• The Dark Side 💕 Welcome Guest 💕
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Notable Threads Urgent Hotlines
    Bereavement Mindfulness
    Suicide Support Anger Management
  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

Status
Not open for further replies.
demileigh said:
If I remember correctly, month 4 was hard cause it seemed like the anxiety I was experiencing was just getting worse but once I did a few sessions of acupuncture it started to ease up. I’d say I felt a lot better at month 5 compared to month 4 though I was doing a lot of self care/treating myself and keeping busy in month 5, I guess the goal was to have so much going on that I didn’t have time to think about being fkd up from invega… I hope you start to feel a bit better in the coming months
Click to expand...
Thank you so much for this response, it gives me hope. Yeah I’d say my anxiety has skyrocketed. I’m going to attempt drinking more herbal teas and walking more. I’m taking an extensive amount of supplements hoping this will overtime help me.
 
lukeflowz said:
Thank you so much for this response, it gives me hope. Yeah I’d say my anxiety has skyrocketed. I’m going to attempt drinking more herbal teas and walking more. I’m taking an extensive amount of supplements hoping this will overtime help me.
Click to expand...
You’re welcome. My anxiety got so bad I remember I convinced myself I was going to have a heart attack cause heart palpitations were that hectic and booked myself in to see the GP and done an ECG, turned out my heart was fine and it was all anxiety… and I mean I’ve always had mild anxiety but never anything that bad. The best tea I found for anxiety was twinnings sleep+ tea, it has camomile, passionflower, lavender and also contains valerian root which are all natural remedies for anxiety. Walking, tea and supplements can only do you well after everything your mind and body have gone through with those horrid injections.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
We are fucked so bad that we don’t even realize how much we are fucked guys
Click to expand...
It's not all like that, you have people that are helping you and they care about your case, i think they can fix you.also how is everything going? Are you still going to see the maim psychiatrist today.
 
Matthew01 said:
It's not all like that, you have people that are helping you and they care about your case, i think they can fix you.also how is everything going? Are you still going to see the maim psychiatrist today.
Click to expand...
I think i will se her when something new came out, now we have to wait a neruologists answer about where to do FMRI and PET with specific trackers of D2 dopamine
 
twinpeaks123 said:
the time frame differs by each person, there’s no way to know, maryjaneforever took two doses and didn’t recover

same with lxi
Click to expand...

This is revealed as well, if you had read the forums. If you’re a bluelight user with who’s been injected by Invega there’s a 77-80% chance you’ll recover.
 
Refereeing some basketball games today, doing anything to progress my recovery. I still feel pretty strange at times, but I’ll continue to better myself
 
Trueart2 said:
This is revealed as well, if you had read the forums. If you’re a bluelight user with who’s been injected by Invega there’s a 77-80% chance you’ll recover.
Click to expand...
there’s still a somewhat high chance I won’t recover further, I have had some improvements but it seems like motivation has worsened and I am not sure if that’s normal
 
Just stop these bullshit about recovery, you got lobotomized and as you see you are not recovering even months after, so please stop acting like an idiot and look at the reality l.

You won’t recover.
 
I’am so tired about these “recovery bullshit”, dint you see that you, me, us, we are living the same day on repeat mode and days becomes weeks that becomes months that becomes years but none of us is recovering?

We got 2 suicide but 0 recovery Just look at the fucking reality.
 
If you are lucky you will stabilize into this disfunctional state, if you are not lucky then things go worse like tinnitus happen or other shit like that and that’s all.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I’am so tired about these “recovery bullshit”, dint you see that you, me, us, we are living the same day on repeat mode and days becomes weeks that becomes months that becomes years but none of us is recovering?

We got 2 suicide but 0 recovery Just look at the fucking reality.
Click to expand...

There’s been people who claimed to recover during our timeframe and there’s people who’ve comeback and explained they’ve recovered
 
twinpeaks123 said:
there’s still a somewhat high chance I won’t recover further, I have had some improvements but it seems like motivation has worsened and I am not sure if that’s normal
Click to expand...

Smoke some weed that’ll let you know if you will recover or not. Unless you’re extremely prone to psychosis
 
twinpeaks123 said:
there’s still a somewhat high chance I won’t recover further, I have had some improvements but it seems like motivation has worsened and I am not sure if that’s normal
Click to expand...
I gained little bit of energy its been 100 days, not too much but way better than month 2, just wait it out we either be lucky and return to normal life after one year or we partially get back its better than killing ourselves for sure for now, lets wait for a year if there is no recovery then we can think about it
 
moerez said:
I gained little bit of energy its been 100 days, not too much but way better than month 2, just wait it out we either be lucky and return to normal life after one year or we partially get back its better than killing ourselves for sure for now, lets wait for a year if there is no recovery then we can think about it
Click to expand...
What about 17 months without recovery?
 
Scott the man who sent me to these life ending injections was only doing it out of envy, he was deceiving me and to these people this is considered a victory. He worked for an organization that was meant to help people, no wonder he saw me as a 'sucker'. Monkey behavior makes no sense. Even before an incident happened where these people said you will never be the same again. I live in a so called civilized society where destroying the lives of people they envy is considered a victory.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top