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PepperSocks said:
I think there's something to be said about having a connection to your home and building roots.

I just don't think staying in your hometown should be viewed as a bad thing. :)
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Yeah, I agree with that, and I don't mean to sound like I don't. I think I have a different view of my own hometown because I come from the suburbs of a really big city... and suburbs are so soulless. Nobody there seems very connected to anything but themselves, if even that. Well, not nobody of course. But it's a general trend. And everything looks the same as everything else.

PepperSocks said:
Just a though; maybe you're wanting your brother to follow in your footsteps a bit too much?

Not everyone is a world traveller and I think people today put too much pressure on making people think that they have to leave their hometown to have a real life.

Maybe your brother is someone who is okay with staying in his hometown with his high school sweetheart. It seems like the modern world is so cold these days when it comes to love. People split when an inconvenience arises, infidelity seems very common, that kind of stuff. Maybe this girl is the right one for your brother but they've hit a snag in their relationship that seems to be based around an extremely simple thing; a 3 hour distance that is only temporary in the grand scheme of things.
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Well, for sure my little brother wants to travel. He's always talking about how he hates living in Illinois where we're from, and about all the other places he wants to see and live.

But you're right in the larger sense, that I should let him do as he wants to. And I will. I just feel like he's been influenced by my dad and me in that both of us found the people who would end up being our wives as our second serious relationships, and here he is on his. Yet they seem to have very little in common at all. I just think he's trying to force it to happen, and their incompatibility is really coming out during the distance, and it's causing him a lot of stress and turmoil in his life. I guess I just don't see it working and I hope for him that he can get past it as quickly as possible so as to be fully open to enjoy college as much as possible. I broke up with my previous serious girlfriend from high school before college (actually she broke up with me), and I went to college with a clean slate, and met my wife half a year in. And I had the best time of my life by far all 4 years of college, instead of worrying away my days and traveling back home every other weekend.

I hope he can have the same. :) It really isn't about the hometown thing at all... if he wanted to stay I'd be happy for him that he was happy there, and I AM happy for him that he's in love, even though I think it's bringing him pain. I agree with you that the modern world can be cold towards love, but I'm not one of those. I'm in love and I like to tell everyone about it. :) <3
 
Greetings from outer space. Or inner space. %) I've come to bring news of a truly magnificent phenomenon of the cosmos called Ozric Tentacles.

Ozric's starting to become my favorite band. Warning: extreme euphoria may result if sufficient quantities of psychedelics or cannabinoids are present! Man, that passage at ~4:10...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h6EW_QdST1E
 
Ahhhh, I came so close to breaking through on deemsters this morning. I was in this state of bravado, and suddenly i was struggling to grab hold of whatever piece of ego I could think of... I was not ready. I was trying to escape.

Finally I thought that I should give letting be a try. I then understood what the "presences" people talk about are. Insectoid beings with heads like those guys in Spy vs. Spy. All I could gather was that there was a vastly larger intelligence than us humans around me, connected to the top of my head, getting into my brain and tweaking things, nibbling and snitting little ticky nitpicky yum zap tickle tick crawl buzzzzzzzzzz. I was still scared out of my mind. Maybe that was their plan, to get me out of my mind somehow so that they could operate on it.

Next time I try it I have to make SURE that I'm feeling responsible for myself and surroundings, in the moment, fully willing to experience what comes. For this time I had an escapist attitude that did NOT serve me well.
 
Good morning PD :)

It's kind of a cloudy day and my dad's annoying friend is around the place so I'm passing on the 2C-B I was going to take today. I'm just going to smoke some AMT and weed instead. :)

Tomorrow is supposed to be sunny and good for 2C-B taking. ;)

I'm working on my momma's fancy new laptop at the moment. Had a hell of a time getting it all worked out. Reminded me of how much I hate vista (she got it before 7 but can get a free upgrade), I'm so glad I'm still on XP.
 
^yes mac ftw, but yeah im with you pepper I am much happier with my XP than vista!

cant wait to get a mac though:)
 
Might be taking 30mg of 2c-i today. Not sure though. 25mg wasn't that interesting (not much different than 20mg) and the come up was terrible. An hour and a half of annoying body load. I could try out these DOx blotters, but thats a big time commitment. I have one hit (150-200ugs) of acid also. hmm....
 
Hello All :) Good to see you back in ur own skin Charlie ;) I don't really have anything special goin on today, just hangin out with some friends and hopefully my gf later on...I haven't tripped in a while, probably close to a month or so...It seems I go through cycles of tripping pretty often, sometimes more than once a week, and then I go for months without touching a psychedelic. I love how self-regulating psychs are :)
 
I havent tripped in at least six months..

Thanks for the friend request charlie:) yay friends! I havent really heard of horseradish being used that much on foods that arent meat. Maybe try some chicken?
 
Cosmic Charlie said:
Everytime I tripped this year I was drinking , Im looking forward to my next trip clean and sober

It should be much more of a beautiful experience <3
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I've never drank while tripping, I'm guessing that it would act in a similar manner (barring any possible nausea n whatnot) to benzos right? Do you feel it dulls the experience?

tBirdee said:
I havent tripped in at least six months..
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Saving yourself for lucy? ;)
 
ah been there :\ I really want to get to the point where I can use other means, like meditation, to achieve the same state as what psychs provide. Idk if I would stop using psychs, though it seems that I should at that point bc I would have gained everything I need from them in order to use what I know to continue the same learning without them. Has anyone gotten to the point where they can reach the same states of mind without psychs, and if so, what have psychedelics become when you do use them after that?
 
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