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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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lukeflowz said:
Hey guys, to those who are recovered/partially recovered, is it normal at the fourth month of the injection to not notice hardly any changes. My akathsia has eased a bit but that’s pretty much it. Also is month 5 different than month 4.
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Yes I was in hell at 4 months off invega, month 5 was no different for me.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
The psychiatryst who i give a chance to see if he could help restore the brain damage turned against him by saying “or you take Reagila - olanzapine, or i force a stay into the psych ward against your will”.

Since i refused these meds, they bring me there
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You could have agreed to take one of those meds, filled the script and then just not take them to avoid the psych ward. Nothing wrong with bullshitting a psychiatrist, they bullshit us when it suits them
 
demileigh said:
It would be fucked up if you didn’t feel bad after cheating. Being cheated on is a big part of the reason my mental health got fucked up in recent years. Whether or not she knows, you should leave that girl alone cause she deserves better
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Yeah she’s out of my life. All I can say is I’ve learned a lot I need to become a much better person and unfortunately I had to let her go, may I ask when you got cheated on did you feel that it happened ?
 
flystr8 said:
Yeah she’s out of my life. All I can say is I’ve learned a lot I need to become a much better person and unfortunately I had to let her go, may I ask when you got cheated on did you feel that it happened ?
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Yeah my intuition was telling me it was happening the whole time but when I brought it up I was made out to be crazy and insecure… then when the truth came out I lost my shit because I was right all along but got made out to be the problem when I was bringing it up. I was even having dreams of the cheating, intuition was on point.
 
lukeflowz said:
Hey guys, to those who are recovered/partially recovered, is it normal at the fourth month of the injection to not notice hardly any changes. My akathsia has eased a bit but that’s pretty much it. Also is month 5 different than month 4.
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Month 5 is hard as well. That is what most people said to me. Most feel some relief in month 6 but there are exceptions to that as well like myself.
 
Last week, when I was admitted to the hospital against my will, I appealed for compulsory hospitalization. Today was the hearing and I won the appeal. I can leave here whenever I want, even now.

That one doctor from psych ward stayed at my side and blamed the other psychiatrysts who did that forced stay against my will and she said he used nonsense and false things to justify the forced stay over me.

I will keep staying here in the psych ward because that doctor i meet here it’s on my side and he want to push for a PET and to find out what happened to my brain and what we can do to restore the damage.

Even the judge today was surprised about how “non-crazy” I’am and he cannot understeand why i was forced into a stay against my will..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Last week, when I was admitted to the hospital against my will, I appealed for compulsory hospitalization. Today was the hearing and I won the appeal. I can leave here whenever I want, even now.

That one doctor from psych ward stayed at my side and blamed the other psychiatrysts who did that forced stay against my will and she said he used nonsense and false things to justify the forced stay over me.

I will keep staying here in the psych ward because that doctor i meet here it’s on my side and he want to push for a PET and to find out what happened to my brain and what we can do to restore the damage.

Even the judge today was surprised about how “non-crazy” I’am and he cannot understeand why i was forced into a stay against my will..
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Good stuff bro
 
Btw the psychiatryst here at the ward said i have NO DIAGNOSIS at all and I’am completely normal and I don’t have any mental issues, maybe just a little bit depressed due to what happened to my brain but it’s a consequence of the damage they did to me and not something i have on my own..
 
The psychiatrist i dealt was a true narcissist, he was eager to have me injected even though i kept repeating that he was mistaken about what i was trying to convey to him. Before he had me injected he smiled and said "you have a great future" .....he knew he was destroying my future. The criminal narcissist monkey was drunk on the fact that he was about to destroy my life with an injection and probably elated over the fact that i couldnot do anything about it.

I reached out for help to deal with a a different set of abuse and trauma i went through from a different type of monsters. I did not know i would be suckered into further dealing with the most evil monsters i could ever imagine. I always knew before that psychiatry was psuedoscience and psychiatric drugs damage the brain and body. I was actually seeking a therapist, in my naivety i was led somewhere else.

Never ever trust psychiatry and mental health workers who try to lead you there. Your best friends are people who are truly devoted to understanding human psychology, meditation, diet, and exercise.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Last week, when I was admitted to the hospital against my will, I appealed for compulsory hospitalization. Today was the hearing and I won the appeal. I can leave here whenever I want, even now.

That one doctor from psych ward stayed at my side and blamed the other psychiatrysts who did that forced stay against my will and she said he used nonsense and false things to justify the forced stay over me.

I will keep staying here in the psych ward because that doctor i meet here it’s on my side and he want to push for a PET and to find out what happened to my brain and what we can do to restore the damage.

Even the judge today was surprised about how “non-crazy” I’am and he cannot understeand why i was forced into a stay against my will..
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That's psychiatrist is different from the rest. Why are they so hard to find?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Last week, when I was admitted to the hospital against my will, I appealed for compulsory hospitalization. Today was the hearing and I won the appeal. I can leave here whenever I want, even now.

That one doctor from psych ward stayed at my side and blamed the other psychiatrysts who did that forced stay against my will and she said he used nonsense and false things to justify the forced stay over me.

I will keep staying here in the psych ward because that doctor i meet here it’s on my side and he want to push for a PET and to find out what happened to my brain and what we can do to restore the damage.

Even the judge today was surprised about how “non-crazy” I’am and he cannot understeand why i was forced into a stay against my will..
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This is huge news. You finally found someone willing to help you.
 
lukeflowz said:
Hey guys, to those who are recovered/partially recovered, is it normal at the fourth month of the injection to not notice hardly any changes. My akathsia has eased a bit but that’s pretty much it. Also is month 5 different than month 4.
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Yes. Akathisia and some energy improvements were the only things I noticed until month 5. Month 5 is when the anhedonia started getting better for me. Cognition has improved too, mainly from being back on my ADHD medication. I’m now at month 6.
 
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