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EADD Benzo Discussion V. Waking up in a Wakefield skip

So the etizolam ran out and the Martin Dows ran out.

I'm unbelievably at the point where I think benzos just aren't worth it except to quell extreme anxiety. I hate the mental haze; it feels like my IQ has been sawn into tiny pieces. I hate losing track of what day it is, and getting a surprise alarm on 'Sunday'. And there isn't much fun at all. A little bit if you throw in the booze, but then you'll probably have to contend with the staggers and bump into walls on your way to bed.

Really wish we still had barbiturates. Even scoring heroin would at least have given me a proper high.

Benzos just aren't worth it, and they'll be on your back before you know it.
 
Perkins : Reborn said:
So the etizolam ran out and the Martin Dows ran out.

I'm unbelievably at the point where I think benzos just aren't worth it except to quell extreme anxiety. I hate the mental haze; it feels like my IQ has been sawn into tiny pieces. I hate losing track of what day it is, and getting a surprise alarm on 'Sunday'. And there isn't much fun at all. A little bit if you throw in the booze, but then you'll probably have to contend with the staggers and bump into walls on your way to bed.

Really wish we still had barbiturates. Even scoring heroin would at least have given me a proper high.

Benzos just aren't worth it, and they'll be on your back before you know it.
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So true, I was taking Clonazepam/diazepam for 4 months, therapeutic doses, nothing crazy and it was waste of time. Ofc it helped with anxiety and sleeping disorder but everything else became worse. Memory was so fucked up I nearly ruin my relationship cause of that. I’ve dropped that shit on CT but I’ve supported myself with pregabalin, 300mg at morning and before bed weed. This week I’m cutting preg by half, I feel like it drops my IQ significantly. My goal is to stay with weed but only at bed time. I’m struggling for years with very vivid nightmares and nothing else helps me with that than weed. I hope it’s my last adventure with fucking up GABA. Vision of sober days scares me a bit but I have lovely, beautiful, amazing girlfriend. Can’t fuck it up, wish me luck guys and I hope everyone who have struggles with that will find a light in that darkness and leave that shit behind!
 
Well it did not take long for a site that states "100% Guarantee 100% Authentic Products" to let me down.

I think I've had 2 good orders of galenkia clonazepam and martin dows valium.

My latest order of Galenkias have tested as Bromozolam, it was immediately obvious by the taste alone. :mad:

But Wedinos provide the proof to go back to them with.

I've contacted them for a reship or resolution, and I'll have to wait and see if they resolve this or not.
 
Its shite!! A 3rd rate alprazolam knock off. Gives a nasty dirty brain fog effect. Rather than the clarity of the genuine product.

All I can do is appeal to their better nature via email, while at the same time suggesting that I will slate them everywhere if they dont resolve the matter.

It's sometimes worked with other vendors.
 
Yeah there's thousands of lurkers on here, even if not many active posters.

Many of them may recognise the quote, if they already know the site.

I'll also go public on trust pilot etc, telling them that will be my next move if they dont help.

Up until this point they have almost 100 5 star reviews, and nothing negative, so hopefully they will want to maintain their good reputation.

Obviously cant be sure if they are all genuine reviews, but the absence of any negatives must be something they want to preserve.
 
yeah it's weird. Let's hope it's a blip, and they offer a re-ship.

I definitely will also be posting this on any relevant groups on the huge corporate discussion board, with all it's many different "subs" and will let them know that too, if they don't help.

It's almost a hundred quid for 60 galenkias now too including postage, so it's not just the annoyance of receiving fakes, its the sheer waste of money.
 
Stay away from clobromazolam boys, the rebound anxiety is so bad even a combo of bromonordiazepam and norflurazepam didnt take the edge off, took a “2mg” light green clobro pellet and drank some wine to feel sane.
Btw these pellets aren’t like the green Bromazolam pellets, they are small like pyraz.

i literally can’t handle withdrawing all day, especially the stiff muscles and benzo belly are bad. I feel on edge all the time. Can’t leave the house except when I’m almost starving.

My norflurazepam taper was going well before this, the only issue was feeling tired all the time.

Now I think it’s time to fess up and get medical help. The coming months are defining for my future (the unfucking of it)

if the gp tells me to fuck off or taper me in a week I might have to go all out on clobro and speed again, then go to rehab next year but I prefer a soft landing, I’ve reached the point of diminishing returns in all drug classes.

The rc market is fucked, onions are fucked. I’m fucked.
 
Bleaney said:
My latest order of Galenkias have tested as Bromozolam, it was immediately obvious by the taste alone. :mad:
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That's a shit feeling, especially from a vendor, I hate this bromaz and it's cousins.

My place has been sloppy lately, sent pregabs instead of codeine.
I know they will go to the back of the cupboard incase of emergency with my benzo stitch but not what I was expecting, I have another order dropping tomorrow, so we will see.

Hope you get your reship, keep us posted.

I'm terrified bromaz etc become the norm.
 
50shadesofDave said:
That's a shit feeling, especially from a vendor, I hate this bromaz and it's cousins.
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Yeah it's not good. I think because they are fake pills, there might be some other contaminants in there, that wedinos aren't picking up. And the mixture is causing brain fog, or maybe bromozolam is just absolutely shit, and that is what it does.

The initial response from their customer servive has been extremely lame, and low effort. Like they didnt even bother to read what I had said, or look at the wedinos result.

Just asserting "when you placed the order, share order invoice etc, and all the products we have is top quality we dont compromise in it"

Ive gone back saying that's not good enough, the laboratory results have proved the pills are fake, etc and saying my next move will be going public on trust pilot, reddit, and bluelight, and asking them to escalate to a manager or they'll lose a good customer in me, and many others too, after I've finished.

They probably wont understand what escalate to a manger means, and probably dont know who or what wedinos are, so it's going to be a battle.

Obviously normal customer service rules do not apply in the black market, but surely keeping cutomers and maintaining a good reputation should still be important to them.

It seems the guy replying to emails is lazy as fuck or doesnt understand english. Or maybe just benzoed to fuck on all the stash they are sitting on.
 
Perkins : Reborn said:
I'm unbelievably at the point where I think benzos just aren't worth it except to quell extreme anxiety.
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With all due respect, that's what they are intended for, and that's what most people, including me, use them for. They also help with stress, which is something else I'm very prone to suffer from.

If you don't have high levels of anxiety or stress then I imagine they are going to be kind of pointless.

I guess initially taking larger than therapeutic doses can result in some kind of high. Although that seemed to apply more to some of the RC benzos.

It's been a very long time since I've used benzos in large doses, and generally use them as intended, although I do sometimes also use them to enhance chilling out. Which admittedly is obviously not the same as quelling high level or extreme anxiety.
 
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Bleaney said:
Or maybe just benzoed to fuck on all the stash they are sitting on
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This is something I wonder about, maybe it's why so many vendors have come and gone.

I had an order arrive this morning, two items ordered but two separate deliveries, what makes it worse for me is the postie is an old school mate, and it's not like they pack them so you can't tell it's some form of tablet strip.
Luckily the postie only had one small parcel with the other arriving in a van a few minutes later, sending them in two separate shipments means they forgot to pack one of the items.

Good luck with the reship, hope you have told them you have put plenty of people on to their 'service' who will be going elsewhere if not sorted properly.

The price point is too much for this shit.
 
I suffer from stress and anxiety too, but I also know that if you keep a stock of benzos around, it's all too easy to fall into daily use.

Which you acknowledge to some degree by saying you sometimes use them to enhance chilling out. With the half life of some benzos, it's easy for such patterns of use to make it so the benzos never leave your system, which is where problems arise.
 
50shadesofDave said:
This is something I wonder about, maybe it's why so many vendors have come and gone.

I had an order arrive this morning, two items ordered but two separate deliveries, what makes it worse for me is the postie is an old school mate, and it's not like they pack them so you can't tell it's some form of tablet strip.
Luckily the postie only had one small parcel with the other arriving in a van a few minutes later, sending them in two separate shipments means they forgot to pack one of the items.

Good luck with the reship, hope you have told them you have put plenty of people on to their 'service' who will be going elsewhere if not sorted properly.

The price point is too much for this shit.
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Exactly.

The problem is that this vendor also has several other varieties of clonazepam, which have all tested as good.

And no one else reliable seems to have any clonazepam in stock at the moment.

Out of principle, I'm going to have to boycott the site that's let me down, for some time, if they're not any more helpful.

That just leaves one vendor who has never let me down, and other people say the same, but they are out of stock of nearly everything.

They only seem to have Lorazepam at various doses, but I dont think even 2.5mg of Loraz would equal 2mg of clon.

The first equivalence table ive seen states that 0.5mg of clon = 1mg of Loraz.

So even if I bought the 2.5 mgs I'd probably need to top up with 10mg of diaz due to what clonazepam has done to my tolerance. or take 2 x 2mg pills, which is going to work out very expensive.

Things are certainly becoming problematic and potentially very costly.
 
It's the social awkwardness caused by Autism that is the main root cause. That has proved impossible to fix, although I think recently having been found to have a potentially malignant spot on my lung is changing my perspective on many things, and making it easier to not ruminate so much on relatively trivial things and have excessive worry about them.

I don't know for sure what the spot is yet, as Ive not received the results of the PET scan yet, but every time I try to be optimistic I get very cautious responses from the medical team, and it seems they strongly suspect a malignant growth.

Things like this don't half change your perspective, and this may help reduce my social anxiety and dependence on benzos, which would obviously be a good thing to come out of something serious.

Hopefully, even if it a malignant spot, they will perform surgery to remove it, (they've said that's what they will do, if it comes to that), and hopefully that will be that. But I've gathered these things have a habit of coming back, and I'll probably need to keep having regular scans for the rest of my life now.
 
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Sorry to hear about that scare. Sounds very frightening, and you have my sympathy. Hope it turns out to be nothing.

Social awkwardness isn't great, and I know where you're coming from. But benzos just aren't a sustainable solution for that.

I've used clonazepam, and whilst it can feel like a wonder drug, the cognitive side effects are very noticeable to me. I wouldn't want to fall into that state of mind for the medium or long term. Far too cloudy, and before you know it you're knee deep into addiction. No thanks.
 
I'm also very sorry to hear about your health scare Bleaney, I hope you are not in any pain.

About perspective, when I lost most of the sight in my left eye the consultant told me i may develop the same symptoms in my right eye at any point in the future, if I remember it's 1/35000 chance of getting the eye disease in the first place, yep, that's me. Although when the pain went and I could return to work I found i had an energy for life, and a different view of the world, I'd stopped worrying about everything and was confidently getting on with things, an enjoyable period of my life looking back.
I've lost the energy now though, I know I've dug myself into a hole, but have a very light hearted view of the world, when I was quite a serious person.

Best wishes fella and take care as always.
 
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