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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
From what I understood by my last knowledges this was some chemical torture created by the nazis inside their concentration camps and it’s designed to cause sufference and agony, not to cure any mental issue.

Then after the germans were defeated and the usa bring almost all scientists into their country under the “paperclip operation” they discovered all the germans research and after a while some pharmaceuticals commercialized this new chemical substance as a medicine to threat mental illness.

If are you asking yourself why you are not recovering maybe this is the answer, they gave you chemical torture designed by nazis, not a medicine.
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what’s the difference between risperdial and invega?
 
Guys I’m really struggling at the moment. I feel no improvements at 3 months and panicking I’ll never get better. I know why people feel suicide is the only option, because this pressure never lessons—except, perhaps for when they sleep. I’m in hell right now. Akathisia hasn’t lessened at all.
 
lukeflowz said:
Guys I’m really struggling at the moment. I feel no improvements at 3 months and panicking I’ll never get better. I know why people feel suicide is the only option, because this pressure never lessons—except, perhaps for when they sleep. I’m in hell right now. Akathisia hasn’t lessened at all.
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I’am there since 16 months so i feel you but I don’t know how to help myself neither you.. I try my best with searching help from doctors even from university hospital but it’s like they don’t want that the truth came out..
 
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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I’am there since 16 months so i feel you but I don’t know how to help myself neither you.. I try my best with searching help from doctors even from university hospital but it’s like they don’t want that the truth came out..
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Im very sorry you’re going through this. It sucks. These drugs have stripped our lives away. My doctor thinks it should be out of my system by now. The hundreds of people he would have prescribed this and he doesn’t even know the nature of the half-life nature of the drug. I’m not sure if I’ll get better. I don’t even expect a full recovery— I’d take a partial recovery over this suffering I’m dealing with any day. But this may be just wishful thinking, as it seems I’ll be stuck this way for now.
 
lukeflowz said:
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Im very sorry you’re going through this. It sucks. These drugs have stripped our lives away. My doctor thinks it should be out of my system by now. The hundreds of people he would have prescribed this and he doesn’t even know the nature of the half-life nature of the drug. I’m not sure if I’ll get better. I don’t even expect a full recovery— I’d take a partial recovery over this suffering I’m dealing with any day. But this may be just wishful thinking, as it seems I’ll be stuck this way for now.
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What I can’t accept is that we have drugs that can push up the dopamine, serotonine, alfa 1, alfa2 , GABA, norandrenaline etc. So basically there is the antidote for us but they don’t help us because they don’t want to assume the harm these injections do to people and they don’t want to assume that psychiatry can make mistake that lead to harm to people, so it’s more convenient to tell us “you are crazy”.
 
lukeflowz said:
Guys I’m really struggling at the moment. I feel no improvements at 3 months and panicking I’ll never get better. I know why people feel suicide is the only option, because this pressure never lessons—except, perhaps for when they sleep. I’m in hell right now. Akathisia hasn’t lessened at all.
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I am now one month in and the akathisia is awful, I am hoping it subsides in December or January
 
does anyone else here have ocd and have been getting more intrusive thoughts as result of invega? this truly is hell on earth
 
twinpeaks123 said:
does anyone else here have ocd and have been getting more intrusive thoughts as result of invega? this truly is hell on earth
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Yeah, I would say invega has caused me OCD. Hopefully your akathisia will ease soon, as this makes it impossible to live. I've had akathisia for 9 months now. I feel you.
 
lostsoulowen said:
Feeling better today, just 3 month and one week and i already feel my brain is starting to come back. Started having classes learning a language, so i will have something to keep busy. Maybe well start doing tennis classes as well. I'm still in bed most of the time but I'm starting to feel like a human.
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what dosage and how many did you take?
 
twinpeaks123 said:
does anyone else here have ocd and have been getting more intrusive thoughts as result of invega? this truly is hell on earth
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I have OCD and yes invega gives you intrusive thoughts. A person i know tried sertraline and his intrusive thoughts got better after some time. But be careful with medication.
 
lukeflowz said:
Guys I’m really struggling at the moment. I feel no improvements at 3 months and panicking I’ll never get better. I know why people feel suicide is the only option, because this pressure never lessons—except, perhaps for when they sleep. I’m in hell right now. Akathisia hasn’t lessened at all.
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Most people think they will never get better during the early phase of recovery.
 
demileigh said:
My period (luckily) wasn’t affected by invega but when I stopped the injections my cycle got thrown out of whack and took a couple of months to balance back out to normal. Sorry your mum is blaming you/ fat shaming you… that’s messed up. I think getting some tests done on your hormones levels to check if they are out of whack is a good idea and if there’s anything you can take to fix it then that’s a good thing. Good luck.
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my hormones are now normal, had high prolactin and took cabergoline to reduce that now prolactin and other hormones are normal but still no periods . How to know if its safe to take hormones for period or would it affect my brain from healing? I am so scared.
 
Due to the weight of these 16 months i started to develop severe anxiety when i try to relax and maybe fall asleep, my hearth rate increase out of nowhere, i can’t breath and fall into a panic episode, this is also happened the last week and also severe insomnia started since a week and i can’t handle this anymore i’am really suffering because of that beside all the other sympthoms given by risperidone.

I’am here to my psychiatrist because at this Moment I really need help to fight this specific issue because i can’t keep fightin risperidone side effects while i keep having panic, anxiety and i can’t sleep due to extreme anxiety and panic attacks while i’am in the bring of falling asleep.

Please tell me if i’am fucking my recovery by doing that, but i really can’t anymore, i need help or I’m going to die soon if i keep going like that..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Due to the weight of these 16 months i started to develop severe anxiety when i try to relax and maybe fall asleep, my hearth rate increase out of nowhere, i can’t breath and fall into a panic episode, this is also happened the last week and also severe insomnia started since a week and i can’t handle this anymore i’am really suffering because of that beside all the other sympthoms given by risperidone.

I’am here to my psychiatrist because at this Moment I really need help to fight this specific issue because i can’t keep fightin risperidone side effects while i keep having panic, anxiety and i can’t sleep due to extreme anxiety and panic attacks while i’am in the bring of falling asleep.

Please tell me if i’am fucking my recovery by doing that, but i really can’t anymore, i need help or I’m going to die soon if i keep going like that..
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I also reached 2.5 cigarets pack per day (40-50 cigarets per day) and this is surely affecting all my situation so i have to stop hurting myself
 
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