What doses were in the bowls?
OT: Had a severely polypharmaceutical type of day, so etizolam, cimetidine, THC/HHC in the box mod, and some MGM-15 wound it all back down for a chill night.
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OT: Had a severely polypharmaceutical type of day, so etizolam, cimetidine, THC/HHC in the box mod, and some MGM-15 wound it all back down for a chill night.
Gridlink
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My frienda and I tend to smoke fat bowls (there will be 5 people passing the bong around) so the bowls were something like 500 mg I would estimate. Difficult to melt at first for sure. 3 bowls x 500 mg = 1.5 g, then divide by 5 to yield a total dose of 300 mg for myself. Which sounds about correct to me (I can't seem to shake my tolerance to it even after abstaining for 2+ wks). Keep in mind this was spread out over about 12 hr though.
Also, I will never stop having low key envy of you for having access to etizolam. Maybe it is for the best I can to find it though. I can control myself with any other benzo, but with etizolam I was soon taking like 10 mg a day when I started with 1 mg, and definitely felt WDs when I stopped.
Mushoku_Sensei
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Keep updating!It went okayThough I did end up needing to take more, so it's looking like a rapid taper is the move. Took 10mg a while back and it's been enough to cover my symptoms. I'll just keep lowering each dose like I have been
It's ever amazing how different people can be.. Though I'm pretty sure that in my case after ~ 2 years the opioid addiction was quite established to begin with, I've switched to Kratom for 3-4 months before adding 7oh on top of that... So it simply blew my tolerance for Kratom A LOT. Also interesting that you find it not very euphoric. I swear the first 5-10 mg were just damn good. A redose didn't do much and a higher dose the next day didn't come close to the first one either. Whatever I added would just increase the sedation - and the tremor. As to Kratom itself there's definitely a stimulant quality to it.
It was fatigue for me. Massive fatigue and irritability besides the usual bone pain and diarrhea. All well known beforehand...
So to stay OT
:Last night weed, tonight is probably going to be 25 mg Quetiapine, and nicotine, ofc.
spypilot
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last nights fix was 500 mg dextromethorphan and 12 mg hydromorphone
I made some art during that trip so yeah I'll make a thread showing the pieces I made that night
update:here's a thread to what I made last night during the trip
I made some art during that trip so yeah I'll make a thread showing the pieces I made that night
update:here's a thread to what I made last night during the trip
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Gridlink
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@Mushoku_Sensei kratom is way stimulating for a lot of people, especially at lower doses. I think it is due to the SSRI type activity and then it might be noradrenergic too? But you prob already knew that!
Tonight is just usual psych meds and 200 mg methadone so far. I might try to come up on some acid, or I might just not get fucked up and that's ok too.
Hope all is well with everyone!
Tonight is just usual psych meds and 200 mg methadone so far. I might try to come up on some acid, or I might just not get fucked up and that's ok too.
Hope all is well with everyone!
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200mg Methadone is quite the dose, is that your prescribed dose? And if so do you still catch a buzz from it?
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15mg zopiclone
Some weed
Some weed
spypilot
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last nights fix was salvia 10x and dextromethorphan 300 mg
it was pretty good
it was pretty good
Sp4rky
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Man been a while since I posted here, how y’all doing? This night so far to round out all the speed of today:
- 10mg diazepam
- bunch of vaped weed
- small line of K
Waiting for the K to hit, debating on taking another diazepam pill cuz fuck myself for flushing all the IC-26 I had, opioid cravings making me unable to sleep rn.
And also my roommates. No clue what they’re doing but c’mon, I’ve smoked meth in my room and even I know it’s rude to use the loud ass washing machine at 2 am .—.
Uhhh that’s it I guess, hoping to get knocked tf out soon, have a good night y’all
- 10mg diazepam
- bunch of vaped weed
- small line of K
Waiting for the K to hit, debating on taking another diazepam pill cuz fuck myself for flushing all the IC-26 I had, opioid cravings making me unable to sleep rn.
And also my roommates. No clue what they’re doing but c’mon, I’ve smoked meth in my room and even I know it’s rude to use the loud ass washing machine at 2 am .—.
Uhhh that’s it I guess, hoping to get knocked tf out soon, have a good night y’all
lexxbell
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the holy trifecta. that’s actually one of the most relaxing and chill combos i’ve ever done. a few bumps of k on a 10mg valium is a perfect balance for me. benzos are the only way i can smoke weed anymore without having crazy anxiety. valium and weed is great, a bit of k being the cherry on top. the body high is perfectly comfortable.
sounds like a good night, if you don’t count the opioid withdrawal and loud ass roommate. least you’ve got those to keep you relatively comfy at least
Sp4rky
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Mmm yeah, besides opioids it is I suppose. Though the diazepam does dull some of the more psychedelic aspects of higher dosed K, which I find a little sad but for now it’s fine, have a concert tomorrow and didn’t want to stay up super late. Partial failure with that one, but the diazepam certainly helps with sleep, K can sometimes keep me up at higher doses.
Would love to do another extensive K-hole and DMXE, maybe a slight bit of 2C-B. Gotten more comfortable with 2C-B recently.
Anyways, OT edit: another small line of K a little while ago, I think it’s hitting ?? but also I fear my tolerance has gone up quite a bit, normally a small line would have me unable to type after 20 min for sure :/
Honestly fuck it, taking another 10mg diazepam cuz I just realized it’s almost 3am and ugh. Still restless somehow. That was some good speed I guess.
Good night fellow Bluelighters
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literally still unable to fall tf asleep, so back to crushing and snorting the diazepam pills it is .—. And I definitely need to refresh the weed in my vape cuz haven’t been feeling stoned either, thinking of the edible I still got but, okay (hopefully) last dose of diazepam is hitting, so not in the mood for stumbling across my room to get that.
Ig that brings today’s total to:
- 2 small lines of K
- bunch of vaped weed
- 20mg oral + 10mg insufflated diazepam
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1.5mg clonaz
3mg bromazepam
Some weed
3mg bromazepam
Some weed
Mushoku_Sensei
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Hi! And hopefully you got some sleep! Stay strong!Mmm yeah, besides opioids it is I suppose. Though the diazepam does dull some of the more psychedelic aspects of higher dosed K, which I find a little sad but for now it’s fine, have a concert tomorrow and didn’t want to stay up super late. Partial failure with that one, but the diazepam certainly helps with sleep, K can sometimes keep me up at higher doses.
Would love to do another extensive K-hole and DMXE, maybe a slight bit of 2C-B. Gotten more comfortable with 2C-B recently.
Anyways, OT edit: another small line of K a little while ago, I think it’s hitting ?? but also I fear my tolerance has gone up quite a bit, normally a small line would have me unable to type after 20 min for sure :/
Honestly fuck it, taking another 10mg diazepam cuz I just realized it’s almost 3am and ugh. Still restless somehow. That was some good speed I guess.
Good night fellow Bluelighters
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literally still unable to fall tf asleep, so back to crushing and snorting the diazepam pills it is .—. And I definitely need to refresh the weed in my vape cuz haven’t been feeling stoned either, thinking of the edible I still got but, okay (hopefully) last dose of diazepam is hitting, so not in the mood for stumbling across my room to get that.
Ig that brings today’s total to:
- 2 small lines of K
- bunch of vaped weed
- 20mg oral + 10mg insufflated diazepam
Kinda funny but I'm actually thinking of finally throwing the 2c-b... Last time snorted 12 mg and had nothing but side-effects
OT:
had too much alcohol yesterday and then woke up at midnight unable to fall asleep again.
5 mg Zolpidem didn't help,
Vaped weed finally did.
Jeez I hate alcohol
Sp4rky
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Finally got knocked out around 4:30 and now I somehow feel wide awake. Not necessarily energetic, just… painfully awake .—. But hey, 4 hours is something ig.Hi! And hopefully you got some sleep! Stay strong!
Did that hurt? I’ve heard it’s painful as fuck to snort :’) I honestly think for you it may have to do with serotonin receptors being affected by the kratom / long term opioid use maybe??Kinda funny but I'm actually thinking of finally throwing the 2c-b... Last time snorted 12 mg and had nothing but side-effects
Psychedelics are so different for everybody. The only person I know in my friend circle who’s had years of opioid abuse has the same thing with 2C-B, so idk… might be connection there or just coincidence. I’m very sensitive to the stuff, 6mg or more will have me seeing mad visuals and in the right setting, some pretty trippy thoughts too, though combined with uppers I get less of that and the stimulant properties come out more.
If it’s not doing anything positive for you, then honestly tossing it would be a good idea
Ouch… I agree on the hating alchohol part. No clue why they made that the socially acceptable hard drug tbh…OT:
had too much alcohol yesterday and then woke up at midnight unable to fall asleep again.
5 mg Zolpidem didn't help,
Vaped weed finally did.
Jeez I hate alcohol
Hope you’re not too hungover and can get better rest soon!
I mean, a single gram is still kicking around in a pretty good amount and I got it half a decade ago, I just don't use high doses or use it super often. Most people seem to escalate benzo usage in this upwards fashion which doesn't make sense to me, maintaining a low tolerance and keeping the experiences fresh is obviously the most ideal path to me, I wonder why it isn't it always like that for other people though. The thing I lack self control with is poptarts, no shit. I can't have them in the house. Soma and LSD I'm drawn towards heavily, but I can keep them around for planned use. PCP and salvia I also adore, but have self control with. Same with meth, everything, I regularly taper down and take tolerance breaks, cycle on and off of things to keep tolerances/total doses consumed low, all that shit. But poptarts? I'll eat them until they're gone and I genuinely cannot stop for some reason. My hunch is that it relates to two periods of my life where I was on a PICC line (once as a 4 year old, once as a 15 year old), the first time spending 3-4 months not eating at all and the second time going about 6 months. When you don't eat, you need to chew on baby toys or dog toys because your teeth will fall out of your head if you don't use them. The psychosis is also kind of nutty, as a 4 year old my mother told me that I would roam around the hospital looking through all the magazines cutting out pictures of food which I collected in a zip-loc baggie to just stare at. As a teenager, I would just spend my day looking at a subreddit called /r/foodporn which was nothing sexual, just images of exceptionally well made and plated food. The first thing I ate when I could again was one of those small foam cups of vanilla Hood ice cream, and the full body (and mind) euphoria is something that drugs like NEP, methamphetamine, MDMA, etc. could never even begin to understand. I sometimes wonder if my lack of drug habituation is because the bar for euphoria was set differently for me, idrk.
Sorry for the rant, just took my bupropion and I'm unnecessarily yappy as fuck.
The classic "holy trinity" combo of Soma, oxycodone and a benzo (I prefer etizolam for it but flualprazolam is also a serious banger) is one of the most euphoric things I've ever felt. I bet adding ket like you have in this combo would make it even better.
Just as a heads up, insufflating a crushed up pill of any benzodiazepine that isn't midazolam or triazolam (in the realm of prescriptions, some RCs are different) the active constituent is water soluble, so you waste some by what sticks to your sinuses, and the little bit that drips back down into your GI tract is the only thing you'll get.
TLDR: It's crazy wasteful and foolish to insufflate those. You can only insufflate diazepam by dissolving it into PG and using something like a nasal sprayer.
Not trying to shit on you or anything, when I read this back to myself the tone sounded harsh, but I'm just trying to relay the info as I also insufflated easily hundreds of benzo pills as a teenager thinking it would help, and it doesn't. I have however insufflated (and vaporized) phenazolam, bromonordiazepam, and etizolam because of working with them in crystal form, and therefore being able to compound them however I wanted to (nasal sprayers, blotters, etc.) I had some rather scary incidents of a bag accidentally puffing maybe 75-125mg of etizolam crystals into my mouth, that felt like nothing I've ever felt before. I didn't black out, but had also taken 14 tabs of acid, 2 tabs of 25C-NBOMe, a few eyeballed lines of dextroamphetamine, a profound amount of 2-FXE (aka CanKet/2F-O-PCE), took my daily caffeine and bupropion, and I was in a serious rush trying to move where I had chemicals stored because a sudden heat wave fucked up my storage conditions. That whole day was a hell of a trip.
Gridlink
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Last night my intake was 10 mg zaleplon insufflated and, oh my, it was fairly successful. Knocked me out rather quickly, but the 30 minutes leading up to that were quite nice. I am going to repeat the experiment tonight with 20 mg. I know that in the past, 20 mg insufflated had me euphoric and conversing with some Spanish gypsy girls in a photograph my aunt took, and the girls were moving around inside the photo. I could go for a chill hallucinatory experience like that right now.
@Esperighanto that is crazy about the poptarts but it makes sense in context. It's weird, I can regulate my use of benzos except for etizolam. Drug wise I can surprisingly regulate a lot of things, even meth (I always make sure to sleep afterwards, no all night binges for me) and fentanyl (before I quit, I limited myself to 4 pills a week. Then 2. Then 1, then just a puff or two, then I jumped off to nothing). But heroin? I'd spend all my money on it and do that shit til it was gone. Zero thought about saving some for the next day, and as a consequence, I was sick every morning even when I could afford a 2 gram a day habit. I got paid daily then so that was the only way I could keep the habit going. It's funny,the things we can lose control over, that give us just the right dopamine hit. And it's different for everyone!
@TheLightBringer I thought I replied to your question but maybe not. Yeah, 200 mg is my daily dose of methadone. When I got on it I was crazy into fentanyl and heroin, I'd smoke 40-50 pills of the former or 2-3 grams of the latter per day. Plus 300-500 mg meth daily and whatever MDMA, DMT, ketamine, etc. I could get my greedy hands on. I was literally doing nothing every day but smoking, fucking my then-partner, and sometimes eating. So it took a lot of methadone to stop the withdrawals. Originally I was on 250 mg a day but lowered my dose over time because I have long QT syndrome.
@Esperighanto that is crazy about the poptarts but it makes sense in context. It's weird, I can regulate my use of benzos except for etizolam. Drug wise I can surprisingly regulate a lot of things, even meth (I always make sure to sleep afterwards, no all night binges for me) and fentanyl (before I quit, I limited myself to 4 pills a week. Then 2. Then 1, then just a puff or two, then I jumped off to nothing). But heroin? I'd spend all my money on it and do that shit til it was gone. Zero thought about saving some for the next day, and as a consequence, I was sick every morning even when I could afford a 2 gram a day habit. I got paid daily then so that was the only way I could keep the habit going. It's funny,the things we can lose control over, that give us just the right dopamine hit. And it's different for everyone!
@TheLightBringer I thought I replied to your question but maybe not. Yeah, 200 mg is my daily dose of methadone. When I got on it I was crazy into fentanyl and heroin, I'd smoke 40-50 pills of the former or 2-3 grams of the latter per day. Plus 300-500 mg meth daily and whatever MDMA, DMT, ketamine, etc. I could get my greedy hands on. I was literally doing nothing every day but smoking, fucking my then-partner, and sometimes eating. So it took a lot of methadone to stop the withdrawals. Originally I was on 250 mg a day but lowered my dose over time because I have long QT syndrome.
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Mushoku_Sensei
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Oh it IS painful, that's why I didn't dare to snort 20 mg
. That's what I did using it for the first time, and hell I cried, but visuals were great...I'm simply too impatient to wait for hours for the come up...
I'm not the only one!! Yeeaah, I'm not the only one! 
Just had AI confirm that idea
and it even said dph was increasing body load... In any case gotta stay away for now. From everything probably. Yeah right? The answer is rather historic Ig. It's the oldest drug that humanity could use and therefore just cultural heritage...
Ty, slept early and deeply with 15 mg MirtazapinHope you’re not too hungover and can get better rest soon!
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3mg bromazepam
Some weed
Some weed
~1mg benzo
600mg gabap
fatty
was ill yesterday couldnt drink, eat or tolerate any noise. slept all day and night. couldnt hold down meds so had to add mild wds to the "illness" whatever it was. 3 times in as many weeks....
600mg gabap
fatty
was ill yesterday couldnt drink, eat or tolerate any noise. slept all day and night. couldnt hold down meds so had to add mild wds to the "illness" whatever it was. 3 times in as many weeks....