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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Starting to accept the horrible truth I'm going to be bedridden for the next 5 months, until i reach 9 months off the posion. Fuck My Life 🧬
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Sometimes i think about that same thing.. Until someone is not healed it will keep complaining, but usually people disappear after 1-2 years.. Thi can be a positive signal, idk..
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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Damn my cognitive function are so damn obliterated.. Will i ever to back to my normal functioning?
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I cant even speak like ı literally feel my speaking ability is muted forever
 
every week I realise there’s nothing medical professionals can do about this, they think it’s a psychological and I am being delusional about this

I told them there’s people online experiencing the same thing and they were like “people online lie, you can listen to them or medical professionals”

it’s pure gaslighting, I am tired of this bullshit
 
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twinpeaks123 said:
every week I realise there’s nothing medical professionals can do about this, they think it’s a psychological and I am being delusional about this

I told them there’s people online experiencing the same thing and they were like “people online lie, you can listen to them or medical professionals”

it’s pure gaslighting, I am tired of this bullshit
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It went like that for like 16 months for me.. Honestly i’am tired of this shit and to barely survive day by day.. This is not a life worth of live, i need signals of recovery soon because at some point i will just give up
 
twinpeaks123 said:
every week I realise there’s nothing medical professionals can do about this, they think it’s a psychological and I am being delusional about this

I told them there’s people online experiencing the same thing and they were like “people online lie, you can listen to them or medical professionals”

it’s pure gaslighting, I am tired of this bullshit
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i spoke to eleven different doctors after getting my injection. i was crazy trying to figure out how to be helped. when one would tell me what i'm saying is not possible, i'd move onto the next. i kept going until the last one, the eleventh, ordered me to be put into a psych ward by a PEC and labelled me paranoid and delusional. "that injection is gone in 28 days, it leaves your system and no longer affects you." i'll always remember those words.
 
i have a deep fear of medication after all that. it took me two weeks to even open my bottle of vyvanse. never even got a refill. even things that aren't supposed to affect you, like ibuprofen or cough syrup for my coughing fits, i can't take them. i just can't. it may sound dumb but i live like it's the old times or something. i reject modern medicine.
 
silenthill said:
i spoke to eleven different doctors after getting my injection. i was crazy trying to figure out how to be helped. when one would tell me what i'm saying is not possible, i'd move onto the next. i kept going until the last one, the eleventh, ordered me to be put into a psych ward by a PEC and labelled me paranoid and delusional. "that injection is gone in 28 days, it leaves your system and no longer affects you." i'll always remember those words.
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But then you recovered.. Why i’am not recovered after 16 months?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
But then you recovered.. Why i’am not recovered after 16 months?
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i don't know how risperdal consta works, i had invega sustenna even though they are both paliperidone i think right. recovery was not easy. nobody in my life believed me and i was hospitalised 5 times from october to january. the doctor told me on the 6th one we are gonna send you to the 'big hospital.' like where the criminals go.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
I am guessing it’s the same, I don’t see why it would be more
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Because 234mg in USA is equal to 150mg in Canada and 156mg in USA is equal to 100mg in Canada. I wonder if there is difference between UK and Canada too... i was previously comparing myself to people recovering in the USA which was a mistake because for example @silenthill got 234mg in USA so that would be equal to 150mg in Canada. @demileigh got 4 injections but it is still.less than what i got with 2 injections. A girl from USA recovered in 5 months but she got 275 mg in total of American dosage, which is less than 200mg in Canada. Besides @Invegatorture, i have yet to encounter another story where a person recovered in 6 to 9 months with 2 loading Canadian equivalent doses. Unless you can point it out.
 
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