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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

I guess dopamine is only the a little piece of the whole picture, blocking dopamine, serotonine and other receptors result into a domino-chain-effect, so maybe is not even fully linked to dopamine (in some ways maybe) sorta of downregulation or desensitization, but, what’s the rest of the picture? What we are missing?

I don’t think only 2 receptors can cause such agony, there is much more deep down, blocking D2 and 5HT2A was the graft of something much bigger that we are missing imo..
 
paranoid android said:
Ive read it all about it. Ever read what the fascists in Japan did under unit 731? That shit was worse

But i am pretty sure thorazine was the first antipsychotic invented and it was discovered by accident
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Yeah i know the japanes 731 unit and what they did, btw i doubt they created “by accident” a chemical that specifically block every receptors responsable of the functional aspect of someone, this shit is aimed to do such things, it’s not by coincidence..

I also know that the antipsychotic and psychiatry had strong connections with the MK-ULTRA project. The human race is so messed up, good people get lobotomized or murdered, evil people can harm and destroy people, animals and trees, nature, our ecosystem, and get away with it without consequences..

If there is a “god” Who is watching all that from above and he is not doing a shit, I don’t want him to be my god and i don’t want to spend the rest of the eternity with him.

This is why I belive that there is no god, because a god won’t let all that shit happen.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
Yeah i know the japanes 731 unit and what they did, btw i doubt they created “by accident” a chemical that specifically block every receptors responsable of the functional aspect of someone, this shit is aimed to do such things, it’s not by coincidence..

I also know that the antipsychotic and psychiatry had strong connections with the MK-ULTRA project. The human race is so messed up, good people get lobotomized or murdered, evil people can harm and destroy people, animals and trees, nature, our ecosystem, and get away with it without consequences..

If there is a “god” Who is watching all that from above and he is not doing a shit, I don’t want him to be my god and i don’t want to spend the rest of the eternity with him.

This is why I belive that there is no god, because a god won’t let all that shit happen.
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At least i won’t let all these injustices happen, so i’am better than this so called “god”? Me? Nah that’s not possible, so the answer is that there is no god, people have free will and they do good or evil to other people/animals, that’s it, nothing more.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
Yeah i know the japanes 731 unit and what they did, btw i doubt they created “by accident” a chemical that specifically block every receptors responsable of the functional aspect of someone, this shit is aimed to do such things, it’s not by coincidence..

I also know that the antipsychotic and psychiatry had strong connections with the MK-ULTRA project. The human race is so messed up, good people get lobotomized or murdered, evil people can harm and destroy people, animals and trees, nature, our ecosystem, and get away with it without consequences..

If there is a “god” Who is watching all that from above and he is not doing a shit, I don’t want him to be my god and i don’t want to spend the rest of the eternity with him.

This is why I belive that there is no god, because a god won’t let all that shit happen.
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It was created by accident as the first phenothiazine that was created was promethazine a antihistamine. They where looking for a stronger antihistamine i think and accidently created thorazine. I dont even know if the dopamine model for schizophrenia had really been thought about yet. While there where certainly alot of nazi scientists scopped up by the west they where not creating antipsychotics. Instead their work went into mk-ultra and the development of mid fucking drugs there like bzp

I dont believe in any god either. Surprise a commie atheist. Nor do i believe anyone is held accountable for this shit. Worse shit happens everyday and noone cares
 
Hope you guys can heal and get your life back as it were before, with more awareness.. I don’t want you to reach 2 years without recovery, it’s not a good thing..

I waited a lot, my hope went away at 13 months when tinnitus came out, but i still endured and waited.. Now i’am sure “natural recovery” is not possible for me..

I have to wait for TMS (even if i doubt they will give to me), and then Solian low dose, but if none of them will work I’am cooked i guess
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
Hope you guys can heal and get your life back as it were before, with more awareness.. I don’t want you to reach 2 years without recovery, it’s not a good thing..

I waited a lot, my hope went away at 13 months when tinnitus came out, but i still endured and waited.. Now i’am sure “natural recovery” is not possible for me..

I have to wait for TMS (even if i doubt they will give to me), and then Solian low dose, but if none of them will work I’am cooked i guess
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If i where you i would try methylphenidate. I dont need to take it but i do take a few a month and holy shit do they ever wake you up and make you feel good. There a great pre workout. Its been shown to help lack of motvation and anhedonia. Combine that with some test and your sex drive will go through the roof to
 
blanch116 said:
Mate I don’t want to nurse your bubble but during psychosis I had them too.. they’re just a misinterpretation of events because your mind finds meaning in them.. like Alexa suddenly switching to church hyms and a pentagon spearing on the roof of my van.. at the time i was freaking but I was in psychosis.. wven things suddenly coming out of nowhere at the right time.. but still it’s just coincidence bro.. wish it was mystical and magic but it’s just bad / good timing
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Projection, there are people who trully experienced mystical states cause they are real and never received mental ilness diagnosis but im not saying those who did cant be experience the mystical, many of those psychiatrist could be diagnosed with mental ilness because if they want to inject me for braking furniture etc why they think they are the normal ones forcing max dose of such strong chemicals that can give permament damage depending on a dose? Either way idc what yall ateist mind think, God is real do not hurt yourself and others and wait for neurogenesis, the more people heal and say it outloud the better, lobotomy was practiced 60 years ago and its not that long so antipsychotics will still have their use in enlightened society but they will be used accordingly to situation, and that does not justify giving someone permament damage because they have use, gun that Police wears also have a use... Pride is quality of lucifer and psychiatrist that did this to this body have it on their faces... Im good now, getting out of unhealthy family toxic enviroment makes me feel much better where even i dont worry about neurogenesis this much, life is beautiful
 
Why people who are not enlightened even a little bit and do not recognize the truth from falsehood are allowed to force such strony chemicals? There are vitamin deficiencies trauma gluten senstitivity crooked spine manifesting all sorts of diseases and those prideful fake psychiatrist think its always problem with neurotransmitters
 
I am definitely going to suicide.Just waiting the right moment.My brother has a exam this year.I ll wait and gonna stop drinking and eating.
 
fuqrisperdal said:
I am definitely going to suicide.Just waiting the right moment.My brother has an exam this year.I ll wait and gonna stop drinking and eating.
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Honestly mate I get it i really do, but they will put you in a psyche ward for not eating and drinking and keep medicating you. It’s tough but these things do come around eventually, took me 9 months last time. How many times were you injected?
 
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