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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

Hello friends, what are you guys on right now? :D

i live a weed and cofffe life style now... used to be into psychedelics... might move some where shrooms are legal and start doing those again, but not on my first list of things to do.. right now i'm just a coffee and weed person. stopped doing illegal drugs when weed became legal. better for my mental health.
 
Smoking some "Gas Station Sushi" right now and my espresso machine is heating up so I can pull a shot or two of some Project X espresso beans that's about two weeks from roast,

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Smoking some "Gas Station Sushi" right now and my espresso machine is heating up so I can pull a shot or two of some Project X espresso beans that's about two weeks from roast,

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Do you harvest beans? Or do you hold it like wine, when you say weeks from roast? Coffee is for me a stim substituting and sanity saving god send
 
Do you harvest beans? Or do you hold it like wine, when you say weeks from roast? Coffee is for me a stim substituting and sanity saving god send
The roaster is down the street from me. When I order a bag it is roasted that day. This batch was roasted February 17th 2026. They were still a bit warm when I picked them up.

Coffee is is "good" for up to two years after roasting and most grocery or web site sells coffee that is 6 months to 1 year old already.
Because I can walk to the roaster and buy them directly they are not only cheaper, but also way fresher.

There are local roasters in just about every middle to large US city, just look around and anyone can score fresher cheaper coffee this way 👍
 
1, Tramadol + Acetaminophen ( both cns acting multimodal painkillers - serotonine release, noradrenaline reuptake inhibition and mu-opioid receptor agonism + endogenous endorphines, endogenous cannabinoids release and ibuprofen works better combined with paracetamol )
2, Ibuprofen ( body and cns inflammation, surprisingly potent pain relief )
3, Dihydrocodeine prolonged release ( sedation and my main mu-opioid receptor agonist )
4, Diazepam ( mental and physical tension treatment )
5, Levetiracetam ( epilepsy treatment )

It's basically sofisticated pain treatment based on many actions which result in reduction in general pain perception mostly by mu-opioid agonism of tramadols metabolite O-Desmethyltramadol and dihydrocodeine + its low concentration dhm metabolite mu-opioid receptor agonism, reduction in inflammation provided by ibuprofen and sligtly by paracetamol and surprisingly tramadol too ( yes, tramadol somehow reduce inflammation ), neuropathic pain decreased by very effective monoaminergic properties of tramadol and its main active metabolite ( tramadol induce higher levels of serotonine, noradrenaline and also of dopamine so both three main monoamines usefull for mostly neuropathic pain relief, instant antidepressant effects, instant reduction in anxiety, hightened motivation and satisfaction from casual tasks - tramadol is absolutely like mild amphetamine with weak opioid affinity but with metabolite capable of full mu-opioid receptor agonism, capability to reach amounts of it binding to receptors that it can be used instead of morphine but with half-life of 6 hours for parent drug and 9 hours for potent active metabolite - for comparison codeine has half-life of 4 hours and morphine of 3 hours.
Dihydrocodeine is stronger version of codeine with slightly longer half-life and it is active drug, no need for rapid cyp2d6 hepatic metabolism. I use it because of effects that don't change if for some reason my liver is slightly less efficiently metabolising through cyp2d6 and i am actually ultrarapid metabolizer but sometimes I can't metabolise enough of tramadol to potent O-DSMT because of enzymatic depletion or maybe inhibition. Also, 12 hours of effects pair nicely with +- 9 hours of effects produced by tramadol and its active metabolite. They compliment each other nicely.
Ibuprofen works for only 4 hours but trust me - it reduce inflammation and it's not as weak for treating pain as everyone things. The problem is not in lack of effects but it will destroy your gut so take it only after eating food. Paracetamol is completely cns acting painkiller with very evident potentiating of opioid, monoamines, antiinflammatory agents induced analgesia.
Diazepam is providing nice muscle relaxation and it reduce fear, anxiety, i would say reducing psychological "pain" it also makes your physical pain less bothering and it provides additional sedation so chances of sleep are higher :)
Leteriracetam is ( in my case ) 100 % effective at seizure prevention and i also like that it doesn't cause any psyxhological effects. No tired feelings, no enzyme inhibition, it's like taking sugarpill with benefit of doesn't need to worry about having seizure attack.

This is all for today and past week.
 
1, Tramadol + Acetaminophen ( both cns acting multimodal painkillers - serotonine release, noradrenaline reuptake inhibition and mu-opioid receptor agonism + endogenous endorphines, endogenous cannabinoids release and ibuprofen works better combined with paracetamol )
2, Ibuprofen ( body and cns inflammation, surprisingly potent pain relief )
3, Dihydrocodeine prolonged release ( sedation and my main mu-opioid receptor agonist )
4, Diazepam ( mental and physical tension treatment )
5, Levetiracetam ( epilepsy treatment )

It's basically sofisticated pain treatment based on many actions which result in reduction in general pain perception mostly by mu-opioid agonism of tramadols metabolite O-Desmethyltramadol and dihydrocodeine + its low concentration dhm metabolite mu-opioid receptor agonism, reduction in inflammation provided by ibuprofen and sligtly by paracetamol and surprisingly tramadol too ( yes, tramadol somehow reduce inflammation ), neuropathic pain decreased by very effective monoaminergic properties of tramadol and its main active metabolite ( tramadol induce higher levels of serotonine, noradrenaline and also of dopamine so both three main monoamines usefull for mostly neuropathic pain relief, instant antidepressant effects, instant reduction in anxiety, hightened motivation and satisfaction from casual tasks - tramadol is absolutely like mild amphetamine with weak opioid affinity but with metabolite capable of full mu-opioid receptor agonism, capability to reach amounts of it binding to receptors that it can be used instead of morphine but with half-life of 6 hours for parent drug and 9 hours for potent active metabolite - for comparison codeine has half-life of 4 hours and morphine of 3 hours.
Dihydrocodeine is stronger version of codeine with slightly longer half-life and it is active drug, no need for rapid cyp2d6 hepatic metabolism. I use it because of effects that don't change if for some reason my liver is slightly less efficiently metabolising through cyp2d6 and i am actually ultrarapid metabolizer but sometimes I can't metabolise enough of tramadol to potent O-DSMT because of enzymatic depletion or maybe inhibition. Also, 12 hours of effects pair nicely with +- 9 hours of effects produced by tramadol and its active metabolite. They compliment each other nicely.
Ibuprofen works for only 4 hours but trust me - it reduce inflammation and it's not as weak for treating pain as everyone things. The problem is not in lack of effects but it will destroy your gut so take it only after eating food. Paracetamol is completely cns acting painkiller with very evident potentiating of opioid, monoamines, antiinflammatory agents induced analgesia.
Diazepam is providing nice muscle relaxation and it reduce fear, anxiety, i would say reducing psychological "pain" it also makes your physical pain less bothering and it provides additional sedation so chances of sleep are higher :)
Leteriracetam is ( in my case ) 100 % effective at seizure prevention and i also like that it doesn't cause any psyxhological effects. No tired feelings, no enzyme inhibition, it's like taking sugarpill with benefit of doesn't need to worry about having seizure attack.

This is all for today and past week.
totally get what you mean when you're describing how diazepam feels. that's part of the reason i'm thinking about switching from 2 mg klonopin to 30-40 mg diazepam just for the body high. have you tried any other benzo's before?
 
totally get what you mean when you're describing how diazepam feels. that's part of the reason i'm thinking about switching from 2 mg klonopin to 30-40 mg diazepam just for the body high. have you tried any other benzo's before?
I was prescribed alprazolam for 12 years and for last 3 years i am prescribed diazepam.
But i used to take bromazepam, oxazepam, clonazepam, cinolazepam, chlordiazepoxide. Now i take mostly diazepam, alprazolam and sometimes I am lucky and i have cinolazepam.
Alprazolam is best for pure anxiety-muting without any other effects of enough potency i mean it does everything that benzos do but it doesn't help me sleep better than diazepam or cinolazepam, it provides muscle relaxation but so weak that u need massive dose to feel it. It is just good for typical anxiety but it can't reach enough body relaxation, mental ease and nice sedation, it is good for preventing seizures but much less than is diazepam.
Diazepam is achieving its full effects only after 5-7 days of daily dosing. The first day it's less effective than 4 days later because it's main effects are provided by accumulation of diazepam and nordiazepam in your body. It also provide ultrarapid effects lasting for like 4 hours when used as needed for panic or for seizures. But after taking it for a few days it's doing its job constantly and it's potency could be considered heightened.
Cinolazepam ( Gerodorm ) is hypnotic benzodiazepine with half-life of +- 10 hours and it's great for insomnia so its hypnotic benzodiazepine but u will feel anxiety relief and slight tension reduction too.
Bromazepam is like diazepam with reduced potential to accumulate in body, reduced all effects but slightly potentiated anxiety relief.
Oxazepam is too weak for waiting 3 hours until almost no noticable effects are felt.
Clonazepam was quite simple. Good for seizure prevention, long duration but every benzo-related effects like sleep induction, muscle relaxation etc. were on mediate potency level. Less activating than alprazolam definitely. Less sedating than diazepam.
 
I was prescribed alprazolam for 12 years and for last 3 years i am prescribed diazepam.
But i used to take bromazepam, oxazepam, clonazepam, cinolazepam, chlordiazepoxide. Now i take mostly diazepam, alprazolam and sometimes I am lucky and i have cinolazepam.
Alprazolam is best for pure anxiety-muting without any other effects of enough potency i mean it does everything that benzos do but it doesn't help me sleep better than diazepam or cinolazepam, it provides muscle relaxation but so weak that u need massive dose to feel it. It is just good for typical anxiety but it can't reach enough body relaxation, mental ease and nice sedation, it is good for preventing seizures but much less than is diazepam.
Diazepam is achieving its full effects only after 5-7 days of daily dosing. The first day it's less effective than 4 days later because it's main effects are provided by accumulation of diazepam and nordiazepam in your body. It also provide ultrarapid effects lasting for like 4 hours when used as needed for panic or for seizures. But after taking it for a few days it's doing its job constantly and it's potency could be considered heightened.
Cinolazepam ( Gerodorm ) is hypnotic benzodiazepine with half-life of +- 10 hours and it's great for insomnia so its hypnotic benzodiazepine but u will feel anxiety relief and slight tension reduction too.
Bromazepam is like diazepam with reduced potential to accumulate in body, reduced all effects but slightly potentiated anxiety relief.
Oxazepam is too weak for waiting 3 hours until almost no noticable effects are felt.
Clonazepam was quite simple. Good for seizure prevention, long duration but every benzo-related effects like sleep induction, muscle relaxation etc. were on mediate potency level. Less activating than alprazolam definitely. Less sedating than diazepam.
interesting. personally xanax was my least favorite benzo i've ever taken. it's great for stopping panic attacks but if you have all day anxiety like me and ptsd then i always would end up for something longer lasting like diazepam/klonopin/lorazepam.
 
what's been your experience with lamotrigine and what are you taking it for if you dont mind me asking? i've heard it's effective for anxiety/ptsd as well.
I take it medically for neuropathy, but recreationally because it helps with my anxiety at higher doses.
 
Vyvanse, Xanax and opioids. Also probably a big of weed later cause why not. Took the last of my vyvanse and have only like a bar left for the foreseeable future and I’m not physically dependent. Started a new job today and kicked fucking ass cause I was laser focused. Made a great first impression. This is what drugs are meant for. Tools to improve life not escape it. Cheers 🍻
 
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i've always been curious about 7OH... is there any prescription painkiller you can compare it to and how does it feel for you?
The analgesia is good.
As far as the high it reminds me of Tarmadol in the coming up phase however when it peaks it’s a full opioid but lacks the deepneess of a full agonist.
It’s very versatile that means I can work or do chores or with the proper dosage I can semi nod on it.
It kicks in fast 15-20 minutes and peaks around the one hour mark you can still feel very light effects at hour 2.
Reminds me a mix of Tarmadol and oxy , it’s definitely lot more potent than Tarmadol or codeine or even orally morphine I can say.
It isn’t so good but it’s not bad it’s ok for what it is , it has the potential to be very addictive cause of very short legs and compulsive dosing but for me at least I have not found a problem I don’t even like to take it everyday.
It’s like a hybrid between Tarmadol and oxy with the potency of oxy.
 
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