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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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twinpeaks123 said:
I am scared i won’t recover or that it will take me a long time
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Quoting a guy who posted on a different platform:

Can side effects from a Xeplion overdose persist for several years?
Almost eight years ago, I received two Xeplion injections. It was a massive overdose. I nearly died in agony. It was pure hell. Extreme anxiety, panic attacks. I could barely walk or talk.
I felt nothing but endless suffering... I can't cope with my life anymore, until today. I'm 29 now. I can't take it anymore. How is it possible that after eight years, Xeplion still feels so cruel? ... I'm hoping for some good advice... Perhaps detoxing? Has anyone had a similar experience with the active ingredient Xeplion?
 
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I had 2 good/felt a tiny dopamine days, after 4 Months and 5 days, now i had bad day again laying in bed all day. This medicine is hell.
 
therendezvous said:
Quoting a guy who posted on a different platform:

Can side effects from a Xeplion overdose persist for several years?
Almost eight years ago, I received two Xeplion injections. It was a massive overdose. I nearly died in agony. It was pure hell. Extreme anxiety, panic attacks. I could barely walk or talk.
I felt nothing but endless suffering... I can't cope with my life anymore, until today. I'm 29 now. I can't take it anymore. How is it possible that after eight years, Xeplion still feels so cruel? ... I'm hoping for some good advice... Perhaps detoxing? Has anyone had a similar experience with the active ingredient Xeplion?
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How cab people feel anxiety on this drug? The drug caused me to barely feel any anxiety
 
Met up with a friend today and my speech seemed a little better. Still had to force conversation it didn't feel natural, but slight improvement.

Energy levels are generally better than while on injections and head is clearer. 56 days since last shot.

Still restless, anhedonic, no appetite, no tiredness and mind is blank. Hoping by christmas I feel a bit more normal and relaxed.
 
Hey everyone. Probably won’t post a lot anymore.

I just don’t have anything positive to say and don’t want to bring morale down since most people want hope.
 
paranoid android said:
I dont know how well they would work with me i smoke like a pack and a half or 2 packs a day lol. I may have to try them again though
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Might need to wear 2 patches to start with if you try again, I think one patch on step 1 has the equivalent amount of nicotine of 20 cigs a day so if you smoke more than 20 a day 1 patch won’t do it. I think the patches help get the nicotine in your system so you don’t stress out but the hard part is breaking the hand to mouth habit, as dumb as it sounds I was blowing bubbles to break the hand to mouth habit which surprisingly helped even though at times it didn’t feel like it but I was just trusting the process… other people do other things to break hand to mouth like use toothpicks, lollipops, chew gum and even eat celery… after a while I felt ridiculous blowing bubbles so I stopped and sure enough it worked and I got rid of the hand to mouth habit
 
demileigh said:
Might need to wear 2 patches to start with if you try again, I think one patch on step 1 has the equivalent amount of nicotine of 20 cigs a day so if you smoke more than 20 a day 1 patch won’t do it. I think the patches help get the nicotine in your system so you don’t stress out but the hard part is breaking the hand to mouth habit, as dumb as it sounds I was blowing bubbles to break the hand to mouth habit which surprisingly helped even though at times it didn’t feel like it but I was just trusting the process… other people do other things to break hand to mouth like use toothpicks, lollipops, chew gum and even eat celery… after a while I felt ridiculous blowing bubbles so I stopped and sure enough it worked and I got rid of the hand to mouth habit
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Thats why i always say nicotine is way harder to quit then fent or coke as atlaest with those you arent doing them every 10 minutes like wth nicotine. With cigarettes its every half hour or more if your a heavy smoker like me
 
demileigh said:
Might need to wear 2 patches to start with if you try again, I think one patch on step 1 has the equivalent amount of nicotine of 20 cigs a day so if you smoke more than 20 a day 1 patch won’t do it. I think the patches help get the nicotine in your system so you don’t stress out but the hard part is breaking the hand to mouth habit, as dumb as it sounds I was blowing bubbles to break the hand to mouth habit which surprisingly helped even though at times it didn’t feel like it but I was just trusting the process… other people do other things to break hand to mouth like use toothpicks, lollipops, chew gum and even eat celery… after a while I felt ridiculous blowing bubbles so I stopped and sure enough it worked and I got rid of the hand to mouth habit
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I guess i could wear 2 patches. Honestly the thought of quitting scares the fuck out of me. I would much rsther go through fent withdrawal again then tobacco wd
 
paranoid android said:
I guess i could wear 2 patches. Honestly the thought of quitting scares the fuck out of me. I would much rsther go through fent withdrawal again then tobacco wd
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Yeah I understand that fear, I’m even scared to move on to step 2 of the patches which of course is a lower dose of nicotine cause I’m sure it would be no different to cutting back on cigs or vaping which I always found challenging to say the least. My advice would be to do it scared, very rarely does anyone quit on their first attempts, usually takes many attempts so it’s always worth a try, you never know when an attempt is going to be successful. Smoking really do take years off your life so after seeing my dads dead body smoking felt like soft suicide and I hated it so much but nicotine really had its hooks in me.
 
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