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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

I know frankly the horrible drug I was building a habit too it got me here, but worse I smoke it now It’s blocked all my dopamine the medication so i’ll be wasting money x100 consuming the drug and not enjoying it like one should
Yeah it’s fun , but not worth the damage i do blame it on the little drug pouch otherwise situations leading to what happened wouldn’t have put me in emergency room then hospital, i have to attack the root problem

The drug makes you lose money

The very same thing that you need to flee these situations

I’m not blaming the drug 100% but I am as it keeps me chasing lust, which took me away from other important things and values
nevertheless i’m blaming no one here

The drug if i took it today would leave me empty seconds of a high for a feeling I’d get myself considering im with a partner now it’s no good to lust it’s a big sin
 
flystr8 said:
I was discharged about a week ago now. not sure if they put me on cto sure i would know if i was but i wasn’t in that category when released i would have known by now. same like last time.

I feel powerless knowing im fighting a chemical warfare in my body every second and minute of the day,
Currently got two shots of Paliperidone in my. body

Nobody at all to speak too about it

Dystopia in it’s worth forms
blocked nose
clogged throat when i don’t take side effect drug prycodline
Pacing
Feeling of suicidie
Before this I was a happy and jolly before now I feel gone …

How does one simply get on with 100+ days before any improvements
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Sorry you're struggling so much, bro. I get the every second & minute thing... I'm fighting with ya. Hopefully, that poison makes its way out of your system in a hurry...
 
i was in agony and looking at Ramana Maharshi while listening to this beatiful meditation with Samaneri Jayasera voice immedietaly turned it off, Hawkins one of the biggest spiritual teacher of mankind said that looking at certain people will affect our conciousness either positive or negative, Maharshi was calibrated at high heaven but not as Jesus Buddha Krishna, subscribe this for ur good
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
Never suicide brothers and sisters, Jesus loves you all and he never wants you to do it. Neurogenesis is real, eat healthy exercise consume high conciousness programming avoid porn prostitutes heavy metal rap gothic rock punk lie, rise divine energy of kundalini and enter heaven 🤍 i love you all, @tonytonychopper i owe you 12$ brother.
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where you been man? You take my money and just disappear i gave u that shit a year ago? its not fair u made me crashout cuz one day i was down to 1 cent and i was so mad u took my money
 
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