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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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silenthill said:
small improvements, day by day. by the time i felt normal i was severely underweight. even working out is difficult now, as i developed a heart arrhythmia after that invega shot. i'm managing it, i can live with it just fine, but it's rough.
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I used to be a long distance runner before invega, do you think i will be able to run again if i recover? I am curious to know how invega affects your athleticism.
 
I have read several people who recovered quickly on vyvnase and weed. I wonder if they both have a similar quality that affects the brain.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I used to be a long distance runner before invega, do you think i will be able to run again if i recover? I am curious to know how invega affects your athleticism.
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I was reading a recovery story ( trying to look for it again) they took two shots, recovered in 7 months and lost weight/ran a marathon
 
Damn i’am si fucked, i was completely normal and healthy before these injections and 16 months after i have all sort of alterations and basically i live inside a constant agony day by day, is this the meaning of risperdal CONSTA? Consta agony?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I used to be a long distance runner before invega, do you think i will be able to run again if i recover? I am curious to know how invega affects your athleticism.
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you can. i weigh 74kg at 191cm, compared to 66kg a few months ago. invega suppressed my appetite and made athleticism a chore. that is no longer the case.
 
in February it’s going to be 4 months for me and that’s not too far away, November is almost finished, just need to pass time somehow
 
The psychiatrist who injected me with this poison without listening to me and for sinister reasons was a Nigerian, before injecting me he said smiling "you have a great future", the psychiatrist i got a second referal to after the injection was also a Nigerian. When i started explaining to the second person how this drug was affecting me, he kept cutting me off and implied that i was making it up. He said you are not the only person on invega sustenna, others dont experience the same things as you. When i said i am having memory issues due to invega, he said than how do you remember this office address and came here? When i said i was a runner and cant run anymore, first he implied that i was making it up, then he said you should be glad you can still walk, its not the end of the world. He said you look fine, you walked into the office. When i said i had no motivation, he said its because i have depression. I have noticed a pattern in this people where they treat people according to their social standing, they see certain people as expendable.

I complained about the behavior of the first psychiatrist who injected me for no valid reason andWhen i asked him about the side effects of the drug in the office , he just kept shaking his head in a very sneaky way. He changed the whole story about the things he said to me in the office. Then they read the notes these psychiatrists left on my file which completely blew my mind away. This whole experience getting stuck with these inhumane brainless criminals was the most traumatizing experience of my life. I think i will keep having nightmares for the rest of my life even if i survive or recover from this drug. They treat you as expendable and any concerns you have are brushed under the carpet. I cannot believe they will get away with destroying my dreams, life this way. They will go on to live their lives. While my plans to finish marathons, finish the books i was writing, and meet the girl i love, and many other dreams are all gone....i am looking for places where assisted suicide is available. I found out many people travel to Dignitas, Switzerland to end their lives. Its an expensive trip though. I wanted to go from the world smiling with good memories but its looking like i will leave the planet with horrifying memories.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
The psychiatrist who injected me with this poison without listening to me and for sinister reasons was a Nigerian, before injecting me he said smiling "you have a great future", the psychiatrist i got a second referal to after the injection was also a Nigerian. When i started explaining to the second person how this drug was affecting me, he kept cutting me off and implied that i was making it up. He said you are not the only person on invega sustenna, others dont experience the same things as you. When i said i am having memory issues due to invega, he said than how do you remember this office address and came here? When i said i was a runner and cant run anymore, first he implied that i was making it up, then he said you should be glad you can still walk, its not the end of the world. He said you look fine, you walked into the office. When i said i had no motivation, he said its because i have depression. I have noticed a pattern in this people where they treat people according to their social standing, they see certain people as expendable.

I complained about the behavior of the first psychiatrist who injected me for no valid reason andWhen i asked him about the side effects of the drug in the office , he just kept shaking his head in a very sneaky way. He changed the whole story about the things he said to me in the office. Then they read the notes these psychiatrists left on my file which completely blew my mind away. This whole experience getting stuck with these inhumane brainless criminals was the most traumatizing experience of my life. I think i will keep having nightmares for the rest of my life even if i survive or recover from this drug. They treat you as expendable and any concerns you have are brushed under the carpet. I cannot believe they will get away with destroying my dreams, life this way. They will go on to live their lives. While my plans to finish marathons, finish the books i was writing, and meet the girl i love, and many other dreams are all gone....i am looking for places where assisted suicide is available. I found out many people travel to Dignitas, Switzerland to end their lives. Its an expensive trip though. I wanted to go from the world smiling with good memories but its looking like i will leave the planet with horrifying memories.
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why do you think you won’t recover?
 
silenthill said:
you can. i weigh 74kg at 191cm, compared to 66kg a few months ago. invega suppressed my appetite and made athleticism a chore. that is no longer the case.
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Invega did the opposite for me..it shot up my appetite, i gained 15-20 lbs. Cannot even run a 100metres without running out of breath now. My daily mileage used to be 14-16 kms + kettlebell training. Now i am a barely walking with little energy.
 
silenthill said:
olanzapine is an antipsychotic.
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These monkey idiots just prescribed me another antipsychotic to restore the damage done by another antipsychotic 😂🙏🏼

I can’t belive that, they are so fucked up for real i call them tomorrow and i tell them to go fuck themselves and that I understood they cannot help me. Fucking monkey.
 
Trueart2 said:
It’s another antipsychotic. They think you’re having symptoms of schizophrenia or psychosis. It won’t help.
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I swear this is the end for them. I won’t take any other appointment to a psychiatrist anymore, they definetely cannot help me but only harm me more than i they already did.

My only road left it’s assisted suicide because i already know that nothing new Will came out from that lady doctor who i will pay 660$.

I’am done with this shit.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
why do you think you won’t recover?
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The signs are not looking good for me so far. Most people with 2 injections in the 6th month start to feel recovery. I feel recovery in terms of some more energy and libido but not much else. My stamina and athleticism are dead to the point where i cannot even run 10 metres without running out of breath. My energy crashes around noon where i can barely move. I have lost all interest in my old hobbies of running and creative writing. My creativity, imagination, and memory is lost. Sexual function has declined from before to almost nothing. All the signs are showing me that i likely will not gain my previous life back. I read a story of an older guy from Canada named Jason Boehm Lai, who never recovered from invega. I think i might end up like him.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
The signs are not looking good for me so far. Most people with 2 injections in the 6th month start to feel recovery. I feel recovery in terms of some more energy and libido but not much else. My stamina and athleticism are dead to the point where i cannot even run 10 metres without running out of breath. My energy crashes around noon where i can barely move. I have lost all interest in my old hobbies of running and creative writing. My creativity, imagination, and memory is lost. Sexual function has declined from before to almost nothing. All the signs are showing me that i likely will not gain my previous life back. I read a story of an older guy from Canada named Jason Boehm Lai, who never recovered from invega. I think i might end up like him.
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If we had people who loved us and take care of us we neve would be injected in the first place..

We got ruined from psychiatry and at this point i don’t think either that i will recover my former self pre-injections.

I reached 16 months but it only got worse with tinnitus that came at 13 months and since then it never faded away so at this point even tinnitus is permanent for me..

I have assisted suicide or self suicide left, there is no other option for me. I don’t think I Will wake up one day after 18 months recovered or at least feeling that recovery has started.

I think psychiatrist understood we were almost alone, without a circle of people who cared about us and they felt free to treat us like lab rat.

I cannot handle this agony anymore and i don’t know what to do honestly, i don’t even have the money for assisted suicide and i cannot wait months or years for that to be approved.

I don’t know what to do honestly, i think it’s game over for me…
 
I cant wait anymore its been 2months and 1 week and i already feel the worst is it possible for me to recover? I get erection in the sleep but otherhand dead sexual function
 
What the hell They did to us.. Look How miserable they left us.. I have no word left for what they did to us and how they left us.. From perfectly functional and even over the average people about cognitive,sexuality, skills.. To a lobotomized agonizing biological lifeless body.. What the hell they did to us?
 
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