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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

anonymoususer777 said:
Its not just you who suffered duep⁰poʻp

almost everyone who comes here has been or is suicidal and suffering and perhaps even more than you but they are stronger. And most of them have CHARACTER and still seek hope and give others hope, unlike you who wants people to die so you can feel better about yourself. I have lost more than you due to invega sustenna and that is still no reason to come here and encourage people to kill themselves. You keep shouting 'no recovery no recovery' to everyone but keep ignoring the people who come here to share their recovery stories. If you cannot share possible solutions or give hope, the least you can do is not make people feel worse.
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Im just sharing my experience with it and if you wanna be like psychiatrists and say oh there is hope you can recover as much as we have recovery stories, we have people who didnt heal and my symptoms are way worse than you, you literally seeing a person who hasnt recovered after 19 months, mona hasnt recovered for 11 months and even you its been almost 9 months and you still struggling hard, i told you i hope you recover but me personally wanna kill myself and if its encouraging people to do the same thats fucked up they can have hope i have no hope
 
moerez said:
Im just sharing my experience with it and if you wanna be like psychiatrists and say oh there is hope you can recover as much as we have recovery stories, we have people who didnt heal and my symptoms are way worse than you, you literally seeing a person who hasnt recovered after 19 months, mona hasnt recovered for 11 months and even you its been almost 9 months and you still struggling hard, i told you i hope you recover but me personally wanna kill myself and if its encouraging people to do the same thats fucked up they can have hope i have no hope
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I had some improvements, i am also struggling in many ways. But the improvements are proof that more improvements are possible. If some functions of the brain and body have come back, than others can too. Mona also had improvements. The symptoms of this drug fluctuate, there are waves and windows.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I had some improvements, i am also struggling in many ways. But the improvements are proof that more improvements are possible. If some functions of the brain and body have come back, than others can too. Mona also had improvements. The symptoms of this drug fluctuate, there are waves and windows.
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Do you suffer from severe insomnia or akathesia? Im pretty sure you dont even have those , i cant even sit somewhere i have to lay down and i cant even sleep, you instead of trying to be aggressive on me for no reason when im already in suffer alot
 
Had a great weekend. Gearing up for some important days at my job coming up.

Feeling pretty good in general, I’m in B- mental condition at this point in time and I’m steadily improving as time passes. It’s been 6 months now and I don’t have any of the side effects aside from being fat and still have retained or gained complete control of my language(speech, and writing). I planned to lose the weight but it’s 2 months down into 2026 and I’m still in the upper 230’s. I’m doing quite well, still want to find a girl I haven’t gotten as excited sexually as I could before Invega. But I also haven’t had the right contact yet. I’ve had some sexual encounters about every other month 2-3 times. But it isn’t good sex, it’s mostly mediocre stuff.
 
lukeflowz said:
Could Invega still be releasing muscle just over 6 months in ? I feel like it is still.
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you take six shots, so it’s possible, I am telling you should try riampficin for a month, it will eliminate it faster and make you have a faster recovery, your head will also feel less lobotomised after the medication levels ease
 
twinpeaks123 said:
you take six shots, so it’s possible, I am telling you should try riampficin for a month, it will eliminate it faster and make you have a faster recovery, your head will also feel less lobotomised after the medication levels ease
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I would take it if I I could get it. It’s requires a prescription where I live man and you can’t just get it over the counter. Have you noticed any signs of improvement?
 
lukeflowz said:
I would take it if I I could get it. It’s requires a prescription where I live man and you can’t just get it over the counter. Have you noticed any signs of improvement?
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you can buy it from india mart, just check the reviews, I believe I was noticing some improvements but I took one 40mg of strattera and it definitely set me back, I am not sure why I am still being affected by it a week later but I just hope it’s an acute reaction and rather than something more long term
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I’am taking bupropion now, i cant mix drugs and i don’t think they will give me nootropics, what do you think about?
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never took bupropion but it’s worth trying, i remember someone who took risperdione uzedy saying it helped them but it took a while

the doctors won’t give nootropics, you have to buy it online, I recommend doing it once you reach the 2 year mark, it’s called cerebroyslin
 
twinpeaks123 said:
never took bupropion but it’s worth trying, i remember someone who took risperdione uzedy saying it helped them but it took a while

the doctors won’t give nootropics, you have to buy it online, I recommend doing it once you reach the 2 year mark, it’s called cerebroyslin
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Why do you recommend to wait the 2 year mark?
 
Ive finally felt the effects of ecstasy (pill form) after 13 months since my last 4 injections, the effects were smooth and maybe like pre invega.
this gave me so much hope and made me quit weed that i was using to cope with anhedonia.
My recovery was fast compared to other people and i think i attribute it to the fact that i smoked weed everyday since my last injection.
 
squoshy said:
Ive finally felt the effects of ecstasy (pill form) after 13 months since my last 4 injections, the effects were smooth and maybe like pre invega.
this gave me so much hope and made me quit weed that i was using to cope with anhedonia.
My recovery was fast compared to other people and i think i attribute it to the fact that i smoked weed everyday since my last injection.
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Hey do you remember how you felt in the sixth month?
 
twinpeaks123 said:
because you should try Wellbutrin for a bit and see if it’s effective for a couple months, i would recommend trying cerebroyslin to see if it will help with damage but it’s injections
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What do you mean it’s injections? I have to buy some injections from internet and inject myself with that thing and hoping to heal?
 
Why i can’t sleep during the day? Before these injections i could nap and sleep some Hours but after these injections I can’t nap and i can’t sleep during the afternoon, anyone know why this happen?
 
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