is too much, I FELT SOOOOOOOO GOOOD AND START DANCING TO NOTHING GRINNING MY HEAD OFF OVER THE TOILET I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO VOMIT IN JUST MOMENTS BEFORE!
01:58am :: Cant stop worshiping my gf over msn and webcam, she looks SOOOOOO FIT and i cant stop telling her, it's gonna be gay as fuck unless i cool it down a bit
2:50 :: Take some more MDMA, about 1/15th of the full bag
3:06 :: second batch not kicking in yet, but got some vicks on my face and i swear down, on my life, i aint ever felt better than this.
3:33am :: Think I might be feeling the second dose coming on, not sure yet. Rather horny too may I say!!!
4:24am :: Start feeling this may be wearing off.
5:00am :: I write this the next day, and can attest to witnessing many many visual hallucinations and experiencing audiotary madness too, people whispering in my ear, conversations with friends and family who weren't really there etc during the comedown, during which a copious amount of Cannabis was also smoked
So that was that. Holy shit.
Essentially the aspect of the experience that interested me the most was the psychedelic experiences which I did not expect at all after reading numerous websites on MDMA, including many reports on the Erowid Vaults etc. The psychedelic experiences which I would normally expect from drugs such as LSD were objects breathing, distortion in the lines around objects, objects moving on the edge of my field of vision (later moving straight the fuck in front of me after adding Cannabis to the mix), coloured geomatric patterns covering lightly coloured walls etc.
What disturbed me about my experience on the drug, was during the comedown (going down but not depressed by any stretch of the imagination) was seeing people walking around my house and talking to me, and doing various things in such a realistic manner that had they not been slightly see-through in the manner of a ghost, then I would NOT have been able to distinguish these people from reality. Perhaps I may have noticed the clock said 4am and asked why every member of my family was at my house at this time, and why my grandmother was crawling around the floor asking me if I want her to perform sexual acts on me (by far the most disturbing part of the experience which nearly put me on a bad MDMA trip - unbelievable I know). I literally spoke to imaginary friends in my kitchen, which was another strange experience as my two best friends were present like the family members, like holograms while also I was with friends who seemed to be alive through various appliances and objects in the kitchen, which were moving and as alive as me or my hologram friends. I thought I need to get the fuck away from this shit so I went back to my bedroom where I saw no more hologram people, though I did hear angry voices shouting from downstairs (my mother's voice mainly, the key feature in my only bad LSD trip about 8 months ago) for a while.
I have had an identical experience in the context of seeing holographic people which is when I mixed sleep deprivation, LSD, Speed and Cannabis together, though apart from the geomatric patterns, seeing people was the only aspect in common these experiences had.
I did some research following this experience and found that this experience of hallucinating people on MDMA is definately not limited to me, and the sparse trip reports I have found with this do seem to include MDMA + Cannabis, and the hallucinations beginning on the comedown. I have also heard (But not confirmed, if anybody can help me out?) that MDMA is processed down into MDA during the comedown and MDA almost certainly gives hallucinations and such, which are also far more pronounced when cannabis is added to the mix (much in the same way most psychedelics seem to intensify when cannabis is added).
So there you go, may I also note that this was definately pure MDMA crystal because I know the person who cut it from the crystal, and also a number of people who have used the same source and batch and had the usual MDMA experience even on a similar dosage to me so it isn't some kind of psychedelic that mimics MDMA effects at a low dose.
If anybody else can share a similar experience or explanation for why this type of experience occured before I attempt another adventure on the substance in the next few weeks I would be extremely grateful.
Cheers, TopCat.
So that's what TopCat asked me to tell these forums. He hopes you enjoyed his story, and especially hopes that if anybody finds themselves having a similar experience they may find it easier to cope with in the knowledge they are not alone
Anyway let's cut to the heart of this thing - TopCat's first experience on MDMA.
This is what he said:
It begins at around 00:50am, an unknown quantity within the range of 100-300mg of pure MDMA crystal is placed into a Rizla rolling paper, tightened up and swallowed. Yum. May I note that I got the figure for the amount of MDMA because the bag had a gram in and this was roughly 1/10 to 3/10 of the bag's contents. First effects come on within 20-25 minutes, as I sit in front of my PC noticing my increased willingness to chat nonsense with people online and also I seem to be enjoying the bassline of the Dirty Electro music more than I usually do.
From this point, I recorded a short journal as I was experiencing the effects of the drug. I will fill in the gaps following the report:
01:14am :: Want to dance to music with a good bassline more than usual, and I actually do =P
01:18am :: No pupil-dilation as of yet
01:21am :: OMG THIS IS QUICK, WHOAHHH
01:30am :: Ok... since when did MDMA make everything warp, lines moving, walls breathing, is this even the Drug ithought i got ?! Seeing extremely mild patterns in the white on notepad too now, im going to have to ride this psychedelic drug out somehow, im rather scared though as its completely unknown.
01:43am :: INSTANTLY from feeling like OMG Im gonna vomit, this is too much, I FELT SOOOOOOOO GOOOD AND START DANCING TO NOTHING GRINNING MY HEAD OFF OVER THE TOILET I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO VOMIT IN JUST MOMENTS BEFORE!
01:58am :: Cant stop worshiping my gf over msn and webcam, she looks SOOOOOO FIT and i cant stop telling her, it's gonna be gay as fuck unless i cool it down a bit
2:50 :: Take some more MDMA, about 1/15th of the full bag
3:06 :: second batch not kicking in yet, but got some vicks on my face and i swear down, on my life, i aint ever felt better than this.
3:33am :: Think I might be feeling the second dose coming on, not sure yet. Rather horny too may I say!!!
4:24am :: Start feeling this may be wearing off.
5:00am :: I write this the next day, and can attest to witnessing many many visual hallucinations and experiencing audiotary madness too, people whispering in my ear, conversations with friends and family who weren't really there etc during the comedown, during which a copious amount of Cannabis was also smoked
So that was that. Holy shit.
Essentially the aspect of the experience that interested me the most was the psychedelic experiences which I did not expect at all after reading numerous websites on MDMA, including many reports on the Erowid Vaults etc. The psychedelic experiences which I would normally expect from drugs such as LSD were objects breathing, distortion in the lines around objects, objects moving on the edge of my field of vision (later moving straight the fuck in front of me after adding Cannabis to the mix), coloured geomatric patterns covering lightly coloured walls etc.
What disturbed me about my experience on the drug, was during the comedown (going down but not depressed by any stretch of the imagination) was seeing people walking around my house and talking to me, and doing various things in such a realistic manner that had they not been slightly see-through in the manner of a ghost, then I would NOT have been able to distinguish these people from reality. Perhaps I may have noticed the clock said 4am and asked why every member of my family was at my house at this time, and why my grandmother was crawling around the floor asking me if I want her to perform sexual acts on me (by far the most disturbing part of the experience which nearly put me on a bad MDMA trip - unbelievable I know). I literally spoke to imaginary friends in my kitchen, which was another strange experience as my two best friends were present like the family members, like holograms while also I was with friends who seemed to be alive through various appliances and objects in the kitchen, which were moving and as alive as me or my hologram friends. I thought I need to get the fuck away from this shit so I went back to my bedroom where I saw no more hologram people, though I did hear angry voices shouting from downstairs (my mother's voice mainly, the key feature in my only bad LSD trip about 8 months ago) for a while.
I have had an identical experience in the context of seeing holographic people which is when I mixed sleep deprivation, LSD, Speed and Cannabis together, though apart from the geomatric patterns, seeing people was the only aspect in common these experiences had.
I did some research following this experience and found that this experience of hallucinating people on MDMA is definately not limited to me, and the sparse trip reports I have found with this do seem to include MDMA + Cannabis, and the hallucinations beginning on the comedown. I have also heard (But not confirmed, if anybody can help me out?) that MDMA is processed down into MDA during the comedown and MDA almost certainly gives hallucinations and such, which are also far more pronounced when cannabis is added to the mix (much in the same way most psychedelics seem to intensify when cannabis is added).
So there you go, may I also note that this was definately pure MDMA crystal because I know the person who cut it from the crystal, and also a number of people who have used the same source and batch and had the usual MDMA experience even on a similar dosage to me so it isn't some kind of psychedelic that mimics MDMA effects at a low dose.
If anybody else can share a similar experience or explanation for why this type of experience occured before I attempt another adventure on the substance in the next few weeks I would be extremely grateful.
Cheers, TopCat.
So that's what TopCat asked me to tell these forums. He hopes you enjoyed his story, and especially hopes that if anybody finds themselves having a similar experience they may find it easier to cope with in the knowledge they are not alone
