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☮ Social ☮ The PD Cosmic Space-Train: SOCIAL UMPH in Full Spectrum

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Wuts happenin Swirlies :D

I feel pretty awesome right now , had a couple darvocets and went out to eat at TGI Fridays and got the jack daniels sampler platter and washed it down with a long island ice tea , oh man was that good. Smoked a couple bowls of some herb and now Im just sittin back relaxing , pretty damn good day so far
 
Still though there is a bit of anxiety about the unknown. But the anxiety has gotten alot less then it was before and my excitement for the move is growing.

Im greatly looking forward to moving and "breaking the cycles" im in right now.
And i do feel that the move will result in a positive change (moving to happiest place on earth doesnt hurt=D).

Its just the unknown that gets me a little nervous. But despite being nervous i am very excited.=D


I feel you on this. Excitedness mixed with anxiety, though the anxiety isn't bad, it's more so just a little dash of self doubt towards making the step in moving. But I do realize it's going to be one of the best things for me as long as I stick to it and don't give up on myself. That's where the excitement comes in.
I also have mixed emotions about my attachment to where I live currently. The only things I will miss are my friends and the beach. But those are very big things to me.
 
I remember that poem Roger. I read it and had to write a report on it elementary school. :)

Yeh me too. It brought back some memories.=D

Thanks for posting it Roger.

btw, i'll clarify that chili is fail because meat is fail. (at least for me it is)
i love chilis (the fruit) though.

I was a vegetarian for almost 7 years and ate vegetarian chilli. Even vegetarian chilli is delicious. Though now that ive started eating meat (about 6 months now) i much prefer beef or chicken chilli.
Regardless, any type of chilli is win IMO. I love beens and spices and all that other yumminess they put in there.

I think i ate a little too much clonazepam to do my paper :\ I think im gonna need to stray from bluelight (as much as Id hate to) so I can try to focus...I'm sure I wont be able to stay away though, its like a fatal attraction to you guys ;)

Good luck on getting that paper done.
Im sure most of us here can relate to how addicitive BL is. But you have to get your priorities straight and do the things that are more important first.
We'll be here waiting for ya when you come back. <3
 
I feel you on this. Excitedness mixed with anxiety, though the anxiety isn't bad, it's more so just a little dash of self doubt towards making the step in moving. But I do realize it's going to be one of the best things for me as long as I stick to it and don't give up on myself. That's where the excitement comes in.
I also have mixed emotions about my attachment to where I live currently. The only things I will miss are my friends and the beach. But those are very big things to me.

I will miss my friends too.
But look forward to making new ones and starting this chapter of my life.
 
I hope that I can squeeze in a meet-up with you before the two of us depart from being somewhat close to eachother :)
 
I've never left my home area. I've left home and lived in town in the first 2 years of school but never left the area.

Neither has my SO. In fact if either of us had left we likely wouldn't have realized our connection. I guess we're just home-bodies.

I'm going to stop all non-social use of drugs. It must be done. It sucks. Normally when I feel sick I dose up on AC&C but this entire time but I haven't had a single one. I've just been drinking herbal teas.

Doesn't quite have the same effect :p
 
Ive never moved to far away from where Ive grown up either and when I did it was only for a few months. Someday I would like to settle down in a house out in the mountains though. With a lot of property that I could explore and I could chop down my own trees for firewood every year. It would be a blast , I dont think I would ever want to live in a city but their nice to go and visit once in awhile.
 
-NeuroDr, I will see your Ralph Waldo Emerson and raise you one Walt Whitman:

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Eidolons

I met a seer,
Passing the hues and objects of the world,
The fields of art and learning, pleasure, sense,
To glean eidolons.

Put in thy chants said he,
No more the puzzling hour nor day, nor segments, parts, put in,
Put first before the rest as light for all and entrance-song of all,
That of eidolons.

Ever the dim beginning,
Ever the growth, the rounding of the circle,
Ever the summit and the merge at last, (to surely start again,)
Eidolons! eidolons!

Ever the mutable,
Ever materials, changing, crumbling, re-cohering,
Ever the ateliers, the factories divine,
Issuing eidolons.

Lo, I or you,
Or woman, man, or state, known or unknown,
We seeming solid wealth, strength, beauty build,
But really build eidolons.

The ostent evanescent,
The substance of an artist's mood or savan's studies long,
Or warrior's, martyr's, hero's toils,
To fashion his eidolon.

Of every human life,
(The units gather'd, posted, not a thought, emotion, deed, left out,)
The whole or large or small summ'd, added up,
In its eidolon.

The old, old urge,
Based on the ancient pinnacles, lo, newer, higher pinnacles,
From science and the modern still impell'd,
The old, old urge, eidolons.

The present now and here,
America's busy, teeming, intricate whirl,
Of aggregate and segregate for only thence releasing,
To-day's eidolons.

These with the past,
Of vanish'd lands, of all the reigns of kings across the sea,
Old conquerors, old campaigns, old sailors' voyages,
Joining eidolons.

Densities, growth, facades,
Strata of mountains, soils, rocks, giant trees,
Far-born, far-dying, living long, to leave,
Eidolons everlasting.

Exalte, rapt, ecstatic,
The visible but their womb of birth,
Of orbic tendencies to shape and shape and shape,
The mighty earth-eidolon.

All space, all time,
(The stars, the terrible perturbations of the suns,
Swelling, collapsing, ending, serving their longer, shorter use,)
Fill'd with eidolons only.

The noiseless myriads,
The infinite oceans where the rivers empty,
The separate countless free identities, like eyesight,
The true realities, eidolons.

Not this the world,
Nor these the universes, they the universes,
Purport and end, ever the permanent life of life,
Eidolons, eidolons.

Beyond thy lectures learn'd professor,
Beyond thy telescope or spectroscope observer keen, beyond all mathematics,
Beyond the doctor's surgery, anatomy, beyond the chemist with his chemistry,
The entities of entities, eidolons.

Unfix'd yet fix'd,
Ever shall be, ever have been and are,
Sweeping the present to the infinite future,
Eidolons, eidolons, eidolons.

The prophet and the bard,
Shall yet maintain themselves, in higher stages yet,
Shall mediate to the Modern, to Democracy, interpret yet to them,
God and eidolons.

And thee my soul,
Joys, ceaseless exercises, exaltations,
Thy yearning amply fed at last, prepared to meet,
Thy mates, eidolons.

Thy body permanent,
The body lurking there within thy body,
The only purport of the form thou art, the real I myself,
An image, an eidolon.

Thy very songs not in thy songs,
No special strains to sing, none for itself,
But from the whole resulting, rising at last and floating,
A round full-orb'd eidolon
 
Ive never moved to far away from where Ive grown up either and when I did it was only for a few months. Someday I would like to settle down in a house out in the mountains though. With a lot of property that I could explore and I could chop down my own trees for firewood every year. It would be a blast , I dont think I would ever want to live in a city but their nice to go and visit once in awhile.

Sounds like someone should be moving with me then if this is what you seek ;)

I personally, love cities and am a city boy at heart. I only feel at home when I'm in a hustling and bustling downtown area of a highly populated city.

I moved to NC once for a very short period of time and loved it, the moving experience is fun because it does in fact remind you that you're alive and that you can see other things before you die.
 
-NeuroDr, I will see your Ralph Waldo Emerson and raise you one Walt Whitman:

NSFW:

Eidolons

I met a seer,
Passing the hues and objects of the world,
The fields of art and learning, pleasure, sense,
To glean eidolons.

Put in thy chants said he,
No more the puzzling hour nor day, nor segments, parts, put in,
Put first before the rest as light for all and entrance-song of all,
That of eidolons.

Ever the dim beginning,
Ever the growth, the rounding of the circle,
Ever the summit and the merge at last, (to surely start again,)
Eidolons! eidolons!

Ever the mutable,
Ever materials, changing, crumbling, re-cohering,
Ever the ateliers, the factories divine,
Issuing eidolons.

Lo, I or you,
Or woman, man, or state, known or unknown,
We seeming solid wealth, strength, beauty build,
But really build eidolons.

The ostent evanescent,
The substance of an artist's mood or savan's studies long,
Or warrior's, martyr's, hero's toils,
To fashion his eidolon.

Of every human life,
(The units gather'd, posted, not a thought, emotion, deed, left out,)
The whole or large or small summ'd, added up,
In its eidolon.

The old, old urge,
Based on the ancient pinnacles, lo, newer, higher pinnacles,
From science and the modern still impell'd,
The old, old urge, eidolons.

The present now and here,
America's busy, teeming, intricate whirl,
Of aggregate and segregate for only thence releasing,
To-day's eidolons.

These with the past,
Of vanish'd lands, of all the reigns of kings across the sea,
Old conquerors, old campaigns, old sailors' voyages,
Joining eidolons.

Densities, growth, facades,
Strata of mountains, soils, rocks, giant trees,
Far-born, far-dying, living long, to leave,
Eidolons everlasting.

Exalte, rapt, ecstatic,
The visible but their womb of birth,
Of orbic tendencies to shape and shape and shape,
The mighty earth-eidolon.

All space, all time,
(The stars, the terrible perturbations of the suns,
Swelling, collapsing, ending, serving their longer, shorter use,)
Fill'd with eidolons only.

The noiseless myriads,
The infinite oceans where the rivers empty,
The separate countless free identities, like eyesight,
The true realities, eidolons.

Not this the world,
Nor these the universes, they the universes,
Purport and end, ever the permanent life of life,
Eidolons, eidolons.

Beyond thy lectures learn'd professor,
Beyond thy telescope or spectroscope observer keen, beyond all mathematics,
Beyond the doctor's surgery, anatomy, beyond the chemist with his chemistry,
The entities of entities, eidolons.

Unfix'd yet fix'd,
Ever shall be, ever have been and are,
Sweeping the present to the infinite future,
Eidolons, eidolons, eidolons.

The prophet and the bard,
Shall yet maintain themselves, in higher stages yet,
Shall mediate to the Modern, to Democracy, interpret yet to them,
God and eidolons.

And thee my soul,
Joys, ceaseless exercises, exaltations,
Thy yearning amply fed at last, prepared to meet,
Thy mates, eidolons.

Thy body permanent,
The body lurking there within thy body,
The only purport of the form thou art, the real I myself,
An image, an eidolon.

Thy very songs not in thy songs,
No special strains to sing, none for itself,
But from the whole resulting, rising at last and floating,
A round full-orb'd eidolon

Nice, long read, probably gonna have to reread and reread :)

Whitman got nothing on this OG
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Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.
-Dr. Seuss

Hahahaha Genius! My friend actually has a professor right now, old man, name literally is Dr. Seuss and he teaches english...wonder which came first, chicken or the egg :)

Good luck on getting that paper done.
Im sure most of us here can relate to how addicitive BL is. But you have to get your priorities straight and do the things that are more important first.
We'll be here waiting for ya when you come back. <3

Well, contrary to what I thought, the clonazepam really cleared my mind and I was able to write 5 pages no problem. Class is Philosophy of Sex, so at least its not too boring ;) Done, and I think its pretty good. Now i just gotta review it and make sure its perfect, then im partying all night. Hopefully, theres nothing to do out here ever :\

Couldn't stay away too long :)
 
Okay guys, im going to try to find something to do and celebrate having NOTHING to do for school for over a month!! :D enjoy your day guys! And hello Charlie!

2ce ya later ;)
 
been all around this world. (well, country)
i have a habit of never keeping in one place for very long.

Ive lived in quite a few places myself. But this will be my 2nd time moving by myself (well with my gf actually) as an adult(ish). Befre that i just had to move with parents wherever they went.
NJ was the the first place i moved to and lived without my parents.

Im sorry. I'm missing something.. where you moving to, del?
shame on you for not keeping up with all the BL news ;) (jk)

Im moving to Asheville, NC. "The happiest place on earth."=D
A nice hippie, new-agey city/town. I think it'll suit me well.

L*L will be attending school there.

Whitman got nothing on this OG
NSFW:
Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.
-Dr. Seuss

OOOh Dr. Seuss quotes. Heres my favorite:

"If you never did you should.
These things are fun and fun is good."=D

I personally, love cities and am a city boy at heart. I only feel at home when I'm in a hustling and bustling downtown area of a highly populated city.

I moved to NC once for a very short period of time and loved it, the moving experience is fun because it does in fact remind you that you're alive and that you can see other things before you die.

Most of my life ive lived in cities (Los Angeles and NYC). And the last few years living in the burbs of NJ ive only been 30 min from NYC.
So i also feel like im a city boy at heart.

But i also love being out in nature.

I think Asheville will be the perfect medium of the two.

Where in NC did you move/live. And what did you think of it?
 
I do kinda wish i was moving to some place with legal med pot thats prescribed pretty liberally(ie CA or CO). I really want to grow ganja without being afraid of the law.

Maybe one of those states will be the next stop in my neverending quest for home.
 
so i have never really tried to find any adderal, but i felt like chemical assistance for my finals and decided to try and get some.

A kid i have been talking to this semester smoking cigarette every day together was kind enough to just give me 2 20mg adderal xr's....

Took one straight at school 5 hours before my history final, studied the material and i think i made an A.

Had work today so i just crushed up the other one and chucked it in a gel cap at like 5. Planning on studying my math stuff to the point of feeling competent over the material.

This stuff makes me feel kind of normal.... I'm generally tired but it just kind of gets up to the point of where i am just kind of clear headed, awake, and kind of alert.

It really makes me want to go to a doctor for a prescription. I really wouldn't abuse it, just eat one before school a couple days a week, and a little more for finals if need be.
 
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