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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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I tried weed again, the high was good and no different to pre-invega. Lots of creative thoughts and ideas. Only smoking cause it’s Christmas time, not going to make a habit out of it even though it’s been really enjoyable. Happy Holidays everyone, stay safe xoxo
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I Do think you will feel better at 9 months but give it more time. I expect you to feel better in 9 to 12 months and fully recover by 2 years. Most people i spoke to who recovered were a suicidal mess during first 2 to 7 months of recovery. Where you are right now is a very difficult place and i completely understand. I am living that experience with you. Just remember that windows of recovery will come and go and not linear when they come. You have to stay busy and as active as possible this is very important, drink a lot of water and tea, keep moving forward in life as best as you can and relax with whatever tools or distractions you have. Eat a healthy diet, organic eggs have helped me a lot and tea has polyphenols. Some people say st johns wort in pure form, and steeped as tea has helped them.
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8 months have passed and I'm still the same. No improvement
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
The fact is I can leave whenever I want but the only doctor who Belive me and want to help me for real so if i leave i lose this doctor, the paradox of having to stay into a mental health psych ward even if I don’t have any mental diagnosis is kinda fun.
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What about your medical bills that accumulate for as long as you stay in the hospital
 
Well stay safe and attempt to reach a doctor as soon as possible. I’m unsure of anything bad will happen to you because you’ve stayed for such a long period of time waiting on this doctor, but be okay and do well is the food good?
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I don’t pay them, i have health insurance, they pay for that
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demileigh said:
I tried weed again, the high was good and no different to pre-invega. Lots of creative thoughts and ideas. Only smoking cause it’s Christmas time, not going to make a habit out of it even though it’s been really enjoyable. Happy Holidays everyone, stay safe xoxo
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Thank you for sharing your recovery progress. Do you feel you have to slowly rebuild your old mind back? Did you have a lot of anxiety after smoking? Invega causes lack of motivation and weed sometimes does the same, how did you cope?

WEed helps remove invega from the body as many who have recovered from it said. I would suggest smoking it.
 
Trueart2 said:
Well stay safe and attempt to reach a doctor as soon as possible. I’m unsure of anything bad will happen to you because you’ve stayed for such a long period of time waiting on this doctor, but be okay and do well is the food good?
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Well not at all, the food here sucks, they have to feed people who they brain damage so you can immagine what kind of food they give to them..
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I cannot concentrate on something for that long right now. If you can keep your mind focused for that long, congratulations. Also congratulations on finding a way to stay engaged and busy.
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Thanks but before these injection i could play 12 hours straight videogames while smoking 7-8 personals joints of very strong weed without blinking and i was able to even play competitive, this would be “back to my former self”. Headaches after 2 chess games it’s ridicolous, obviously there is some brain damage
 
The most stupid argument psychiatrists give to justify administering these drugs is that they know some people who felt better on the drug.

If a drug stops the unwanted behavior in 20% of people in a group but completely destroys the lives of 80% people in the group than would you still administer the drug on the whole group?
Would you completely discount the experience of the 80%? This is what psychiatrists regularly do, they justify brutal life ending treatments based on the experience of the 20%. They are unable to explain the explain the effects of the drug on the 80% because they have no idea how the drug effects the body and brain. This is a psuedoscience where they have no clue what is going on in the brain or the effects of the drug but apply it anyway. This is like cutting the arm off because someone has an arm ache.

Psychiatric drugs are based on the myth that mental illness is caused by chemical imbalance in the brain.


I found a rare few individuals who did not mind being on the drug, they said it stopped the voices in their head, and could live with the side effects. But the majority of people i spoke to who had pschizophrenia and also misdiagnosed people said they would rather have pschizophrenia than be on the torture that is long-acting-injectible invega. Some even said they would rather be in hell than on invega.

Now based on this data, would you completely ignore the experiences of the people whose lives were completely destroyed by these drugs? This is what psychiatrists do, they have no interest in the researching the experiences of the people suffering because of these drugs. They are given the free hand to destroy lives with whatever they "think" should be done. Psychiatry is not based on science, there are no blood tests or xrays, it is based on the whims and wishes of psychiatrists. I would absolutely love if these monkey psychiatrists and health care workers were injected with the same drugs they give out to their victims like candy. Maybe than they would actually see how the drug really effects the body.

Would you allow yourself or your loved ones to be injected with one of the drugs i mentioned, based on the experiences of the people that i mentioned? You probably wont, i assure you these psychiatrists would not either. Infact some psychiatrists know about the life ending consequences of some of these drugs, but they are given the power to force these injections on to whoevers life they wish to end, whether out of envy or whether out of sadism. That is why i think psychiatrist is an ideal job for a power hungry narcissist.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
The most stupid argument psychiatrists give to justify administering these drugs is that they know some people who felt better on the drug.

If a drug stops the unwanted behavior in 20% of people in a group but completely destroys the lives of 80% people in the group than would you still administer the drug on the whole group?
Would you completely discount the experience of the 80%? This is what psychiatrists regularly do, they justify brutal life ending treatments based on the experience of the 20%. They are unable to explain the explain the effects of the drug on the 80% because they have no idea how the drug effects the body and brain. This is a psuedoscience where they have no clue what is going on in the brain or the effects of the drug but apply it anyway. This is like cutting the arm off because someone has an arm ache.

Psychiatric drugs are based on the myth that mental illness is caused by chemical imbalance in the brain.


I found a rare few individuals who did not mind being on the drug, they said it stopped the voices in their head, and could live with the side effects. But the majority of people i spoke to who had pschizophrenia and also misdiagnosed people said they would rather have pschizophrenia than be on the torture that is long-acting-injectible invega. Some even said they would rather be in hell than on invega.

Now based on this data, would you completely ignore the experiences of the people whose lives were completely destroyed by these drugs? This is what psychiatrists do, they have no interest in the researching the experiences of the people suffering because of these drugs. They are given the free hand to destroy lives with whatever they "think" should be done. Psychiatry is not based on science, there are no blood tests or xrays, it is based on the whims and wishes of psychiatrists. I would absolutely love if these monkey psychiatrists and health care workers were injected with the same drugs they give out to their victims like candy. Maybe than they would actually see how the drug really effects the body.

Would you allow yourself or your loved ones to be injected with one of the drugs i mentioned, based on the experiences of the people that i mentioned? You probably wont, i assure you these psychiatrists would not either. Infact some psychiatrists know about the life ending consequences of some of these drugs, but they are given the power to force these injections on to whoevers life they wish to end, whether out of envy or whether out of sadism. That is why i think psychiatrist is an ideal job for a power hungry narcissist.
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Well I was completely normal, functional and my life was pretty good (health side, i mean) and just because of panic attacks due to what israeli did on palestinian i landed in that psych ward and when i healed from panic attacks they keept me there against my will.

They told me “take this injection if you want to go back to your home and leave this psych ward” so i trusted them, I tought “ok whatever let’s do that shit and even if i will feel unwell for some week, i can pay this price in order to go back to my life, eventually i Will be well again in some week”.

But i was wrong, 17 months after i’am still disabled..
 
@IOSIP i knew you said you were moving on but something I wondered and this is important question, did you notice improvements for your anhedonia by the 6 month mark?
 
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