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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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demileigh said:
I swear by acupuncture. I done about 6 sessions and it really helped me. On my form I wrote anxiety, tension, stress & depression and would have like over 10 needles in me at a time. At first I was sceptical but after a couple sessions I noticed huge differences and would look forward to doing it because it was so relaxing. Thinking about going back to see if it works for my lower back pain
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Do you think it helped you heal from Invega in terms of cognition, energy levels, and motivation? What about physical strength and endurance? I feel much weaker physically after the injections and am hoping improving lymphatic flow will help
 
anonymoususer777 said:
My sexual function is dead after 7 months. It improved but it is back to the way it was in the early days off invega.

My motivation is completely dead, no motivation to clean or shower, it also improved a little and is back to what it was few weeks after invega.

I dont know what to make of things going back to how i was in the early months off invega? Is it part of recovery or signs of things about to get worse?
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I’m struggling with basic tasks like cleaning, gardening etc. it’s almost like these tasks have become complicated. I feel permanently fried at the moment. No healing signs.
 
I went from waking up rested, eat, daily quest on my 2-3 ps5 games, clean the house, take a shower, go to the gym, go back home, smoking some 2/3 joints while playing videogames, eating again, clean the kitchen, play other 2/3 joints while playing ps5 or hang out with sone girls, then go to sleep, sleeping 9-11 hours without problems.

To struggling with brushing teeth regularry and take regulary showers, more than that I can’t do a shit, after 17 months. I cannot even drive my car anymore
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I went from waking up rested, eat, daily quest on my 2-3 ps5 games, clean the house, take a shower, go to the gym, go back home, smoking some 2/3 joints while playing videogames, eating again, clean the kitchen, play other 2/3 joints while playing ps5 or hang out with sone girls, then go to sleep, sleeping 9-11 hours without problems.

To struggling with brushing teeth regularry and take regulary showers, more than that I can’t do a shit, after 17 months. I cannot even drive my car anymore
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Thing got worse because at 13 months mark I developed tinnitus
 
The biggest lesson i got from this mental health system experience is that if people envy you, they automatically see you as competition and wish to destroy you. It doesnot matter to these unevolved monkeys if you have not done anything to them nor see them as competition, instead trusting them considering the organization they work for. There are people working in the mental health system who are filled with envy, prejudice, and sadism and are just waiting for the opportunity to find the ideal target and destroy their lives or bring them to an early end. The mental health system workers and psychiatrists are not to be trusted, always have your guard on.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
You have to figure out if the life you have left is worth living or if you have lost more than what you accept to have lost..
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I'm not sure right now, I'm just living for my family at the moment. I don't know how much more suffering I can bear at the moment. It's almost like the medication is increasing in my body in time. I know that's not possible but it feels like it.
 
jrturp said:
Do you think it helped you heal from Invega in terms of cognition, energy levels, and motivation? What about physical strength and endurance? I feel much weaker physically after the injections and am hoping improving lymphatic flow will help
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Not sure if it helped heal all that but I’d say it improved it all. I just remember my dreams coming back after the first session and before I started I was in constant negative thought loops that made my anxiety worse but after 6 sessions the thought loops had stopped and life felt bearable. I was also taking Chinese herbal medicine alongside it which I think helped to balance me out.
 
lukeflowz said:
I'm not sure right now, I'm just living for my family at the moment. I don't know how much more suffering I can bear at the moment. It's almost like the medication is increasing in my body in time. I know that's not possible but it feels like it.
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I also am keep living for my cat, if I don’t had a cat i was already gone leading the scoreboard to 3 suicides and 0 recovery. But at some point (around 24 months) if i’am still disabled i just bring my cat to a pet care home and just to what i have to do at the end
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I also am keep living for my cat, if I don’t had a cat i was already gone leading the scoreboard to 3 suicides and 0 recovery. But at some point (around 24 months) if i’am still disabled i just bring my cat to a pet care home and just to what i have to do at the end
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Yeah, I have a cat also. I'm including the cat with my family. But if I progress to 12 months and still feel this pressure in my head (feels like cement is weighing me down) and I'm still disabled in the way I cant perform basic tasks, I'm going to have to seriously reconsider lots of things as I cant go on like this. Its actually painful
 
I'm also feeling down, i can go to the shopping mall but how much can you go there? It gets so boring after a while. I feel like I'm dog i can only walk outside. This poison is horrible. I'm flying to different country to get ramaficin, if it help me i will update you guys.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I also am keep living for my cat, if I don’t had a cat i was already gone leading the scoreboard to 3 suicides and 0 recovery. But at some point (around 24 months) if i’am still disabled i just bring my cat to a pet care home and just to what i have to do at the end
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Don’t say 0 recovery, that’s bullshit. I get that you’re going through a lot but not cool to be so negative about recovery when people are here looking for hope
 
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