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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Smoking the Midnight Oil

Tonight was pretty good, stopped by a friend's house who is currently kicking fentanyl, so I showed up to give him some support and take his mind off things for a bit. He's on sublicade (sp?) so that's helping too. Then I did some writing and finished a short story, submitted it to a few friends for feedback and edits.

My own intake for the night was just:
200 mg methadone
1200 mg gabapentin
80 mg Adderall

Can you tell I just got my refills? Haha. Gonna take 10 mg zaleplon soon and fall asleep. Love and light all. And stay safe - another person I knew just ODed and died a couple days ago, and it really makes me reflect that life is a precious and fragile thing.
 
For me it was 100mg Tram, loads of Gabapentin, some indica smoked, trazadone + clonidine

It's always a bad idea to take tram for the nightly fix, teeth hurt in the morning
 
KetWise said:
For me it was 100mg Tram, loads of Gabapentin, some indica smoked, trazadone + clonidine

It's always a bad idea to take tram for the nightly fix, teeth hurt in the morning
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I only ever got toothaches from alcohol so far...
OT: no extra at night after an afternoon relapse with
200 mg Pregabalin
5,8 g red Kratom
300 mg Tilidin - in steps of 100 mg as I didn't know where my tolerance is at - and it's obviously nowhere near baseline yet 😒 This time just stopped redosing without being satisfied 😔. No issue sleeping and for once didn't wake up with diarrhea 🙄
 
KetWise said:
My jaw gets tense I am clenching , so teeth hurt
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I see... That one I remember mostly from WD...
KetWise said:
Did you feel the kratom at least ?
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Hardly. I took it in two doses one hour apart, thinking I should be fine with 3 g, but it wasn't enough... None of the redoses was. Should have taken it all at once, but didn't want to end up feeling sick as I really didn't know my tolerance... Guess I have to make it to two full weeks clean before expecting a tolerance reset...😅
 
Gridlink said:
@Esperighanto that is crazy about the poptarts but it makes sense in context. It's weird, I can regulate my use of benzos except for etizolam. Drug wise I can surprisingly regulate a lot of things, even meth (I always make sure to sleep afterwards, no all night binges for me) and fentanyl (before I quit, I limited myself to 4 pills a week. Then 2. Then 1, then just a puff or two, then I jumped off to nothing). But heroin? I'd spend all my money on it and do that shit til it was gone. Zero thought about saving some for the next day, and as a consequence, I was sick every morning even when I could afford a 2 gram a day habit. I got paid daily then so that was the only way I could keep the habit going. It's funny,the things we can lose control over, that give us just the right dopamine hit. And it's different for everyone!
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If I could freebase poptarts and smoke that shit in my enail my account would probably say "in memoriam" lol.
Sp4rky said:
Did that hurt? I’ve heard it’s painful as fuck to snort :’) I honestly think for you it may have to do with serotonin receptors being affected by the kratom / long term opioid use maybe??
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I just insufflated 15mg of 2C-B since 6/25/26 is 2C-B's 51st birthday, and yeah I can confirm even though it's like my bajillionth time insufflating it, wow it hurts like a MOTHERFUCKER. It's on par with DOM, DOC, allylescaline, and mescaline, but nothing compares with MXPCP (3-MeO-2'-Oxo-Phencyclidine) for some reason. Idk why that one was always the worst, especially given that other arylcyclohexylamines are delightfully minty and numbing.
Mushoku_Sensei said:
Just had AI confirm that idea😅 and it even said dph was increasing body load... In any case gotta stay away for now. From everything probably.
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Absolutely beware listening to anything AI claims about drug use, just as a heads up.
Chaurus said:
Tonight JWH-210, smoked with O-PCE.

This morning half a 3 MG Pyrazolam.
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This combination absolutely fascinates me, I'm a huge fan of 2F-O-PCE but never came into contact with O-PCE on its own. Can you compare JWH-210 to any other cannabinoids, phyto or synth? And how would you characterize pyrazolam compared to other benzos or sedatives?
 
i dont mean to sound offensive but i have quit smoking and started using snuff with pills and snorting instead of inhalling except for meth which i can only smoke.

Cigarette addiction is the worst in my opinion.
 
shabih said:
Cigarette addiction is the worst in my opinion.
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I've known people to put down every drug in the world except for nicotine, it's fucking crazy. It's genuinely the MOST addictive drug I've ever encountered in my entire life.
shabih said:
i dont mean to sound offensive but i have quit smoking and started using snuff with pills and snorting instead of inhalling except for meth which i can only smoke.
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Why is it that only vaporized meth works for you? Genuinely curious because for me vaporized meth gives very little effect compared to intranasal or oral administration.
 
Esperighanto said:
I've known people to put down every drug in the world except for nicotine, it's fucking crazy. It's genuinely the MOST addictive drug I've ever encountered in my entire life.

Why is it that only vaporized meth works for you? Genuinely curious because for me vaporized meth gives very little effect compared to intranasal or oral administration.
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it depends in other humans around you and their perspective of that drug because our conciousness and brain are connected thru intraconnected brainwaves which controls how our body and its recepters respond when something happens like lets say when for example someone injects drug it fully binds to the recepter without issues.
 
Chaurus said:
Tonight JWH-210, smoked with O-PCE.

This morning half a 3 MG Pyrazolam.
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Esperighanto said:
This combination absolutely fascinates me, I'm a huge fan of 2F-O-PCE but never came into contact with O-PCE on its own. Can you compare JWH-210 to any other cannabinoids, phyto or synth? And how would you characterize pyrazolam compared to other benzos or sedatives?
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I have never done any other synthetic cannabinoids than JWH-210 and compared to real hash and weed I find it too much of what I was barely looking for in marihuana to begin with; weed and hash taste much richer.

I have tried it twice now and both times there was the suggestion of purple and green 'magnetic field lines', the second time enhanced with the visuals from the O-PCE. I perceived a black-and-white illustration of Christ Our Lord, but filled with purple and green shading that time.

JWH-210 also made me a bit paranoid the second time I used it (don't remember.the first time; I may have just slept it off), so I took one shard and some powder from the Pyrazolam bag to get rid of the anxiety, as I needed to work a few hours later (after a two+ hour bicycle trip there).

This mostly worked although it was suboptimal for my working day.

Pyrazolam is my third benzo, after first etizolam (which put me to sleep more than working any other way; I threw away the bag at the free clinic), then bromazolam (which put me to sleep consistently; which was good for ending late-night stims sessions).

Pyrazolam was the most anxiolytic, least sleep-inducing, drug I purchased. Multiple times I have dealt with paranoia with it, and it helped me function, although so far sobriety has been best.

I do not recommend you go to work high, but if you're a little high you can sometimes mitigate the damage by taking a lowly dosed benzo you already know quite well.

Getting rid of anxiety sometimes helps as long as you stay on your guard.
 
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