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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Last week, when I was admitted to the hospital against my will, I appealed for compulsory hospitalization. Today was the hearing and I won the appeal. I can leave here whenever I want, even now.

That one doctor from psych ward stayed at my side and blamed the other psychiatrysts who did that forced stay against my will and she said he used nonsense and false things to justify the forced stay over me.

I will keep staying here in the psych ward because that doctor i meet here it’s on my side and he want to push for a PET and to find out what happened to my brain and what we can do to restore the damage.

Even the judge today was surprised about how “non-crazy” I’am and he cannot understeand why i was forced into a stay against my will..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Last week, when I was admitted to the hospital against my will, I appealed for compulsory hospitalization. Today was the hearing and I won the appeal. I can leave here whenever I want, even now.

That one doctor from psych ward stayed at my side and blamed the other psychiatrysts who did that forced stay against my will and she said he used nonsense and false things to justify the forced stay over me.

I will keep staying here in the psych ward because that doctor i meet here it’s on my side and he want to push for a PET and to find out what happened to my brain and what we can do to restore the damage.

Even the judge today was surprised about how “non-crazy” I’am and he cannot understeand why i was forced into a stay against my will..
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Good stuff bro
 
Btw the psychiatryst here at the ward said i have NO DIAGNOSIS at all and I’am completely normal and I don’t have any mental issues, maybe just a little bit depressed due to what happened to my brain but it’s a consequence of the damage they did to me and not something i have on my own..
 
The psychiatrist i dealt was a true narcissist, he was eager to have me injected even though i kept repeating that he was mistaken about what i was trying to convey to him. Before he had me injected he smiled and said "you have a great future" .....he knew he was destroying my future. The criminal narcissist monkey was drunk on the fact that he was about to destroy my life with an injection and probably elated over the fact that i couldnot do anything about it.

I reached out for help to deal with a a different set of abuse and trauma i went through from a different type of monsters. I did not know i would be suckered into further dealing with the most evil monsters i could ever imagine. I always knew before that psychiatry was psuedoscience and psychiatric drugs damage the brain and body. I was actually seeking a therapist, in my naivety i was led somewhere else.

Never ever trust psychiatry and mental health workers who try to lead you there. Your best friends are people who are truly devoted to understanding human psychology, meditation, diet, and exercise.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Last week, when I was admitted to the hospital against my will, I appealed for compulsory hospitalization. Today was the hearing and I won the appeal. I can leave here whenever I want, even now.

That one doctor from psych ward stayed at my side and blamed the other psychiatrysts who did that forced stay against my will and she said he used nonsense and false things to justify the forced stay over me.

I will keep staying here in the psych ward because that doctor i meet here it’s on my side and he want to push for a PET and to find out what happened to my brain and what we can do to restore the damage.

Even the judge today was surprised about how “non-crazy” I’am and he cannot understeand why i was forced into a stay against my will..
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That's psychiatrist is different from the rest. Why are they so hard to find?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Last week, when I was admitted to the hospital against my will, I appealed for compulsory hospitalization. Today was the hearing and I won the appeal. I can leave here whenever I want, even now.

That one doctor from psych ward stayed at my side and blamed the other psychiatrysts who did that forced stay against my will and she said he used nonsense and false things to justify the forced stay over me.

I will keep staying here in the psych ward because that doctor i meet here it’s on my side and he want to push for a PET and to find out what happened to my brain and what we can do to restore the damage.

Even the judge today was surprised about how “non-crazy” I’am and he cannot understeand why i was forced into a stay against my will..
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This is huge news. You finally found someone willing to help you.
 
lukeflowz said:
Hey guys, to those who are recovered/partially recovered, is it normal at the fourth month of the injection to not notice hardly any changes. My akathsia has eased a bit but that’s pretty much it. Also is month 5 different than month 4.
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Yes. Akathisia and some energy improvements were the only things I noticed until month 5. Month 5 is when the anhedonia started getting better for me. Cognition has improved too, mainly from being back on my ADHD medication. I’m now at month 6.
 
jrturp said:
Yes. Akathisia and some energy improvements were the only things I noticed until month 5. Month 5 is when the anhedonia started getting better for me. Cognition has improved too, mainly from being back on my ADHD medication. I’m now at month 6.
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if I remember correctly, you took 5 shots right? oh never mind
 
Exactly 4 months now guys and how much of a challenge this has been. I want to firstly thank this community for their support, as people have been kind to me here although I complain all the time. It’s horrible I haven’t had hardly any improvements in four months, but I guess I’ll have to keep holding on. I do have a slight energy increase with akathisia easing and I suppose I’ll take that as a win. Anhedonia though has been hell and I have repetitive thoughts about suicide that keep coming into my head, particularly in the morning period. I hope that month 4 will be the month that I’ll experience more windows of improvement.
 
invegaloner said:
What was it like when the anhedonia lifted? I’m about 7 months out right now and still feel like I’m at a constant 6 at all times. What about your adhd medication? Do you feel like it’s affecting you differently still? Mine makes my heart rate go up a little and I can focus with no stress but I don’t have a mood boost at all, but also no crashes anymore either.
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is it fine to ask how many shots you took?
 
invegaloner said:
What was it like when the anhedonia lifted? I’m about 7 months out right now and still feel like I’m at a constant 6 at all times. What about your adhd medication? Do you feel like it’s affecting you differently still? Mine makes my heart rate go up a little and I can focus with no stress but I don’t have a mood boost at all, but also no crashes anymore either.
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I first felt it lifting when my baby smiling would make me smile and I could feel laughter again. A more subtle sign was finding it easier to get engrossed in a TV show. I feel similarly to you where I’m still flat-ish, just not as flat as I used to be.

Yes, I feel like Vyvanse and Adderall still aren’t working as well as they did pre-injections. Medication definitely helps with focus but isn’t as effective as it used to be. There’s no mood lift for me either. No heart rate changes though.

You’re about a month ahead of me. When did you resume ADHD medication and has there been any change in effectiveness since then?

I suspect sleeping 10 hours a night is a sign I’m not recovered, as I used to sleep 6-7 hours a night pre-injections. Have you experienced any sleep changes?
 
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