Prophet Job was sick for 18 years until he prayed to God and got healed, you haven't even reached a year, honestly speaking have you even tried to do anything to help aid your recovery?
At the end, God says I am what my servant expects me to be, so if you think he doesn't care then he won't. I was put in a dangerous position twice where I could've gotten hurt or died, but yet here I am. God is more merciful than you think, we often take for granted many things, and are mostly ungrateful. I know it's not easy, but this way of thinking isn't right either. How would you know comfort if not for pain, how would you know happiness if not for sadness, etc. this is just how life is built whether you believe in God or not.
Palestinians are so resilient because of their faith, they may be poor in condition but they're rich in spirit. Instead of blaming God, why not blame the zionists who caused this tragedy in the first place? Do you really think the disgusting pieces of filth or for e.g. people like Epstein will not be punished, if this temporary life is suppose to be perfect then we wouldn't need a heaven and hell and we would live forvever no? but this test is built to see what each person would do with their free will given, to expose the wicked and reward the virtuous.
Based on what premises? And you would discard all the scientific findings made by religion, ignorance at its finest. If not for religion, this world would be much more darker and immoral. Religion taught morality.