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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

RisperdalConsta50mg said:
At the end of the story from what surfaced by my endless research on the various forums around the web, and by talking with various IA, it take anywhere between some months to some years to recover, and some people need 2-3 years to feel normal again. This is what keep me doing and not suicide myself.
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Yeah some days i can drive and go to the barber shop and shit like that but 80% of the time i’am so fucked that it’s impossible to even sit and play some videogames.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
At the end of the story from what surfaced by my endless research on the various forums around the web, and by talking with various IA, it take anywhere between some months to some years to recover, and some people need 2-3 years to feel normal again. This is what keep me doing and not suicide myself.
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A joint effect May last some hours and some beers effects May last until you go to sleep, but these injections are manufactured inside Labs and they are made to make the effect the longer possible without a break and this is why the brain go so deeply traumatized from them, that even when the drug is out of our body, our brain still have to go back to his former setup. It’s like a IV of vodka for months non-stop, can you think how much the recovery from that exposure may take for the brain?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I can’t do a shit about, i just endure it and survive all the other sympthoms, second after seconds, minute after minutes, hour after hours, day after days, and going on like that..
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I’m not sure how much more I can endure this. I’m weak in comparison to you I think
 
lukeflowz said:
I’m not sure how much more I can endure this. I’m weak in comparison to you I think
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I’am not strong, i just don’t have the balls to kill myself, and the data collected about it takes 2-3 years to recover it’s what make me keep going, but i’am not strong, it’s just i have no other option than keep going. Stron ones is who don’t fear death but instead chose to keep fighting, and i’am not like that.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I’am not strong, i just don’t have the balls to kill myself, and the data collected about it takes 2-3 years to recover it’s what make me keep going, but i’am not strong, it’s just i have no other option than keep going. Stron ones is who don’t fear death but instead chose to keep fighting, and i’am not like that.
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look up nootropics specifically cerebroyslin, there’s medical literature on it and apparently helps with brain damage
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I’am not strong, i just don’t have the balls to kill myself, and the data collected about it takes 2-3 years to recover it’s what make me keep going, but i’am not strong, it’s just i have no other option than keep going. Stron ones is who don’t fear death but instead chose to keep fighting, and i’am not like that.
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3 days have passed right?try to convince the doctor to give you dopamine agonists and stimulants. Show them that library of medicine site I gave you
 
Matthew01 said:
3 days have passed right?try to convince the doctor to give you dopamine agonists and stimulants. Show them that library of medicine site I gave you
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I’am taking bupropion since 7 days, i have to wait 1-3 weeks to see if it helps, eventually They Will increase the dose from 150mg to 300mg and wait another 2 weeks to see if it helps.

For the next 1.5 month there won’t be any other medication for me, maybe the buproprion will help me, maybe not and if this is the case then i can ask for something else.
 
lukeflowz said:
My doctor won’t prescribe me a benzo. I’m pretty much stuck like this. Besides last thing I need now on top of everything is a benzo addiction. I think I’d be finished for good
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How is your akathesia? Because i still have it too mentally but not physically, i cant tolerate my body i always feel like so much pressure on me all the time, i dont have a feeling of rest at all, thats killing me
 
moerez said:
How is your akathesia? Because i still have it too mentally but not physically, i cant tolerate my body i always feel like so much pressure on me all the time, i dont have a feeling of rest at all, thats killing me
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maybe you can get something prescribed for it
 
If I heal from that shit (even tinnitus) i will consider myself death and reborn, raised from my own ashes.. But something inside me keep reminding me that I won’t recover..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
If I heal from that shit (even tinnitus) i will consider myself death and reborn, raised from my own ashes.. But something inside me keep reminding me that I won’t recover..
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You are already so strong that could do it for that much of time,if i were you, i would wait if you could wait 20 months im sure you can do one more year, i literally cant wait that long and if i make it to a year its gonna be miracle
 
moerez said:
You are already so strong that could do it for that much of time,if i were you, i would wait if you could wait 20 months im sure you can do one more year, i literally cant wait that long and if i make it to a year its gonna be miracle
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I did nothing, time just passed, and I reached 19 months, i just endured the torture, maybe because i don’t have the balls to kill myself, maybe because i don’t want to let my cat in other hands and she will miss me a lot, maybe because i still hope that one day i will look back in time and say “yeah.. it lasted 2 or 3 years, but i survived that hell and now i’am again myself, i’am fine, i’am smoking my joint and i can enjoy videogames..” maybe i would also have a gf if even sexual disfunction will heal.. idk, but my finish Line is 3 years, if I still suffer after 3 years i just had to have pity for myself and my cat, i will give my cat to a cat shelter so she is not alone, and i will eventually find the balls to finish myself.. idk
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I did nothing, time just passed, and I reached 19 months, i just endured the torture, maybe because i don’t have the balls to kill myself, maybe because i don’t want to let my cat in other hands and she will miss me a lot, maybe because i still hope that one day i will look back in time and say “yeah.. it lasted 2 or 3 years, but i survived that hell and now i’am again myself, i’am fine, i’am smoking my joint and i can enjoy videogames..” maybe i would also have a gf if even sexual disfunction will heal.. idk, but my finish Line is 3 years, if I still suffer after 3 years i just had to have pity for myself and my cat, i will give my cat to a cat shelter so she is not alone, and i will eventually find the balls to finish myself.. idk
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look into nootropics when you reach the 2 year mark, you said you will but you keep ignoring me
 
moerez said:
Its either you dont suffer as much as we do or just trying to find something to make other people shameful about themselves, its just not me that is suicidal, its lukeflowz as well because we are both suffering so much with getting worse everyday, if somebody wanna kill himself over the comment, they are idiots! I literally say what rawbanana said he had no hope and i have no hope as well, its disgusting that you think we are just saying suicidal shit for fun, we are suffering way more than you that we wanna take our precious life , i had way better life than u before all this happend and i dont wanna lose my life but imagine how hard it is that i have to finish my self to get some rest, you are shameful that you think because you have less side effects everybody should be positive about recovery like come on we have people who didnt get better after years and you coming and BSing around having hope? Idc if someone wanna killhimself over one comment of me because soon or late im gonna do the same thing and after that nothing matters anymore
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Its not just you who suffered duep⁰poʻp
moerez said:
Its either you dont suffer as much as we do or just trying to find something to make other people shameful about themselves, its just not me that is suicidal, its lukeflowz as well because we are both suffering so much with getting worse everyday, if somebody wanna kill himself over the comment, they are idiots! I literally say what rawbanana said he had no hope and i have no hope as well, its disgusting that you think we are just saying suicidal shit for fun, we are suffering way more than you that we wanna take our precious life , i had way better life than u before all this happend and i dont wanna lose my life but imagine how hard it is that i have to finish my self to get some rest, you are shameful that you think because you have less side effects everybody should be positive about recovery like come on we have people who didnt get better after years and you coming and BSing around having hope? Idc if someone wanna killhimself over one comment of me because soon or late im gonna do the same thing and after that nothing matters anymore
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almost everyone who comes here has been or is suicidal and suffering and perhaps even more than you but they are stronger. And most of them have CHARACTER and still seek hope and give others hope, unlike you who wants people to die so you can feel better about yourself. I have lost more than you due to invega sustenna and that is still no reason to come here and encourage people to kill themselves. You keep shouting 'no recovery no recovery' to everyone but keep ignoring the people who come here to share their recovery stories. If you cannot share possible solutions or give hope, the least you can do is not make people feel worse.
 
lukeflowz said:
I’ve officially had akathisia for over 11 months now, as I started getting it after my second of six total injections. I still have it now although a little over six months off my injection. I’m aware that most of you didn’t get akathisia and mainly suffer from anhedonia- but let me say it is hell on earth. I have both akathisia and anhedonia and hands down akathisia is the worst of the two and if someone hasn’t experienced it they have no idea the suffering. I’m in excruciating pain 24/7 and Ive tried to medicate it with both benztropine and propanol with no success. I’m in hell guys and I’m not sure how much longer I can last.
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Hopefully within in the next few you will start to feel substances again. And at the same time your brain will start to have feelings given by happy chemicals to some extent. This will make the rest of your journey easier.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Hopefully within in the next few you will start to feel substances again. And at the same time your brain will start to have feelings given by happy chemicals to some extent. This will make the rest of your journey easier.
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Yeah he'll heal. Don't kill yourselves guys. There's natural treatments to anhedonia and tiredness. Eating fish treated my tiredness.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I did nothing, time just passed, and I reached 19 months, i just endured the torture, maybe because i don’t have the balls to kill myself, maybe because i don’t want to let my cat in other hands and she will miss me a lot, maybe because i still hope that one day i will look back in time and say “yeah.. it lasted 2 or 3 years, but i survived that hell and now i’am again myself, i’am fine, i’am smoking my joint and i can enjoy videogames..” maybe i would also have a gf if even sexual disfunction will heal.. idk, but my finish Line is 3 years, if I still suffer after 3 years i just had to have pity for myself and my cat, i will give my cat to a cat shelter so she is not alone, and i will eventually find the balls to finish myself.. idk
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What's your cat's name?
 
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