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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Today it was a really hard day for me, all these alterations of state of consciousness, perception of surrounding and time-space were very strong compared to others days.

Normally they are 5/10 but today they were 9/10 and i cannot do a single thing, i just keep smoking cigaret one after other, i think i smoke like 40 cigaret in 12 hours and I’m paying the price, short breath and more alterations of perceptions..
 
Abilify2mg said:
Going to take break from this site for few months its effecting my mental health. If I recover I will 100% come back. I wish you all a succesful recovery and I am certain 100% that you will all recover. Have hope and beg God to heal you.
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Stay safe.
 
@RisperdalConsta50mg stop smoking and get more physically active. That may help you get more windows of recovery. Also, do your symptoms include restlessness and wanting to pace around? If yes utilize that and go for long walks. I know you are frustrated and so am i. I especially was just a victim of Nigerian lack of humanity or any concious. I have repeatedly learned in life that Nigerians are the purest form of evil but they would end my life this way is not what i ever expected. They had no reason to inject me and im full of anger but i am trying to focus on recovery not them as much as i can. I too wish i could get my word out against people and system that did this to me but whats the point.

Stop smoking, get more physically active, get adequate rest, relax as much as you can and try keeping your brain engaged with constructive things as much as you can.
By the way, if you still feel nicotine, caffeine, weed, or alcohol than it means that your receptors are still active.
 
Trueart2 said:
@Invegatorture had psychosis, most of us did.
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Most people here had psychosis i think as theres little other reason to prescribe invega. I just dont know why with much better antipsychotics on the market that they even use invega. Zyprexa is a way better antipsychotic and i never heard of it causing the shit that invega does
 
anonymoususer777 said:
@RisperdalConsta50mg stop smoking and get more physically active. That may help you get more windows of recovery. Also, do your symptoms include restlessness and wanting to pace around? If yes utilize that and go for long walks. I know you are frustrated and so am i. I especially was just a victim of Nigerian lack of humanity or any concious. I have repeatedly learned in life that Nigerians are the purest form of evil but they would end my life this way is not what i ever expected. They had no reason to inject me and im full of anger but i am trying to focus on recovery not them as much as i can. I too wish i could get my word out against people and system that did this to me but whats the point.

Stop smoking, get more physically active, get adequate rest, relax as much as you can and try keeping your brain engaged with constructive things as much as you can.
By the way, if you still feel nicotine, caffeine, weed, or alcohol than it means that your receptors are still active.
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I broke my ankle 8 months ago, never healed since then (because deep sleep is the key for healing everything in the body, muscles, bones, brain, etc..) so i cannot even go for long walk, let alone exercise.

I don’t feel anymore coffee, nicotine, since these injections i don’t have any kind of response to these stimuli, coffee seems like drinking water and smoking cigarets seems
Like smoking the air, no effect at all.

I tried weed a couple of time, it was really strange, like if the sympthoms become more strong and basically i only got paranoia and bad trip (never happened before these injections) I was a 6-8 daily joint smokers.

I keep smoking because i cannot do much since I broke my ankle, I know the key for recovery is sleep, deep sleep, restorative sleep. It seems that this come back after 16-22 months, when this will happen i’am sure my ankle will starting to heal, my brain too, then I Will get back response to nicotine and caffeine.

I already said one time that thing: The key of recovery is sleep (deep and restorative sleep) and basically none of us have this anymore (some because they cannot nap) this is a clear sign that even nightime you dont sleep even if it seem to you that you sleep, maybe you reach REM1 but not REM3 that is essential to recover and regenerate.

Since we unlock back our deep restorative sleep then we start to recover.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Are there no people on this forum who were misdiagnosed with psychosis and recovered?
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Idk sometimes I use ChatGPT even if I know I don’t have because is not a good tool for emotive or health use but..

One Times it say that recovery is basically garanted because it’s how biology work, we keep recovering over time so it’s inevitabile to make a full recovery.

Another Times it say that full recovery its impossibile because the impact on the brain is way too deep an extended to be fully healed.

Idk what to think anymore, at this point only time will tell us, but clearely after 18-24 points someone should have a clear image of his recovery, because after the first 2 years the neuroplasticity seem to slow down and to set the new baseline, idk..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Idk sometimes I use ChatGPT even if I know I don’t have because is not a good tool for emotive or health use but..

One Times it say that recovery is basically garanted because it’s how biology work, we keep recovering over time so it’s inevitabile to make a full recovery.

Another Times it say that full recovery its impossibile because the impact on the brain is way too deep an extended to be fully healed.

Idk what to think anymore, at this point only time will tell us, but clearely after 18-24 points someone should have a clear image of his recovery, because after the first 2 years the neuroplasticity seem to slow down and to set the new baseline, idk..
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The fact is that we should get clear answers by doctors, neurologists, psychiatrists, instead of having to find them around the web and with ChatGPT or bullshit like that.

These motherfucker who did this to us should tell us how much time it take to recover and what kind of degree we can recover.

But instead what they do? You are delusional, it last 1 months. Ok champ come here get yourself a shot then we have a talk. Fucking lunatics.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Idk sometimes I use ChatGPT even if I know I don’t have because is not a good tool for emotive or health use but..

One Times it say that recovery is basically garanted because it’s how biology work, we keep recovering over time so it’s inevitabile to make a full recovery.

Another Times it say that full recovery its impossibile because the impact on the brain is way too deep an extended to be fully healed.

Idk what to think anymore, at this point only time will tell us, but clearely after 18-24 points someone should have a clear image of his recovery, because after the first 2 years the neuroplasticity seem to slow down and to set the new baseline, idk..
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You will heal the brain can heal almost anything.
 
Has anyone here gotten a paliperidone blood level test? I got mine and it’s 1 ng/mL after 9+ months off the injection. That means it’s still releasing the drug into my bloodstream.

Would love to compare my results with anyone else.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
It’s exactly that “almost” that scare me. Its these 15 months without improvements that scare me..

Everybody keep saying “The brain has amazing capacity to heal”, but where? I don’t see that in 15 months..
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I though i would never heal to. When i couldnt get a erection for 2 fucking years i never thought i would get one ever again either. I thought i was fucked. But now i have the sex drive of a teenager again. I feel like a 18 year old again. You will heal to just hang in there

I dont get doctors writing off these symptoms for invega as weed induced lol. When i was in the psych ward the first quack shrink had tried to tell me i had weed psychosis. I have smoked weed and hash since i was 12 and had no problem. She diagnosed a few other people in there as having weed psychosis as well. This is yet another example of shrinks being plain lazy. They dont give a fuck about their patients and just write them off. Fucking sickens me. It's the same thing with them usig shit like ECT it's lazy and barbaric
 
I feel horrible. Only drug that help me after this stupid injection was akineton, and it only helped with the slow movement problem. I'm going drink coffee tomorrow. Hope that helps.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
@RisperdalConsta50mg whats wrong with your sleep? Is your sleep broken or insomnia? I do have deep sleep but get nightmares sometimes. I also wake up once during sleep.
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It’s like if my sleep is very superficial, like if cannot completely fall asleep but only keep semi-sleep, i keep waking every 20 minutes, i cannot fall asleep before 00:00 (12PM) because i don’t feel tiredness, i cannot keep the sleep over the 5AM and i go out of bed like at 7AM, during the day i cannot biologically catch the sleep since it’s impossible to fall asleep, i can only close my eyes but that’all, my brain keep being awake and won’t stop working by himself.

These are some really strange things because i never had this before risperidone, it’s also happen that I have TD while i try to fall asleep in the afternoon, i have ripetitive spasm like TD, and if for some reason i Just manage to fall asleep then I got a simil adrenaline hit that wake me out of nowhere immediately in the moment i start to sleep.
 
Hey all. I'm someone who recovered multiple times from invega. And also other meds. I'm just here to say you can actually live a good/decent life on meds. Avoid those addictions you have and that bad diet. 7-12 months is very short in terms of drug recovery and I even doubt it being damaging. Benzos/Porn I've seen stories of people not recovering for over 5 years. And that's without relapse. Acknowledge the addiction and then see the difference yourself.
 
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