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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Smoking the Midnight Oil

Been a while, opioid WD has been a bitch, have managed 7 days clean today, but ordered more IC-26 cuz fuck, can’t deal with life atm

For tonight though, I am feeling finally fully calm after all the anxiety of this week:

- 2.5mg Difludiazepam
- 4mg Rilmazafone
- (roughly) 50-100mg ketamine

Okay I’m very ketamined rn, so sorry for the very rough estimation but uhh yeah, been surviving off of kinda shitty research benzos, weed & a tiny bit of alchohol this week to try and ease the WD anxiety.

Anyone else get absolute psycho eyes in opioid WD? As I’ve gotten accusations of using uppers, while on public transport multiple times this week and it’s been so frustrating… like yeah my pupils look like I’m on MDMA and I’m acting anxiously, but only because I’m fucking sober for once .—.

Will go enjoy my K experience now, more rambling later probably, but for now, good night to my fellow bluelighters :)
 
Sp4rky said:
Been a while, opioid WD has been a bitch, have managed 7 days clean today, but ordered more IC-26 cuz fuck, can’t deal with life atm

For tonight though, I am feeling finally fully calm after all the anxiety of this week:

- 2.5mg Difludiazepam
- 4mg Rilmazafone
- (roughly) 50-100mg ketamine

Okay I’m very ketamined rn, so sorry for the very rough estimation but uhh yeah, been surviving off of kinda shitty research benzos, weed & a tiny bit of alchohol this week to try and ease the WD anxiety.

Anyone else get absolute psycho eyes in opioid WD? As I’ve gotten accusations of using uppers, while on public transport multiple times this week and it’s been so frustrating… like yeah my pupils look like I’m on MDMA and I’m acting anxiously, but only because I’m fucking sober for once .—.

Will go enjoy my K experience now, more rambling later probably, but for now, good night to my fellow bluelighters :)
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I've gotten comments on my eyes when I have been in opiate WDs. For one thing being in WDs seems to dilate your pupils to begin with, and then you add in your fight or flight response being in overdrive and it can make it look like your eyes are bugging out, too. I had some stranger at a gas station tell me I had "the eyes of a psycho" once when I was withdrawing lol. I can only assume he was referring to the aforementioned phenomena. Also don't you hate the irony of being accused of being high when in reality the issue is that you're not high?

OT: My morning fix of some meth rapidly turned into my evening fix without really intending it. Using drugs for longer periods than intended is a sign of abuse, according to the DSM-5. It's also the sign of a day well spent, according to me.
 
Survival0200 said:
How do you like zopiclone
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I'm guessing lots given how much has been consumed this week :LOL: :ROFLMAO: I can't stand the metallic taste with them

@paranoid android what's the OMFG? is it those 1500mg gummies? that's a shit load to eat, I had a 1000mg by mistake ~12 months ago and it was god delusional strong, had to lay down in a darkened room, cling on to the bed and ride it out.
 
placebonaut said:
I'm guessing lots given how much has been consumed this week :LOL: :ROFLMAO: I can't stand the metallic taste with them

@paranoid android what's the OMFG? is it those 1500mg gummies? that's a shit load to eat, I had a 1000mg by mistake ~12 months ago and it was god delusional strong, had to lay down in a darkened room, cling on to the bed and ride it out.
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No the omfg is a weed strain. The gummies are called something different they where good
 
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