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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

RisperdalConsta50mg said:
My whole face and forehead/head feel numb, even my jaw. I feel some sort of pressure also, something it’s happening, but I don’t know if it’s good or a bad thing..
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If my memory serves me right, I've read you're at the psych ward, what sort of medications are they giving you?
 
IOSIP said:
I made this observation to someone yesterday. They lock you up for like however long and your desperate to leave, in my case I was still mildy delusional they gave me a peace of paper thay listed side effects, and dangled "you can leave, but we just need you to take this injection, it last for month " I was clueless took it, they discharged me. 2 weeks later all the side affects hit , and at that point no hospital or mental health facility has any effective treatment to end your suffering.

So like most people here, you find ways to die, and one only hopes you dont, and you come put the other side like me and others.

But unfortunately I dont think suicide is uncommon from these injections

We lost @rawbanna 😢

Its devastating

Thanks for ummn listening man and showing your compassion for people you dont relate to suffering.

Need more peiple in the world like that.
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Yeah of course man. I don’t doubt for a second this drug has blood all over its hands. Big pharma and all that but no one wants to read another rant about big pharma. I empathize. I was actually put on a medication that stole over a year of my life. For over a year I slept 18 hours a day. Could only open my eyes to eat, use the restroom and smoke a bowl trying to enjoy the hours of waking. Long story. I guess reading your guys struggle with this kind of hit a nerve for me because I still get angry when I think off all of that time stolen from me. It’s fucked. And on top of that I finally was on the verge of suicide and I brought it up to the doctor and you know what he said? “Oh yeah that’s super common. It happens to like 25% of people who take it. Like how THE FUCK did you not warn me that could happen so easily
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Because:

1: i never needed that drug in the first place, because i was completely normal (never had psychosis neither mania)

2: They “cold blood” me with the injection without letting my brain adjust with oral pills trial.

3: They chosed the MAX dose aviable for this depot (50mg).

So i’am not surprised my brain got so shocked by that “malpratice”, but it’s more likely they tried to kill me at the end.
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Should be a crime to give this to people who don’t need it/are uninformed. Like every prescription drug has a million side effects that they have to list but (god willing) there is enough uncorrupted oversight to prevent drugs from getting through that are like this. I always knew antipsychotics really mess with the body but this stuff is unhinged. Is like you have bugs in your house but to get rid of them you pour a bunch of gas and light a match
 
PenguinWithNapalm said:
Should be a crime to give this to people who don’t need it/are uninformed. Like every prescription drug has a million side effects that they have to list but (god willing) there is enough uncorrupted oversight to prevent drugs from getting through that are like this. I always knew antipsychotics really mess with the body but this stuff is unhinged. Is like you have bugs in your house but to get rid of them you pour a bunch of gas and light a match
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I just had panic attacks that were already healed so basically i was completely healthy again and never had voices or delusions. They just Made me “pay a ticket” to go back to my home, but they never told me the price of The ticket was literally my life. They keept me 3 weeks into isolation section, of course even if they were told me about “Yeah, you know.. We just have to amputee one of your arms so we can let you go back to your home” kinda i would agree anyways becuse MAAN you are keeping me capti e against my will into isolation section of course i would agree to anything in order to be able to left that place.

If maybe a shrink is reading this please just take notes: KEEP SOMEONE CAPTIVE INTO ISOLATION SECTION FOR 3 WEEK THEN INJECT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM WITH MAX DEPOT DOSE AVIABLE OF ANTIPSYCHOTIC IS NOT THE ANSWER FOR TREAT PANIC ATTACKS.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I just had panic attacks that were already healed so basically i was completely healthy again and never had voices or delusions. They just Made me “pay a ticket” to go back to my home, but they never told me the price of The ticket was literally my life. They keept me 3 weeks into isolation section, of course even if they were told me about “Yeah, you know.. We just have to amputee one of your arms so we can let you go back to your home” kinda i would agree anyways becuse MAAN you are keeping me capti e against my will into isolation section of course i would agree to anything in order to be able to left that place.

If maybe a shrink is reading this please just take notes: KEEP SOMEONE CAPTIVE INTO ISOLATION SECTION FOR 3 WEEK THEN INJECT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM WITH MAX DEPOT DOSE AVIABLE OF ANTIPSYCHOTIC IS NOT THE ANSWER FOR TREAT PANIC ATTACKS.
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Medicine in general: you have a issue, they solve that issue.

Psychiatry at his best: you have an issue, they create 15 other issue (meanwhile the issue you had went solved on his own) then the primary issue came back stronger as before, but now you have the primary issue with the other 15 issues they created by fucking your SNC.

But yeah they call themselves “Doctors” and act even more arrogant than a real Doctor.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Medicine in general: you have a issue, they solve that issue.

Psychiatry at his best: you have an issue, they create 15 other issue (meanwhile the issue you had went solved on his own) then the primary issue came back stronger as before, but now you have the primary issue with the other 15 issues they created by fucking your SNC.

But yeah they call themselves “Doctors” and act even more arrogant than a real Doctor.
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Lol right. Psychistrist are terrible. They drug you up with nasty pills. Refuse to take them they give you an injection. They throw you in a psychiatric ward. Givd you community treatment orders.

There all about causing you pain and suffering. You have no say in the decision making. Its all them.
 
After only 2 prozac i took i still cant get hard anymore, this is my end , i cant live with pssd and severe anhedonia and many other side effects, im just tired , fuck that psychiatrists i hope they suffer , i know they wont because there is no justice in this world, i might say good bye soon guys, i cant take it anymore its getting worse and worse, i will end up like bojana who had a good life and eventually had to finish it because of these evils
 
The reason i left this forum was cuz people mentioning suicide all the time and i wont let that shit effect my mood so ill be gone for another 6 months. Imagine spending the rest of eterenity burning in hell fire all because you couldn't wait 4 years for recovery. Dumb fucks.

The Qur’an says-
1. “ (And do not kill ˹each other or˺ yourselves. Surely Allah is ever Merciful to you.” [Surah Nisa, verse 29]
2. “Do not cast yourselves into your own destruction.” [Surah Baqarah, verse: 195]
3. “Do not despair of God’s mercy. Allah forgives all sins.” [Surah Zumar, verse 53]
4. “Whoever takes a life—unless as a punishment for murder or mischief in the land—it will be as if they killed all of humanity; and whoever saves a life, it will be as if they saved all of humanity” [Surah al-Maida, verse 32]

Abu Hurairah (R) narrated :
He said that the Messenger of Allah PBUH) said, “Whoever commits suicide by jumping from a mountain, he will continue to commit suicide in the same way in Hell, and this will be his permanent abode. Whoever commits suicide by drinking poison, the poison will remain in his hands, he will continue to commit suicide by drinking poison in Hell forever. And this will be his permanent residence. And whoever commits suicide with an iron weapon, that iron weapon will remain in his hand. In Hell, he will put it into his belly, and there he will remain forever.” [Sahih Bukhari-5778 and Sahih Muslim-200]
 
Abilify2mg said:
The reason i left this forum was cuz people mentioning suicide all the time and i wont let that shit effect my mood so ill be gone for another 6 months. Imagine spending the rest of eterenity burning in hell fire all because you couldn't wait 4 years for recovery. Dumb fucks.

The Qur’an says-
1. “ (And do not kill ˹each other or˺ yourselves. Surely Allah is ever Merciful to you.” [Surah Nisa, verse 29]
2. “Do not cast yourselves into your own destruction.” [Surah Baqarah, verse: 195]
3. “Do not despair of God’s mercy. Allah forgives all sins.” [Surah Zumar, verse 53]
4. “Whoever takes a life—unless as a punishment for murder or mischief in the land—it will be as if they killed all of humanity; and whoever saves a life, it will be as if they saved all of humanity” [Surah al-Maida, verse 32]

Abu Hurairah (R) narrated :
He said that the Messenger of Allah PBUH) said, “Whoever commits suicide by jumping from a mountain, he will continue to commit suicide in the same way in Hell, and this will be his permanent abode. Whoever commits suicide by drinking poison, the poison will remain in his hands, he will continue to commit suicide by drinking poison in Hell forever. And this will be his permanent residence. And whoever commits suicide with an iron weapon, that iron weapon will remain in his hand. In Hell, he will put it into his belly, and there he will remain forever.” [Sahih Bukhari-5778 and Sahih Muslim-200]
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Maybe you wanna live like a subhuman forever because Allah said you will burn in hell but have you thought about it that why god makes you like this and other people live normally? Maybe you have to reconsider that there is no god and we are already in hell, you are scared of hell but you are literally living in it and forgot how you were before all these medication you got, where was allah when you were getting injected by these poisons? Why he didnt save you?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I think a lot of us will also need to process the trauma upon trauma this experience has caused us. I wonder how people who recovered have coped with the trauma.
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Thats what i always think about, the trauma can change you forever, all i do is sitting in the bed and try to cope and hope to not loss this battle but its like almost impossible
 
moerez said:
After only 2 prozac i took i still cant get hard anymore, this is my end , i cant live with pssd and severe anhedonia and many other side effects, im just tired , fuck that psychiatrists i hope they suffer , i know they wont because there is no justice in this world, i might say good bye soon guys, i cant take it anymore its getting worse and worse, i will end up like bojana who had a good life and eventually had to finish it because of these evils
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WHy not call a lawyer or paralegal and tell them an antipsychotic caused erectile dysfunction disorder. Take viagra or c-alis
 
moerez said:
After only 2 prozac i took i still cant get hard anymore, this is my end , i cant live with pssd and severe anhedonia and many other side effects, im just tired , fuck that psychiatrists i hope they suffer , i know they wont because there is no justice in this world, i might say good bye soon guys, i cant take it anymore its getting worse and worse, i will end up like bojana who had a good life and eventually had to finish it because of these evils
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Keep your eye on the finish line 8-12 months. Unlike me you have had fewer injections and are not on any other antipsychotics- it is inevitable that you will recover. Me on the other hand won’t because I’m on olanzapine and stuck on it. The fact you can’t get hard is mainly due to Invega as this is a side effect. I can’t see having just two Prozacs dealing permanent damage, you just gotta wait for this injection to leave your system. Me on the other hand, won’t recover and it’s now about just having the balls to end it.
 
lukeflowz said:
Keep your eye on the finish line 8-12 months. Unlike me you have had fewer injections and are not on any other antipsychotics- it is inevitable that you will recover. Me on the other hand won’t because I’m on olanzapine and stuck on it. The fact you can’t get hard is mainly due to Invega as this is a side effect. I can’t see having just two Prozacs dealing permanent damage, you just gotta wait for this injection to leave your system. Me on the other hand, won’t recover and it’s now about just having the balls to end it.
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if you end it, wouldn’t your girlfriend and family be traumatised
 
twinpeaks123 said:
if you end it, wouldn’t your girlfriend and family be traumatised
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Family would be potentially yes, but the pain I’m in outweighs my love. This is really hard to say because I love my family a lot.
I don’t have a girlfriend.
 
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