Interesting.
Well I did lose 35-40lbs with fasting since February.
I think I fucked it all up this past week though by eating all day, everyday (and a lot of junk).
I was also doing amps like every weekend from February-July, so that might've also helped in dropping that 40lbs. lol But in between that, I either just didn't eat. Or I made sure to only eat after 5pm everyday & I could eat anything I wanted as long as I kept it in between that 5pm to bed time window.
I thought losing some weight might help with my fibromyalgia symptoms, but I'm not sure it really did. Also did it because I needed to impress people for love-making again (long story) after years of complacency & not caring what I looked like anymore lol.
Doesn't cortisol technically cause you to gain weight though? It's basically the stress hormone. But I've seen people lose weight when they're stressed. And I've seen people binge eat & gain weight when they're stressed.
Either way, it did help my blood pressure & brought my cholesterol down some. I'm gonna keep going for another 10lbs or so & then hopefully plateau & stop there.
Is it like with drugs that relapses are part of recovering. Weight and a abundance of strategic place junk-food. 80 % of the average supermarket is made with this kinda products. Sugar s, Fat s that were in ancient times labelled lamp-oil.
Are now sold as, Olive Mild/ odour loss.
Especially made for or cooking/ baking/ frying. For heated use !
With Protein, in random ratio s, often high in Sugars and Fat s.
And nothing else noteworthy. Weird that over 80 % of the people die by it.
They were having serious dependency issues. Couldn t stop.
That shit i eat on occasion just a little more the 5
Which i never eaten, 150,- a person for a tiny bit of high quality healthy food.
Bit to much for some Frute de la Mer. If i rather prepare it myself. Love cooking, bit of Creatine here and a bit of Weed there
. Bit of Pepper done.
OK ate trash to today love lazy too. But with my weight up and training 6 of 7 days.
The result shows, stress is my culprit. Can t stand it any more people causing stress.
By ignorance, ignorance or being just as dumb as the role the Duppy play s for you.
tired people, so predictable i don t bother most of the times.. These dreams you i guess have to have to understand.
Saw a mate in Psychosis no way even in regular psychosis could write this.
He couldn t he was not even functional. the danger lies in me hurting myself
Worse other s, who have no idea how you should act when with someone in one.
And i witnessed him and att didn t know, did excactly what you should not do.
As it works agitating, did on me. Though like him it remained with acting like.
He never became physical. Me neither, but i was in a ictal, and these are spend in a coma like state mentally. No recollection, sometimes a fragment here and there.
Like i wrote this happened to me when i was in a detrimental state.
And the after effect s are so bad writing this would not be a optio.
I was good this time. My best WD ever. Coincedenal this came on my path.
Seemingly first in the world who is trying to un write a wrong label planted in my Beard. Seemed hard to miss it. Will remember when battling my invisible enemy.
Blood dripping from my knees on the floor, head buzzing after smashing it 3 times against a invisible streetlight pole. Metals cotton mouth a soaky mess.
Paying the toll for 3 nights of haunted insomnia.
Yeah i will think of Bluelight,
when in the hour s of Hell.
My own private
sercret mis-
understood.
Flight-Fight
Response
Device.
