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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

Its exactly 11 months now of my last shot.
At this point this suffering feels so permanent
I wish motivation and energy to do things would have returned by now . Also feeling of music… The sexual dysfunction still there. I am fasting and praying for recovery and also very scared that If in 18 months I dont recover, I might have to end things. I also have a dizzy feeling in my head when I am going for prayers. There is little to no improvement but I am still making my monthly update. I am getting sick of waiting for recovery now.
 
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I have been off invega trinza since Feb 13 2024 its now February 26 2026 2 years and 2 weeks I still feel emotionally numb no feelings no libido when I Masterbate I feel nothing inside my head no pleasure what's so ever when I listen to music it just sounds w.e to me no joy from it or interest i still have no libido my testosterone is still low I have no confidence I want to go back to my old self before invega its been over .2 years and I only had 1 shot of invega trinza why haven't I recovered yet? Has anyone else tooken invega trinza and still not back to normal past 2 years? How much longer do I have to go through this till I'm normal again feeling emotions and all that no matter what I do I get no pleasure or head rush I feel the same mood 24 7 and feel numb no excitement no emotions no feeling happy or sad or laughing just flat who else has taken invegs trinza before and has recovered ? Or still hasn't recovered and its been over 2 years I waa drinking alot last year I heard alcohol delays recovery and puts it back longer from healing I have been sober from alcohol for 53 days now and still no improvements no emotions no libido no joy of music no feelings how much longer will I take to heal and have dopamine again and serotonin or am I stuck like this forever when will I go back to my old self before invega its like I am not getting better as the days go by the weeks go by the months go by the years go by this is ridiculous who else can relate?
 
I had a massive OCD attack and I barely escaped inpatient care where I would be labeled as psychotic. Never have OCD guys, people underestimate it and they don't understand when they are faced with the reality of this mental illness.

I'm not sure what to do about my anxiety. I'm scared that anything I can treat it with will bring back my PSSD symptoms and I'll be stupefied and anhedonic again.
 
invega-survivor101 said:
I have been off invega trinza since Feb 13 2024 its now February 26 2026 2 years and 2 weeks I still feel emotionally numb no feelings no libido when I Masterbate I feel nothing inside my head no pleasure what's so ever when I listen to music it just sounds w.e to me no joy from it or interest i still have no libido my testosterone is still low I have no confidence I want to go back to my old self before invega its been over .2 years and I only had 1 shot of invega trinza why haven't I recovered yet? Has anyone else tooken invega trinza and still not back to normal past 2 years? How much longer do I have to go through this till I'm normal again feeling emotions and all that no matter what I do I get no pleasure or head rush I feel the same mood 24 7 and feel numb no excitement no emotions no feeling happy or sad or laughing just flat who else has taken invegs trinza before and has recovered ? Or still hasn't recovered and its been over 2 years I waa drinking alot last year I heard alcohol delays recovery and puts it back longer from healing I have been sober from alcohol for 53 days now and still no improvements no emotions no libido no joy of music no feelings how much longer will I take to heal and have dopamine again and serotonin or am I stuck like this forever when will I go back to my old self before invega its like I am not getting better as the days go by the weeks go by the months go by the years go by this is ridiculous who else can relate?
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I dont think there is a chance for some of us to recover, some of us are done for life, i can tell im the same thing too its just been 5.5 months but i can see that i will end up like you after 2 years, so whats the point of continuing fr? They made us subhumans and our lives are pretty much done
 
mona21 said:
Its exactly 11 months now of my last shot.
At this point this suffering feels so permanent
I wish motivation and energy to do things would have returned by now . Also feeling of music… The sexual dysfunction still there. I am fasting and praying for recovery and also very that If in 18 months I dont recover, I might have to end things. I also have a dizzy feeling in my head when I am going for prayers. There is little to no improvement but I am still making my monthly update. I am getting sick of waiting for recovery now.
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Thats reasonable wait for 18 months and see what happens dont do it now
But i probably gonna skip all the months i have to wait and finish it , its easier for me tbh and im not that strong to keep going without any improvements
 
it has been 728 days since my last invega injection or 2 years. I have not recovered. Sadly I had 10 invega injections which is way way too many and my recovery isn't even close . Still have anhedonia, lack of interest in things, weight gain, no motivation, no inner monolgue, tiredness , no emotions , tinnitus, and many more issues. sorry guys but if u had as many injectiosn as me recovery will take more than 2 years . I will give it another year before concluding it is permanent and going to accept that this is my life till im 80 . Obviously im not a dumb fk and will not commit suicide . Weed still makes me have delusions . Sexually I wasn't effected that much I can still get orgasms but it is more muted than before but it isnt completly dead. Libido is normal.
 
Abilify2mg said:
it has been 728 days since my last invega injection or 2 years. I have not recovered. Sadly I had 10 invega injections which is way way too many and my recovery isn't even close . Still have anhedonia, lack of interest in things, weight gain, no motivation, no inner monolgue, tiredness , no emotions , tinnitus, and many more issues. sorry guys but if u had as many injectiosn as me recovery will take more than 2 years . I will give it another year before concluding it is permanent and going to accept that this is my life till im 80 . Obviously im not a dumb fk and will not commit suicide . Weed still makes me have delusions . Sexually I wasn't effected that much I can still get orgasms but it is more muted than before but it isnt completly dead. Libido is normal.
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For me its weird how da fuck you wanna live like this forever? Is it really worth it?
 
moerez said:
For me its weird how da fuck you wanna live like this forever? Is it really worth it?
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thats the thing im not guna live forever , I will be dead within 50 years im 28 currently. The only thing I live for is my family . While I still believe in God I have no motivation to do my obligatory obligations . There is a chance I may suddently recover in the next 2 years or maybe randomly after 6 years of the injections . The brain recycles all its receptors and cells every 7 years so the brain I have now is not the brain i will have in few years . The people that killed themselves in this sub did not recovery a chance and its bullshit that their pain was so great because I experienced the same pain but you don't see me being suicidal . they were simply too weak and are undoubtedly suffering in hell now.
 
Abilify2mg said:
thats the thing im not guna live forever , I will be dead within 50 years im 28 currently. The only thing I live for is my family . While I still believe in God I have no motivation to do my obligatory obligations . There is a chance I may suddently recover in the next 2 years or maybe randomly after 6 years of the injections . The brain recycles all its receptors and cells every 7 years so the brain I have now is not the brain i will have in few years . The people that killed themselves in this sub did not recovery a chance and its bullshit that their pain was so great because I experienced the same pain but you don't see me being suicidal . they were simply too weak and are undoubtedly suffering in hell now.
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Nobody suffer in hell bro, you are just Scared of afterlife , those people who killed themselves werent weak it was too much for them too handle, maybe you dont suffer as much as they do or having head pressure or anything, brain cant recover if its damaged and thats good you wanna live like this but there are many people here who wouldnt want to live with this situation to just be alive
You are a different kinda character, and trust me they are not suffering in hell, they are in peace now
 
moerez said:
I dont think there is a chance for some of us to recover, some of us are done for life, i can tell im the same thing too its just been 5.5 months but i can see that i will end up like you after 2 years, so whats the point of continuing fr? They made us subhumans and our lives are pretty much done
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invega trinza has a longer half life than invega sustenna, you took sustenna …you need to wait longer to see improvements
 
moerez said:
But 2 years is enough time to recover. Tbh, this guy hasnt recovered after 2 years its scary
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it’s two completely different dosages, you can’t compare it, it shouldn’t take 2 years to recover from sustenna, that’s very rare
 
twinpeaks123 said:
it’s two completely different dosages, you can’t compare it, it shouldn’t take 2 years to recover from sustenna, that’s very rare
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At least improvement? He has been like this flat for 2 years, thats a lot of time even with one trinza you should still get some improvements not being flat still
 
moerez said:
At least improvement? He has been like this flat for 2 years, thats a lot of time even with one trinza you should still get some improvements not being flat still
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it will take longer as invega trinza has an extremely long half life, most people with sustenna recover around 8 months, some times people take longer but if you kill yourself without even reaching the 8 month mark then that’s just a waste of precious life, raised for decades just for end yourself like that
 
I have never taken invega but this thread is so interesting. I have read a lot of it and it’s almost like reading a book to see how the horrible effects of this drug is unfolding with you guys. I’m kinda invested now. I’m rooting for y’all. Your guys’ story would make a great book to expose this stuff
 
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OLDTIDEN said:
they renew it every third month

not what the law was intended for

every six month i can file a complaint against the community treatment order but they never listen and always bid the timelines of the psychiatrists

another option i have is to discriminate my community treatment order and let the cops show up at my door until they get tired of exercising this practise of legalism not showing up anymore

i have a few strategies in my sleeve

but with cobenfy i might just comply

dopamine blockers sucks

i have gained 15 kg
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What is community treatment order?
 
I had to stop bupropion because i lost appetite and hunger, and it made my sleep worse, and i felt more anxious.

Now they want to give me Solian (amisulpride) 50mg, what do you guys think about? @Trueart2
 
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