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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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A glitch made me reply several times,it's a mistake. Also I have no motivation,my personality feels like its gone
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
But this is ok we are like 8’000’000’000 people on this planet, it’s ok if one go away because They damaged his brain without any reason, and nobody cares honestly.
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This thing we are going through is things like cancer and diabetes, it is more difficult, their medicines and treatments sometimes work, I swear I would rather have the most severe cancer than this, none of my body parts are functioning properly. I am 26 years old, I don't think I will make it past 30 unless I commit suicide. Everything I saved in 25 years is gone in 1 year.
 
fuqrisperdal said:
This thing we are going through is things like cancer and diabetes, it is more difficult, their medicines and treatments sometimes work, I swear I would rather have the most severe cancer than this, none of my body parts are functioning properly. I am 26 years old, I don't think I will make it past 30 unless I commit suicide. Everything I saved in 25 years is gone in 1 year.
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Everything i gained, developed and become in 28 years was destroyed in a matter of some seconds, just the time to give me that injection.. They whiped out all my life in a matter of some seconds.. And since then was no return in these 16 months.. I just realized how i i’am not important to no-one and how a life can be taken without even the people around you notice or care..

As i said this is ok, i already lost my loved girl, 14 years ago because i was a dumbass, i lost my dream work and basically all i wished for already before this happened to me, the reality is that it was already over for me..

Nobody has noticed or even cared for what happened to me and for what i’am going trough these past 16 months, and nobody will even notice or care if i just die now, or tomorrow, or in 8 months..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Everything i gained, developed and become in 28 years was destroyed in a matter of some seconds, just the time to give me that injection.. They whiped out all my life in a matter of some seconds.. And since then was no return in these 16 months.. I just realized how i i’am not important to no-one and how a life can be taken without even the people around you notice or care..

As i said this is ok, i already lost my loved girl, 14 years ago because i was a dumbass, i lost my dream work and basically all i wished for already before this happened to me, the reality is that it was already over for me..

Nobody has noticed or even cared for what happened to me and for what i’am going trough these past 16 months, and nobody will even notice or care if i just die now, or tomorrow, or in 8 months..
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I really care you man I am still looking for answers if I find out some relief I will share it to you.
 
fuqrisperdal said:
I really care you man I am still looking for answers if I find out some relief I will share it to you.
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There is no relief, until you forgot how life was before and adapt to this new one.. And I cannot forget how i was before and how life was before, i keep noticing this horrible feeling every second and every step i do..

For me death will be the only relief, and i’am working in order to get assisted suicide, alone, on my own.. While i see people around me just being normal and enjoy life..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
There is no relief, until you forgot how life was before and adapt to this new one.. And I cannot forget how i was before and how life was before, i keep noticing this horrible feeling every second and every step i do..

For me death will be the only relief, and i’am working in order to get assisted suicide, alone, on my own.. While i see people around me just being normal and enjoy life..
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Now i go to sleep, with this tought and tomorrow i will wake with the same tought, and I Will suffer another day in agony on my own, checking if there is some news about assisted suicide. Good night to me, poor guy, what a disgrace of life, what a agony and sufference and pain.. This Will end one day, in a way or in another way, i Will find peace again. I hug myself, i close my eyes and i try to fall asleep.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Now i go to sleep, with this tought and tomorrow i will wake with the same tought, and I Will suffer another day in agony on my own, checking if there is some news about assisted suicide. Good night to me, poor guy, what a disgrace of life, what a agony and sufference and pain.. This Will end one day, in a way or in another way, i Will find peace again. I hug myself, i close my eyes and i try to fall asleep.
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Is assisted suicide available where you live? I was seeking it but no luck. I and many others are not in a different pridicament than yours.
 
I injected two doses one 100 and 156, anybody recovered from it or i have to lose my hope? Please somebody who recovered anwser why many people do not recover from it but chatgpt says you recover by 6 months?
 
moerez said:
I injected two doses one 100 and 156, anybody recovered from it or i have to lose my hope? Please somebody who recovered anwser why many people do not recover from it but chatgpt says you recover by 6 months?
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I recovered from 2 injections. Took 9 months. I don't know why some don't unfortunately.
 
moerez said:
I injected two doses one 100 and 156, anybody recovered from it or i have to lose my hope? Please somebody who recovered anwser why many people do not recover from it but chatgpt says you recover by 6 months?
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According to invegadoc done by @Trueart2. 80% of people recover, the percentage of people who recover fully is not known. The recovery time varies between individuals and is between 6 months to 12 months for most people, but could be longer.
 
moerez said:
I injected two doses one 100 and 156, anybody recovered from it or i have to lose my hope? Please somebody who recovered anwser why many people do not recover from it but chatgpt says you recover by 6 months?
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Six months is where I believe small changes occur. It’s pure survival for the first six months. This is what people who have recovered generally feel. Some unfortunately don’t recover and I’m afriad of being in that category, but it’s still early for me.

Anyway im sorry you’re here. You can read previous forums and find recovery stories.

When were your last doses?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
According to invegadoc done by @Trueart2. 80% of people recover, the percentage of people who recover fully is not known. The recovery time varies between individuals and is between 6 months to 12 months for most people, but could be longer.
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From june 17 did you see any improvements? You had any background or any other problems ?
 
lukeflowz said:
Six months is where I believe small changes occur. It’s pure survival for the first six months. This is what people who have recovered generally feel. Some unfortunately don’t recover and I’m afriad of being in that category, but it’s still early for me.

Anyway im sorry you’re here. You can read previous forums and find recovery stories.

When were your last doses?
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On September 18 was my last dose, i wanna try Rtsm to see if that helps or not since i have insomnia and i cant sleep but my face looks better i can cry and i have booner in sleep but dead sexual function
 
moerez said:
On September 18 was my last dose, i wanna try Rtsm to see if that helps or not since i have insomnia and i cant sleep but my face looks better i can cry and i have booner in sleep but dead sexual function
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Yeah, it’s going to be a long wait. Like I said I’m three months with no improvements. Sexual function usually restores in time. It’s going to be some hellish months.
 
I'm grateful I can sleep. Having insomnia makes this so much worse. I know because I hardly slept at all with invega, thought I would die.
 
lukeflowz said:
Yeah, it’s going to be a long wait. Like I said I’m three months with no improvements. Sexual function usually restores in time. It’s going to be some hellish months.
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But i dont see anyone have any improvement at all no success stories , maybe people never recover from it?
 
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