🤝 Cultural 🤝 What Was Your Morning Fix v. Hit The Bottle & Go Right To The Rock

[Dr. John Thackery]

I live in germany and here you can get Diacetylmorphine prescribed as part of a maintenance program. Downside is that you can't get any take-homes.

i live in america. they purposely flooded the country with fentanyl laced with flesh rotting poison after eradicating pharmaceutical opioids from circulation including for the disabled.

our citizens now blame medical doctors for the sidewalks being covered with rotting unconscious bodies when they weren’t before they made this change in 2016 and no doctor has prescribed opioids for over a decade now.

we also still don’t use the metric system. we have private for profit jails and private for profit healthcare too.

we are currently investigating your country and figuring out how to punish it because your medications don’t cost $3000 per month for a prescription

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

i feel something of course, mainly just tired/drowsy and pain relief. t’s a shitty high, particularly the methadone…it’s a dirty feeling opioid imo. the benzo doesn’t have a high but the fact that it puts you to sleep so instantly or easily is what i love about it.

Ok. Thanks for that one. Was kinda tempted to try methadone once but Ig that's a bad idea.

i’ve honestly just become sick of drugs after 25 years. it’s not fun. it’s never as good in reality as i imagine any high will be. and i actually feel happier and higher the more time im off drugs or the less i take.

Never as good as I imagine it to be is 1000% felt.

if i have a streak with no pain there is no desire to get high anymore. i’ve learned my lesson that doing that just makes life worse and i’ve got stuff in sober healthy life i value more than ruining my mood or time with using just to use

Congratulations! I mean it. Still trying to learn that lesson myself.
So today is day one once again...

having recurring pain flares , i also want the drugs to work when i need them so i cant afford to ruin my tolerance to their effects.

Understood

any drug that activates me or turns up my senses like stims or psychs i havnt done for over a decade. i dont want to be more activated, more awake, or have thrills.

Aside the decade I currently feel the same. No uppers, never had a desire for them, and can't take psychs atm at least.

 

[shabih]

heroin for 7 years

 

[Esperighanto]

heroin for 7 years

How does this interact with methamphetamine for you? When I was growing up we called it "rollercoastering", due to the up and down nature of going from heroin to ice, back and forth.

 

[shabih]

How does this interact with methamphetamine for you? When I was growing up we called it "rollercoastering", due to the up and down nature of going from heroin to ice, back and forth.

i was basically addicted to heroin but these past 2-3 years i have started using meth, but i dont do it often. Heroin i have been doing for 7 years.

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

15mg dexamphetamine around 10 am (it's nearly 5pm now, might add another 5mg)

 

[BK38]

i was basically addicted to heroin but these past 2-3 years i have started using meth, but i dont do it often. Heroin i have been doing for 7 years.

Meth fucked up my life worse than anything, at least mentally. I know I am not as intelligent as I used to be or could be because I fried my damn brain. Meth is so, so neurotoxic. Fun fact, you literally destroy dopamine receptors when you do meth and you literally erode your ability to be happy. The anhedonia from meth is on another level when you stop.

I suggest you stay far far away from that garbage. I was also addicted to Heroin for 3 to 4 years and though that also fucked up my life, it did not do the kind of mental/physical/emotional/spiritual damage that meth did.

I say all this with 0 judgement, I'm just saying that meth is insidious as fuck (even more than H) and if I were you I'd be very careful about even a casual habit.

I'm 14 years clean from heroin and 12 years clean from meth. I mention that only to say that I can see in hindsight how destructive those 2 drugs are. Fuck meth though - I'd delete it from existence if I could.

 

[BK38]

Today's wake up routine:

7mg Valium
400mg Pregabalin
15g Muang Dang Kratom (leaf)
A glass of Sauvignon Blanc
Cigs on cigs on cigs (punctuated by pathetic attempts to chew nicotine gum instead)

 

[JahBeeuS]

Meth fucked up my life worse than anything, at least mentally. I know I am not as intelligent as I used to be or could be because I fried my damn brain. Meth is so, so neurotoxic. Fun fact, you literally destroy dopamine receptors when you do meth and you literally erode your ability to be happy. The anhedonia from meth is on another level when you stop.

this explains my current levels of retardation.

I just attributed it to getting old but I wouldn't be surprised if I fucked up some of my brain for the few years I was on the stuff.

Glad to be off it (even if the sex was fun and I was able to clean the shit out of the house - neither of which really matter when the end result was jail for being a dumbass)

Today's wake up routine:

7mg Valium
400mg Pregabalin
15g Muang Dang Kratom (leaf)
A glass of Sauvignon Blanc
Cigs on cigs on cigs (punctuated by pathetic attempts to chew nicotine gum instead)

Damn, 15g would have me puking. 5g probably would too...

Glad to see you back around

 

[BK38]

this explains my current levels of retardation.

I just attributed it to getting old but I wouldn't be surprised if I fucked up some of my brain for the few years I was on the stuff.

Glad to be off it (even if the sex was fun and I was able to clean the shit out of the house - neither of which really matter when the end result was jail for being a dumbass)

Damn, 15g would have me puking. 5g probably would too...

Glad to see you back around

Always a pleasure mate.

I seem to have a stupid tolerance to Kratom, but would eventually like to eliminate it from my life, at least on the daily. I got down to like 3g on a taper and then dislocated my shoulder twice in two weeks, so am back at it with heavy doses.

In any case, I feel like a mad scientist atm with a codeine cold water extraction in the works (prescribed...but I don't want all that damn paracetamol).

240mg coming my way soon, drip by slow drip

 

[emkee_reinvented]

sorry for the question what’s rockstar

Energy drink in a 500ml. can ~400mg Caffein Taurine Glucuronelactone and some vitamins drowned in sugar and tutti frutti flavors

 

[JahBeeuS]

Always a pleasure mate.

I seem to have a stupid tolerance to Kratom, but would eventually like to eliminate it from my life, at least on the daily. I got down to like 3g on a taper and then dislocated my shoulder twice in two weeks, so am back at it with heavy doses.

In any case, I feel like a mad scientist atm with a codeine cold water extraction in the works (prescribed...but I don't want all that damn paracetamol).

240mg coming my way soon, drip by slow drip

It is annoying that they put all that acetaminophen in your drugs. Miss the good ol' OC80 days

 

[Shambles]

Coca powder followed by coca leaf. Lots of both.

And 1500mg of gabapentin, 120mg of DHC.