They think blunting your emotions equates to getting rid depression when in reality it can magnify 100×. I never felt so bad as when Im on antipsychotics im also on the ASPD spectrum so it completely removes all my levers that hold me back from doing stupid shit. It be fucked if ended back up on those things again they completely destroy whats left of me.
Yeah 21 should be gone 100%, If you think it's still there after that you're just lying to yourself thinking the worse. This is just medication, mechanism. It doesn't stay in your body forever. Your body eventually throws it out and returns to baseline. Here a little tip. I obviously don't know your life or what you do. But make an account on ChatGPT, personal. And ask it. Simply="Can you help me recover from Paliperidone". And follow it throughly, everyone knows here I was an early adopter of Ai, and it's helped me alot. Tell the Ai your expierence what you are feeling, push it until you get the answer you want for yourself.
I’am telling you, that i’am not at the baseline 21 months after 2 injections, and i’am not delusional, because i was for 28years at my baseline so I have a clear memory on how “normal” it’s for me.
No I believe you, I encountered over 100+ side effects, some are deadly some are fine. But the ones I felt and could explain was about 10 of them. Such as anhedonia, loss of sexual stuff the main ones.. I guarantee you if I took more than 150MG I'd get more side effects. I believe your sympthoms you're not STUCK with them forever, and it will certainly not kill you, even though the reported side effect extremly rare "sudden death" its nonesense Sudden death; withdrawal syndrome neonatal (NAS). it's misleeading because that happens in "babies". They keep changing the side effects for "sudden death" based on new usage. Don't forget what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, and I know you'll come out stronger from this. Keep it up. Sorry though Merek killed himself :/ He was doing good recover.
How much time it will take for me to get my baseline back considering that i’am at 21 months but still disabled?
Depends, are you taking any other medication? Cause those can slow it down.. and also during those 21 months have you done anyting to speed up the recovery?
Yeah i have to take daily benzo because feeling inside a dream Made my panic attacks came back, and because i lost the faculty to feel tiredness and sleep i had to take mirtazapine but it’s not helping honestly (i did 17.5 months medication free, no alchool, no weed) but then it was necessary to take something in order to survive (benzo and mirtazapine) but i’am tapering off slowly.
My reward for reaching 13 months was tinnitus, i’am wondering what reward I will get for reaching 24 months; maybe TD or loss of eyesight.
Lamictal/lamitrogine and Depakote.
I’ve come across something called NIDS (Neuroleptic-induced deficit syndrome) while reading about similar experiences. I’m not sure if it applies in your case, but maybe it could be worth looking into
I heard doctors prescribing dopamine agonists and stimulants to help with this.did you find anything that could help.
I definetely have NIDS because it’s what happen after a the exposure to the toxin, the brain’s receptors change in expression (Numbers and sensitivity), every receptors targeted by this toxin change his expression, and because of that the NIDS occour until every receptors go to his former setup.
We are way too focused on dopamine when we don’t know where is the problem, maybe it’s 5HT2A serotonin? Maybe it’s alfa 1 or 2? Maybe it’s D3 or D2 dopamine? It’s GABA? Noradrenaline? Where is the problem? Dopamine it’s the 15% of the whole picture, we should Made a PET to see where is the problem so we will know what we have to do instead of trying to play the russian roulette with our receptors.
