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🤝 Cultural 🤝 What Was Your Morning Fix v. Hit The Bottle & Go Right To The Rock

Today I started out with a couple bowls of my favorite breakfast food: Methamphetamine. I am about to take some methadone, too.

And I am still feeling the gabapentin from last night. I was saying the stupidest stuff on it but I have only hazy memories of it. And I didn't even take that much, I mean comparatively. Oh well. A good time was had by all, at least.

The trunk latch wouldn't open the trunk this morning, and I couldn't get to the trunk via the back seat because, in a fantastic display of poor industrial design, the release to push the back seats down is in the fucking trunk! Eventually I managed to open it by repeatedly pulling the release lever, and it looks like the plastic on the latch is busted. But if I pull it off, I am not 100% sure the trunk will stay closed. It is quite the quandary. Perhaps another bowl of meth will help me figure out what to do...
 
45-60mg Memantine
70mg water soluble HHC
60mg Mitragynine


Memantine is so interesting, because it's very mild, at doses under 40 mg you can't even tell that you're on anything you just feel pleasant focused and a little bit like you're in a dream. Once you get close to 60 or above, then it becomes this interesting state where it's mostly very mild and almost feels as if it could be a placebo but if I lie down and close my eyes as I was doing for a second while listening to a book on tape, I can very easily completely drift out of my body and end up in a totally dissociated state. Basically its interesting because it's so incredibly mild but paradoxically also kind of easy to almost hole on if you meditate. Super clear headed too, but not much euphoria, just mild feelings of spiritual contentment.
 
Hello all. Hope everyone is well today. Personally could be doing better....I didn't sleep all night so I'll include what I took last night, some of it still taking effect I presume
Been a bit since my last post in this thread, I've managed to decrease the amount of Opioids I ingest on a daily basis, and although last night was a little more than usual, I usually only need to shoot between 80-100mg of Morphine about 3 times a day. Not using Hydromorphone daily anymore, not using meth, very rarely using coke/crack and pretty much stopped shooting dissociatives.

~00:30 IV 20mg Methylphenidate
~1:30 IV 100mg Morphine and 10mg Methylphenidate, three bowls of weed inbetween 0030 and 130 and two at 130 back to back
~3:00 IV 50mg Morphine, a beer and like 5mg Methylphenidate IV
06:00 30mg Methylphenidate and 100mg Morphine both IV, a bowl of weed and a beer as well.
Currently 830, bout to take 75mg Venlafaxine, smoke another bowl and eat breakfast. Then i shall make some music and art. Go apply for jobs maybe too, wish me luck! I am in great need of money...
 
Morning, peeps. 😎 🌄

Started a new job this week and got super sick at the same time, finally getting over the latter and damn glad to have the day off and tomorrow as well. Happy Thanksgiving, btw. 🙂

For me this morning:

Black coffee ☕️
Nic vape
Normal boring scripts
1.5g lion's mane
37mg methadone
and a joint of Colombian Gold now as I get ready to go for a little walk. 👍

Hope everyone has an awesome, chill day. Stay safe! ✌️ ❤️
 
Tolerance issues...worried about...tram is up..600mg today...that means diazepam is 10....and Lyrica 450...with these free easy supply of these meds shit happens often...so must take precautions....a few days depression,insomnia&probably anxiety ...shit,shit😓😒.to weak lately
Idk what to do.How I wish to not wake up tomorrow.....life is too long
 
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Week 3 of what I now think is COVID, feel like shit, it’s really getting to my cognitive functioning to the point where it feels like my brain is stuck in a 40 degree Celsius fever…

So far this morning:

- 4 lines of speed

The usual but it’s been a while as I’ve been physically too weak and tired for uppers since getting sick ughh. Thank fuck I stashed up good right before, finally at a point I can physically snort again, stupid nose.

Will probably go vape some weed soon as I slightly underestimated this new speed batch, no way I’m able to eat a single bite of lunch right now lol. New speed seems to be slightly higher purity than last, or at least less caffeine cut, but will have to get it tested to know for sure and I’m just too tired to care about that right now. Just glad to feel somewhat ‘normal’ for the time being.

Hope y’all are having a decent day so far :)
 
TheLightBringer said:
What does catuaba do for you? Saw some recently at my local herb store
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Boosts dopamine a little bit, boost sex drive, makes me tingly. I mostly use it along side guarana and muira puama as a tonic and stimulant. It has tropane alkaloids in it sorta like cocaine. I use an extract and take a few grams a day. It usually takes a couple days to really get going but then its a nice mild stimulant and antidepressant that makes you horny.
 
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