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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

Treedoctor said:
It seems like you are already near 2 years right?

Same for me almost 2 years since I got last injection.

I don't feel the "need" to do it.

I see girls and think some are attractive but there is no need for masturbation.

I still want to meet a girl maybe who doesn't need to do sexual thing with me.

For a moment I was really thinking about how to kill myself.

This is such a torture and if I can't become a saint this way, I would really die.
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Honestly it’s better like that, i don’t want to be “seduced” or attracted by girls because they are only a distraction, they only search for a surrogate-father, money, sex when they are horny, they think they can have whatever they want when they want it.

Honestly i’am happy i’am chemically castrated. Girls don’t have anymore any sort of power over me, i became immune to girls and that’s nice honestly.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Honestly it’s better like that, i don’t want to be “seduced” or attracted by girls because they are only a distraction, they only search for a surrogate-father, money, sex when they are horny, they think they can have whatever they want when they want it.

Honestly i’am happy i’am chemically castrated. Girls don’t have anymore any sort of power over me, i became immune to girls and that’s nice honestly.
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but still as a person who want to have a life time partner like my parents did, I am so sad that my opportunity for having such relationship became so low.

I almost killed myself thinking about this.

Hopefully I find someone who is not interested in such sexual relationship.
 
Is there really no one here who recovered their sexual ability 100%?

I see no one talking about this and gives us hope.
 
I don't understand this.

I have recovered everything except sexual ability.

Why is this not recovering...
 
moerez said:
Yes magnesium, melatonin, z drugs , now on Davigo which is most expensive one, still no sleep, trying cbd oil, and my pssd and anhedonia is keep getting worse everyday, I think I’m unluckiest one that has gotten worse instead of getting better
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It might be the sleeping pills making you worse, you should only use melatonin. Have you tried meditation?

And you haven't stayed worse, you had a window. Windows mean you will recover.
 
Treedoctor said:
Is there really no one here who recovered their sexual ability 100%?

I see no one talking about this and gives us hope.
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i did, erections came back first and then libido/the urge to have sex came back some months after. i would say i'm really lucky to not have gotten erectile dysfunction for long. nowadays i can keep it up and have sex if i wanted to
 
Is anyone struggling with severe weight gain. Dieting feels impossible. I guess I'm lucky to have all my emotions intact, but I feel disgusting physically.
 
silenthill said:
i did, erections came back first and then libido/the urge to have sex came back some months after. i would say i'm really lucky to not have gotten erectile dysfunction for long. nowadays i can keep it up and have sex if i wanted to
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When did this come back for you? I guess I had the last injection around the same time as you
 
Harmedbypsychward said:
Is anyone struggling with severe weight gain. Dieting feels impossible. I guess I'm lucky to have all my emotions intact, but I feel disgusting physically.
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Yes, gained 40 pounds in less than 6 months as well. I look like shit & it makes me feel worse than I already do as all I have not recovered all my emotions fully as of yet. Dieting feels, like you said, literally impossible. I ordered some semaglutide & will be using that.
 
Harmedbypsychward said:
Like I've literally gained 45 lbs in less than 6 months
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Invega made me go from 170lbs to 225lbs. When i got off the injections though the weight came of really quickly.

Also prozac can cause bad weight gain to. All SSRI's can. If you want a anti d without weight gain i highely suggest wellbutrin
 
Treedoctor said:
Did anyone try cabergolin? Any improvement? I heard this works as opposite to invega.

I am going to hospital today again for more detailed test for free testosterone and some other hormone together.

Will get pde5 medicine for erection, and hopefully get cabergoline too.

I hope these will help me recover please. So disappointing life.
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Did you ever get cabergoline?
 
Treedoctor said:
I couldn't find any hospital that prescribe it. and I don't think it helps much for us. I searched about people who tried cabergoline nobody says positive about it

Our only hope is to wait and heal naturally with time
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Wait are you saying they don't have it or they didn't give it to you? Also cabergoline can help. One of the person here used it to reduce his prolactin lebels
 
Matthew01 said:
Wait are you saying they don't have it or they didn't give it to you? Also cabergoline can help. One of the person here used it to reduce his prolactin lebels
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Honestly i think youd be better off trying low dose ritalin or amphetamine over a straight up dopamine agonist. They cause some weird fucking behavior in alot of people
 
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