Scire
Bluelighter
Yeah it is a shame it's pretty awful for you. Then again if I thought it was good for me it would probably consume my life so it's probably for the best.
Right it is just under 2 weeks now since I had my first experience with this stuff.
300mg bombed thoughout the night, and a 50mg line towards the end.
I think I already mentioned that I've noticed a few issues with my heart since then. Just wanted to ask you guys opinion of whether I should be worrying or not.
The 3 things I've noticed have been:
-A general awareness of the beating of my heart, which I never normally had. No out of the ordinary beating, just that I 'notice' my heartbeat, whereas I never did before . (is this called heart palputations or something?) This seems to be a pretty constant syptom.
-The very occasional chest-pain, when for 30 seconds or so, there is a stinging pain in the chest when I try to breathe in. This has happened maybe once every other day since.
-Finally, my heartrate seems to increase more with excercise than it did before. Obviously increase in heartrate is a natural consequence of excercise, but it seems to increase quicker, and with less excercise than prompted increases in the past.
I don't know whether to go see a doctor about this, or just wait a little while longer to see if it fades. A lot of it may well be anxiety about the health risks that are being talked about, hence tricking my mind into noticing these problems?
That's exactly what I experienced minus the chest-pain; I used meph 3 times, every time monthly spaced and small dosage. Last time been on august and stopped after that.
I've been to a doc cause the heartrate awarness is some annoying shit as it lasts day long and some times I found hard to fall asleep with the sound of the heart pounding in my ears. He checked my heart in ever way and told me I'm perfectly fine. I also have to add that the days I had this stuff I checked HR and BP and they were absolutely normal.
The issue showed up many days in august (not been a healthy august), lasted one week at beginning of september, then nothing, then couple of days at the beginning of november, then nothing. I'm staying away from any stimulant (even caffeine) for a good while and I think I'll stay away from meph for good. I'm also exercising a lot and taking arginine for a month since some vasodilation can't hurt.
While it's quite sure meph is more harmful than many things on the streets, it seems like some can handle it, other can't. Looks like I'm in the second, which sucks since the stuff is pretty fucking awesome! But still...
I really really hate to say it but put 2g meph in front of me or 2g md and i'd take the meph![]()