Asparagus_Prince
Bluelighter
I’m wondering if someone can make some sense of this for me…
I typically use Kratom most days for about 1 month at a time followed by a subsequent 1-2 month break from it. Yesterday I went out and bought my usual brand and it was the first time I’ve taken any since the 1st of March. I took 16g over the course of 10 hours. I admit this is a lot for me in terms of starting back up (but not unusual once I get going and am using it most days). Typically Day 1 is more in the 10mg vicinity.
Last night I couldn't sleep a wink. I had frequent hiccups. At 10am this morning I was still wide awake even though it had been 12 hours since my last dose. And although I didn’t feel nauseous, exactly, I could tell my stomach wasn’t quite right. I tried to make myself eat and after 1 bite of cereal I was throwing up liquid. I can’t remember the last time I’ve vomited, for any reason.
Do you Kratom users know the feeling of nearly overdosing or getting sick from it? Like when you can tell you’ve pushed yourself to the limit and one more dose will be a bad idea? Well I’m still feeling that way right now as I type this. Even though it’s now been 24 hours since my last dose. And I still haven’t had a single calorie of solid food all day long. Still can’t stomach the idea.
And other than a 90 minute nap this afternoon I’ve been awake for 36 hours.
I also still can’t stomach the idea of another Kratom dose. Which proves to me (I think) that I’m not withdrawaling. In fact, my energy and mood has been halfway decent today despite the lack of sleep, appetite, and drugs.
Thoughts on what’s going on here?
I typically use Kratom most days for about 1 month at a time followed by a subsequent 1-2 month break from it. Yesterday I went out and bought my usual brand and it was the first time I’ve taken any since the 1st of March. I took 16g over the course of 10 hours. I admit this is a lot for me in terms of starting back up (but not unusual once I get going and am using it most days). Typically Day 1 is more in the 10mg vicinity.
Last night I couldn't sleep a wink. I had frequent hiccups. At 10am this morning I was still wide awake even though it had been 12 hours since my last dose. And although I didn’t feel nauseous, exactly, I could tell my stomach wasn’t quite right. I tried to make myself eat and after 1 bite of cereal I was throwing up liquid. I can’t remember the last time I’ve vomited, for any reason.
Do you Kratom users know the feeling of nearly overdosing or getting sick from it? Like when you can tell you’ve pushed yourself to the limit and one more dose will be a bad idea? Well I’m still feeling that way right now as I type this. Even though it’s now been 24 hours since my last dose. And I still haven’t had a single calorie of solid food all day long. Still can’t stomach the idea.
And other than a 90 minute nap this afternoon I’ve been awake for 36 hours.
I also still can’t stomach the idea of another Kratom dose. Which proves to me (I think) that I’m not withdrawaling. In fact, my energy and mood has been halfway decent today despite the lack of sleep, appetite, and drugs.
Thoughts on what’s going on here?
