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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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invegaloner said:
If i didn’t have visitors I would’ve cried everyday, and I was already crying a lot from the confusion of the psychosis and everything. I was more of a danger to myself than to others and I didn’t refuse my meds because at first I kind of just gave in which is awful too. They didn’t tell me what meds I was on until at least 2 weeks in I think? The only pull they told me what it was when they gave it to me were sleep medications and an iron pill. They also put me on lexapro and that can also cause emotional blunting so I just finished tapering and hoping to see if it will help me feel a little normal again. The blunting effect is very strange… it’s like I don’t feel awful but I also don’t feel amazing but it’s not the worst thing ever I’m not suicidal. I still don’t know if I regret admitting myself or not because of it all
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Ya i actually wanted meds but they refused to give them to me. I was on 150mg's of morphine a day and 6mg's of clonazepam and they made me go cold turkey. This is kind of funny because when i was arrested they actually gave me my meds so i was treated better by the prison system then the mental health system.
 
invegaloner said:
If i didn’t have visitors I would’ve cried everyday, and I was already crying a lot from the confusion of the psychosis and everything. I was more of a danger to myself than to others and I didn’t refuse my meds because I kind of just gave in to whatever they were going to do which is awful too. They didn’t tell me what meds I was on until at least 2 weeks in I think? The only pills they told me what it was when they gave it to me were sleep medications and an iron pill. They also put me on lexapro and that can also cause emotional blunting so I just finished tapering and hoping to see if it will help me feel a little normal again. The blunting effect is very strange… it’s like I don’t feel awful but I also don’t feel amazing but it’s not the worst thing ever I’m not suicidal. I still don’t know if I regret admitting myself or not because of it all
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Oh sorry I misread you didn’t refuse meds they refused to medicate you ??? During my psychosis I felt like I had to do things even if I didn’t want to I feel like that’s super dangerous for them to not even try to see what would work that’s awful I’m sorry
 
I’m prescribed adhd meds and I was in a withdrawal from them during my psychosis too which gave me chills and fed into my delusions and they also didn’t give them to me in the hospital even though I told them I have adhd and take those meds. When I got out the hospital I started taking it again around a week or so and immediately felt a difference in motivation, kind of made me upset I actually did need it lol but I can cope without the meds, just makes some things easier.
 
invegaloner said:
I’m prescribed adhd meds and I was in a withdrawal from them during my psychosis too which gave me chills and fed into my delusions and they also didn’t give them to me in the hospital even though I told them I have adhd and take those meds. When I got out the hospital I started taking it again around a week or so and immediately felt a difference in motivation, kind of made me upset I actually did need it lol but I can cope without the meds, just makes some things easier.
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I told the hospital that i had trigeminal neuralgia and really bad anxiety and they didnt care they took me off all my meds. They wouldnt even give me immodium for my morphine withdrawal. I went cold turkey off both morphine and clonazepam and i had psychosis on top of it. I dont remember any of it but i could have literally have ded in there.

The whole experience has made me rfather bitter towards humanity and especially western civilization. I really dont want to live in a society that treats its most vulnerable people like that. My goal is to move to Australia and live in the outback away from people except my friends

I had realy bad TSD from the psych ward stay but both shrooms and s ketamine helped that alot
 
Today it was a really hard day for me, all these alterations of state of consciousness, perception of surrounding and time-space were very strong compared to others days.

Normally they are 5/10 but today they were 9/10 and i cannot do a single thing, i just keep smoking cigaret one after other, i think i smoke like 40 cigaret in 12 hours and I’m paying the price, short breath and more alterations of perceptions..
 
Abilify2mg said:
Going to take break from this site for few months its effecting my mental health. If I recover I will 100% come back. I wish you all a succesful recovery and I am certain 100% that you will all recover. Have hope and beg God to heal you.
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Stay safe.
 
@RisperdalConsta50mg stop smoking and get more physically active. That may help you get more windows of recovery. Also, do your symptoms include restlessness and wanting to pace around? If yes utilize that and go for long walks. I know you are frustrated and so am i. I especially was just a victim of Nigerian lack of humanity or any concious. I have repeatedly learned in life that Nigerians are the purest form of evil but they would end my life this way is not what i ever expected. They had no reason to inject me and im full of anger but i am trying to focus on recovery not them as much as i can. I too wish i could get my word out against people and system that did this to me but whats the point.

Stop smoking, get more physically active, get adequate rest, relax as much as you can and try keeping your brain engaged with constructive things as much as you can.
By the way, if you still feel nicotine, caffeine, weed, or alcohol than it means that your receptors are still active.
 
Trueart2 said:
@Invegatorture had psychosis, most of us did.
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Most people here had psychosis i think as theres little other reason to prescribe invega. I just dont know why with much better antipsychotics on the market that they even use invega. Zyprexa is a way better antipsychotic and i never heard of it causing the shit that invega does
 
anonymoususer777 said:
@RisperdalConsta50mg stop smoking and get more physically active. That may help you get more windows of recovery. Also, do your symptoms include restlessness and wanting to pace around? If yes utilize that and go for long walks. I know you are frustrated and so am i. I especially was just a victim of Nigerian lack of humanity or any concious. I have repeatedly learned in life that Nigerians are the purest form of evil but they would end my life this way is not what i ever expected. They had no reason to inject me and im full of anger but i am trying to focus on recovery not them as much as i can. I too wish i could get my word out against people and system that did this to me but whats the point.

Stop smoking, get more physically active, get adequate rest, relax as much as you can and try keeping your brain engaged with constructive things as much as you can.
By the way, if you still feel nicotine, caffeine, weed, or alcohol than it means that your receptors are still active.
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I broke my ankle 8 months ago, never healed since then (because deep sleep is the key for healing everything in the body, muscles, bones, brain, etc..) so i cannot even go for long walk, let alone exercise.

I don’t feel anymore coffee, nicotine, since these injections i don’t have any kind of response to these stimuli, coffee seems like drinking water and smoking cigarets seems
Like smoking the air, no effect at all.

I tried weed a couple of time, it was really strange, like if the sympthoms become more strong and basically i only got paranoia and bad trip (never happened before these injections) I was a 6-8 daily joint smokers.

I keep smoking because i cannot do much since I broke my ankle, I know the key for recovery is sleep, deep sleep, restorative sleep. It seems that this come back after 16-22 months, when this will happen i’am sure my ankle will starting to heal, my brain too, then I Will get back response to nicotine and caffeine.

I already said one time that thing: The key of recovery is sleep (deep and restorative sleep) and basically none of us have this anymore (some because they cannot nap) this is a clear sign that even nightime you dont sleep even if it seem to you that you sleep, maybe you reach REM1 but not REM3 that is essential to recover and regenerate.

Since we unlock back our deep restorative sleep then we start to recover.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Are there no people on this forum who were misdiagnosed with psychosis and recovered?
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Idk sometimes I use ChatGPT even if I know I don’t have because is not a good tool for emotive or health use but..

One Times it say that recovery is basically garanted because it’s how biology work, we keep recovering over time so it’s inevitabile to make a full recovery.

Another Times it say that full recovery its impossibile because the impact on the brain is way too deep an extended to be fully healed.

Idk what to think anymore, at this point only time will tell us, but clearely after 18-24 points someone should have a clear image of his recovery, because after the first 2 years the neuroplasticity seem to slow down and to set the new baseline, idk..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Idk sometimes I use ChatGPT even if I know I don’t have because is not a good tool for emotive or health use but..

One Times it say that recovery is basically garanted because it’s how biology work, we keep recovering over time so it’s inevitabile to make a full recovery.

Another Times it say that full recovery its impossibile because the impact on the brain is way too deep an extended to be fully healed.

Idk what to think anymore, at this point only time will tell us, but clearely after 18-24 points someone should have a clear image of his recovery, because after the first 2 years the neuroplasticity seem to slow down and to set the new baseline, idk..
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The fact is that we should get clear answers by doctors, neurologists, psychiatrists, instead of having to find them around the web and with ChatGPT or bullshit like that.

These motherfucker who did this to us should tell us how much time it take to recover and what kind of degree we can recover.

But instead what they do? You are delusional, it last 1 months. Ok champ come here get yourself a shot then we have a talk. Fucking lunatics.
 
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