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šŸ¤ Cultural šŸ¤ What Was Your Morning Fix v. Hit The Bottle & Go Right To The Rock

Woman in front of me at the pharmacy got dispensed a massive bottle of oramorph… I just got dispensed my usual psych meds. I’m not bitter… you’re bitter šŸ˜›

In more generic daily dosings news…

180mg DHC
1200mg gabapentin
30mg edible
Booze

Hopefully next week will change the bogstandard druggy basics…
 
Woman in front of me at the pharmacy got dispensed a massive bottle of oramorph… I just got dispensed my usual psych meds. I’m not bitter… you’re bitter šŸ˜›

In more generic daily dosings news…

180mg DHC
1200mg gabapentin
30mg edible
Booze

Hopefully next week will change the bogstandard druggy basics…
What's a bogstandard?
 
So mad, I forgot ALL my weed and supplies at my mom’s house so now I have to go make up some stupid excuse to cycle home again ugh :/

At least I now live walking distance away from my fav. coffeeshop so will just be getting a lazy pre-roll somewhere today and I also just looked it up and they’re open till 23:00?! Hello?! Yes plss… sometimes I forget weed exists and I think I might try and get back into my weed & caffeine habit I had for years for my work week days.

OT:

- 5mg chloroetizolam

And hopefully a joint later cuz the IC-26 still has me pretty high and a little nauseous all the benzos don’t be helping. I think I took more but idk, yesterday / early this morning are a blur.

Took the deschloroetizolam to sleep a little longer but forgot how stimulating that one is, so omw to make some matcha and a cig to just start my day ig .—.
Damn 7oh cost me some much needed weight again šŸ˜’ (Yeah Ik nobody told me to get it)
I feel you in the losing weight when you don’t want to :/ Such a weird feeling too cuz weight loss is so celebrated but I just want to be able to eat normally and not feel frail and cold all the damn time.

Especially cruel as I’m actively in ed recovery and finally WANT to gain fucking weight but my body has always been stubborn stomach issue wise, so stuck looking like a twink it is I guess
 
Man, whole mountain of stims but I’m finally out of bed holy fuck

Uncomfortably high right now, kinda wish I could hit the undo button on this one.

- roughly 0.4-0.5g 2-mmc
- 0.12g insufflated meth

It feels like I’m incredibly awake on the outside but tired and just want to lay in my bed again on the inside.

Mostly just mad at myself in a thousand ways, poor dopamine system needs a break and now I just feel fried and a little scared cuz I have to be at my mom’s place for lunch today and my pupils are not looking very sober.

Debating on a microdose of IC-26 since that shit immediately pinpoints my pupils, but honestly I’d rather just be sober at this point and not put even more chemicals into my system .—.

EDIT:

- 15mg IC-26

Okay for once that didn’t make things worse and I weighed it out this time. Feeling more leveled out and chill

Hope y’all are having a decent day so far :)
 
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Man, whole mountain of stims but I’m finally out of bed holy fuck

Uncomfortably high right now, kinda wish I could hit the undo button on this one.

- roughly 0.4-0.5g 2-mmc
- 0.12g insufflated meth

It feels like I’m incredibly awake on the outside but tired and just want to lay in my bed again on the inside.

Mostly just mad at myself in a thousand ways, poor dopamine system needs a break and now I just feel fried and a little scared cuz I have to be at my mom’s place for lunch today and my pupils are not looking very sober.

Debating on a microdose of IC-26 since that shit immediately pinpoints my pupils, but honestly I’d rather just be sober at this point and not put even more chemicals into my system .—.

EDIT:

- 15mg IC-26

Okay for once that didn’t make things worse and I weighed it out this time. Feeling more leveled out and chill

Hope y’all are having a decent day so far :)


Try smooth down if u can bud, anything mild that you can munch otc can send you a nice sleep and time to then wake up and take care of your body like eat and drink, then a nice walk outside..

Agmatine
Theanine
Taurine
Magnesium Threonate
Hops
Passion Flower
Valerian

If you do some research are pretty effective at recovering..

Time can undo a lot.
 
Try smooth down if u can bud, anything mild that you can munch otc can send you a nice sleep and time to then wake up and take care of your body like eat and drink, then a nice walk outside..
Thanks, ended up getting some good sleep tonight and I finally have my weed supplies so definitely will be having a nice joint later today to eat lunch.

OT:

- bowl of meth

This time at least had my bowl of oatmeal first, feeling productive. Finishing a cigarette then taking a shower & doing groceries.

Hope y’all having a nice morning :)
 
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Ketamine.

Lots of ketamine.
 
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