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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

anonymoususer777 said:
WE dont really know how antipsychotics affect the brain, it is crazy how they inject so many people with this poison but there is barely any research on the effects of these drugs.

Have you considered trying psilocybin? Some research has shown that psilocybin can generate neural connectivity.
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Never heared about that..?
 
moerez said:
Thats what makes me scared that they dont even know what aps do with brain, i asked my doctor why when i try to sleep i go in dream mode but im still awake and can hear everything? He said he doesn’t know! Im really scared of the damage its been done to the brain and the tremor that i get when i sleep is rare and i havent seen anybody have that thats why im so hopeless about my recovery
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This happen if i try to sleep during daytime (usually the afternoon), in the moment i could fall asleep my body start having tremors and i go hit with a shock feeling that always traumatize me
 
I think bupropion is worsening my insomnia and sleep problems as i keep waking up during night and today i wake up at 5AM but basically it was a keep-waking up night.

Tinnitus got better at the beginning but now it’s worse than before starting buproprion, maybe i should quit it. Not seeing any benefits from it atm.

2.5 months in the psych ward, i dint even make a step ahead for my recovery, nothing has changed beside the fact I am now taking 2 antidepressants, and 1 benzo.
 
It’s a scary thing to think about that I was completely normal, healty and fine, and they just fucked me up with 2 injections, since then i never recovered after 19 months.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
you were not on it for a long time. It should metabolize in a few weeks.
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unfortunately there’s people that develop pssd immediately from one pill, invega changed my neurochemistry, I guess we will see by next week if it’s pssd but it most likely is since I have all the symptoms, tragic

I only tried non stimulants because stimulants didn’t work on me and then this happens, feel like God hates me
 
This pressure in my head in combination of akathisia and anhedonia I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy. It’s literal hell on earth.
 
I start to fear that i won’t recover since i crossed 19 months, i doubt i will have magical improvements in the next 5 months, maybe i should let go the “2years hope” and just watch the reality, idk..
 
Trueart2 said:
His post history mentions he moved countries to avoid his CTO. He’s on it again/still. Its gonna be a long time.
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they renew it every third month

not what the law was intended for

every six month i can file a complaint against the community treatment order but they never listen and always bid the timelines of the psychiatrists

another option i have is to discriminate my community treatment order and let the cops show up at my door until they get tired of exercising this practise of legalism not showing up anymore

i have a few strategies in my sleeve

but with cobenfy i might just comply

dopamine blockers sucks

i have gained 15 kg
 
OLDTIDEN said:
i will talk to my psychiatrist and have her switch to abilify pills from injections

then i can skip a day or two and trip as well

abilify has a bit longer half life than zyprexa

i have no other option as i am put on community treatment order until cobenfy gets here
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Try to ask her for a stimulant or dopamine agonists
 
OLDTIDEN said:
they renew it every third month

not what the law was intended for

every six month i can file a complaint against the community treatment order but they never listen and always bid the timelines of the psychiatrists

another option i have is to discriminate my community treatment order and let the cops show up at my door until they get tired of exercising this practise of legalism not showing up anymore

i have a few strategies in my sleeve

but with cobenfy i might just comply

dopamine blockers sucks

i have gained 15 kg
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If the cops are forced to come pick you up, you will not get off the CTO. They’ll just renew it and throw you into a state psychiatric hospital
 
Well, I reached 2.5 months in the psych ward, and we din’t make a single step ahead in term of my recovery from risperdal injections, i’am now taking 3 drugs that probably are only stressing out my nervous system instead of helping him to go back to his former setup.

Buproprion 150mg
Mirtazapine 45mg
Temesta 1mg 3x
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Well, I reached 2.5 months in the psych ward, and we din’t make a single step ahead in term of my recovery from risperdal injections, i’am now taking 3 drugs that probably are only stressing out my nervous system instead of helping him to go back to his former setup.

Buproprion 150mg
Mirtazapine 45mg
Temesta 1mg 3x
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Why are you even in there? How long do you plan to stay before your residency becomes permanent?
 
Trueart2 said:
Why are you even in there? How long do you plan to stay before your residency becomes permanent?
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They cant help me at all right? The only thing they are helping me with it’s dealing with panic attacks with temesta but beside that probably They are Just worsening my condition by over medicating me with 3 differents drugs, i Guess it’s time to talk about that. We don’t make a step
Ahead honestly.
 
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