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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Trueart2 said:
People get better and move on.
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@Trueart2 if people are getting better, and fully recovering, do all of them lack empathy to the point where they never come here to encourage us?

The more important question is, are people just getting better or fully revovering? How many are commiting suicide because they are no longer fully recovered? How many shared that they commited suicide?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
@Trueart2 if people are getting better, and fully recovering, do all of them lack empathy to the point where they never come here to encourage us?

The more important question is, are people just getting better or fully revovering? How many are commiting suicide because they are no longer fully recovered? How many shared that they commited suicide?
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Suffering from Invega is a really tough time in people’s lives and multiple people have indicated it’s the pinnacle of suffering they’ve ever faced for themselves. I don’t think people who don’t comeback to these forums after they’ve recovered should be penalized or criminalized for not coming back. All one can truly do while recovering from Invega is wait, exercise, and take some supplements.
People returning to give us stories about it won’t change the fact of the matter and it doesn’t make the situation better for any of us, it just projects a false image of making our situation more bearable because we’d have more people here.

As long as the people in the past left their traces of information(which they did by posting about it), then I have no qualms against them. I think if you want encouragement you have a duty to yourself to research through the history of these forums.

History is the best qualifier for understanding.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
@Trueart2 if people are getting better, and fully recovering, do all of them lack empathy to the point where they never come here to encourage us?

The more important question is, are people just getting better or fully revovering? How many are commiting suicide because they are no longer fully recovered? How many shared that they commited suicide?
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PT 2:

People do both. People fully recover and some people only get incrementally better as time passes. Speaking for myself I’ve noticed some slight changes in ability, to articulate, and in thought since I was first injected. Off the top my head I know about 5 people who have committed suicide from Invega. Some due to mental issues unrelated to Invega and some due to the conditions Invega puts you under
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah sure, they damaged my brain when I was completely fine, normal and healthy. I can’t keep this agony and i don’t accept to live a nerfed life since i never killed, i never raped, i never hurt noone.
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But this is ok we are like 8’000’000’000 people on this planet, it’s ok if one go away because They damaged his brain without any reason, and nobody cares honestly.
 
Trueart2 said:
Suffering from Invega is a really tough time in people’s lives and multiple people have indicated it’s the pinnacle of suffering they’ve ever faced for themselves. I don’t think people who don’t comeback to these forums after they’ve recovered should be penalized or criminalized for not coming back. All one can truly do while recovering from Invega is wait, exercise, and take some supplements.
People returning to give us stories about it won’t change the fact of the matter and it doesn’t make the situation better for any of us, it just projects a false image of making our situation more bearable because we’d have more people here.

As long as the people in the past left their traces of information(which they did by posting about it), then I have no qualms against them. I think if you want encouragement you have a duty to yourself to research through the history of these forums.

History is the best qualifier for understanding.
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I most likely would have commited suicide by now if it wasnt for the encouraging words of the ones who recovered. If i do recover, i will surely let others know that they can too. I will also try to raise a voice against invega and the criminals who whoforce it on people. Even hold a public protest if i can. I will do it maybe because i have a lot of empathy, even though invega made me lose a lot of it. I am sure people who recovered that come here to talk to us and on other forums do have a lot of empathy as well. People not showing up really makes me wonder if they ever recovered or left this world.
 
A glitch made me reply several times,it's a mistake. Also I have no motivation,my personality feels like its gone
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
But this is ok we are like 8’000’000’000 people on this planet, it’s ok if one go away because They damaged his brain without any reason, and nobody cares honestly.
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This thing we are going through is things like cancer and diabetes, it is more difficult, their medicines and treatments sometimes work, I swear I would rather have the most severe cancer than this, none of my body parts are functioning properly. I am 26 years old, I don't think I will make it past 30 unless I commit suicide. Everything I saved in 25 years is gone in 1 year.
 
fuqrisperdal said:
This thing we are going through is things like cancer and diabetes, it is more difficult, their medicines and treatments sometimes work, I swear I would rather have the most severe cancer than this, none of my body parts are functioning properly. I am 26 years old, I don't think I will make it past 30 unless I commit suicide. Everything I saved in 25 years is gone in 1 year.
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Everything i gained, developed and become in 28 years was destroyed in a matter of some seconds, just the time to give me that injection.. They whiped out all my life in a matter of some seconds.. And since then was no return in these 16 months.. I just realized how i i’am not important to no-one and how a life can be taken without even the people around you notice or care..

As i said this is ok, i already lost my loved girl, 14 years ago because i was a dumbass, i lost my dream work and basically all i wished for already before this happened to me, the reality is that it was already over for me..

Nobody has noticed or even cared for what happened to me and for what i’am going trough these past 16 months, and nobody will even notice or care if i just die now, or tomorrow, or in 8 months..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Everything i gained, developed and become in 28 years was destroyed in a matter of some seconds, just the time to give me that injection.. They whiped out all my life in a matter of some seconds.. And since then was no return in these 16 months.. I just realized how i i’am not important to no-one and how a life can be taken without even the people around you notice or care..

As i said this is ok, i already lost my loved girl, 14 years ago because i was a dumbass, i lost my dream work and basically all i wished for already before this happened to me, the reality is that it was already over for me..

Nobody has noticed or even cared for what happened to me and for what i’am going trough these past 16 months, and nobody will even notice or care if i just die now, or tomorrow, or in 8 months..
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I really care you man I am still looking for answers if I find out some relief I will share it to you.
 
fuqrisperdal said:
I really care you man I am still looking for answers if I find out some relief I will share it to you.
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There is no relief, until you forgot how life was before and adapt to this new one.. And I cannot forget how i was before and how life was before, i keep noticing this horrible feeling every second and every step i do..

For me death will be the only relief, and i’am working in order to get assisted suicide, alone, on my own.. While i see people around me just being normal and enjoy life..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
There is no relief, until you forgot how life was before and adapt to this new one.. And I cannot forget how i was before and how life was before, i keep noticing this horrible feeling every second and every step i do..

For me death will be the only relief, and i’am working in order to get assisted suicide, alone, on my own.. While i see people around me just being normal and enjoy life..
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Now i go to sleep, with this tought and tomorrow i will wake with the same tought, and I Will suffer another day in agony on my own, checking if there is some news about assisted suicide. Good night to me, poor guy, what a disgrace of life, what a agony and sufference and pain.. This Will end one day, in a way or in another way, i Will find peace again. I hug myself, i close my eyes and i try to fall asleep.
 
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