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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I don’t even remember how to drive a manual car like I’m a retarded blasted brain burned fucked damaged, like before i was really Smart and fast now i’am a retarded who forgot how to drive a manual car like bro and I’m supposed to have a work and every doctor tell me that i’am fine and nothing is wrong
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This injection mess me up for no reason. Also please remember the take a picture of the meds and hospital and prescription once they have figured it out and give you the drugs. Please it's very important
 
guys im scared my last shot was in april 2024 i took five i still haven’t recovered but certain things got better a little will i recover
 
Matthew01 said:
This injection mess me up for no reason. Also please remember the take a picture of the meds and hospital and prescription once they have figured it out and give you the drugs. Please it's very important
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It will take a while until They Will prescribe something, i think they want to see me 2-3 more times before prescribing something, so we have to wait at least 1.5-2 months
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I don’t even remember how to drive a manual car like I’m a retarded blasted brain burned fucked damaged, like before i was really Smart and fast now i’am a retarded who forgot how to drive a manual car like bro and I’m supposed to have a work and every doctor tell me that i’am fine and nothing is wrong
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Same I’ve lost a lot of my mental faculties as well
 
I was fine, i was normal.. Now I’m a retarded with ring in the ears h24 who can’t function and i’m like derealized but more than that since my receptors changed expression..

I was fine, i was healty and i was normal, i had to take all this damage for what? Is this the price i had to pay in order to left the psych ward and come back home? My life was the price?

Plus sexual disfunction, i can’t even play videogames anymore because i can’t concentrate and i can’t remember a shit, all of that just in order to left the psych ward?

I can’t process what I’m going trough because i was literally a normal dude, what the hell they did to me? And why? Was that necessary?
 
My head hurt a lot behind and the front (the right side) then i have tinnitus like hell in my ears and brain plus all the other sympthoms, i was just fine, healty, a normal dude, now i’am that..

I never did heavy street drugs because i never wanted to destroy my brain, i only did weed, and then who destroyed my brain? A doctor, a doctor destroyed my brain.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
My head hurt a lot behind and the front (the right side) then i have tinnitus like hell in my ears and brain plus all the other sympthoms, i was just fine, healty, a normal dude, now i’am that..

I never did heavy street drugs because i never wanted to destroy my brain, i only did weed, and then who destroyed my brain? A doctor, a doctor destroyed my brain.
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We deserved better
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
My head hurt a lot behind and the front (the right side) then i have tinnitus like hell in my ears and brain plus all the other sympthoms, i was just fine, healty, a normal dude, now i’am that..

I never did heavy street drugs because i never wanted to destroy my brain, i only did weed, and then who destroyed my brain? A doctor, a doctor destroyed my brain.
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If I will ever have kids i Will tech them to have fear of doctor instead of drug dealers and street drug.
 
iraistired said:
i feel like everyone in my timeline recovered
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There are many like you who haven’t recovered after over a year. You had 5 shots which is significant.

Can I ask what type of change you’re waiting for? What has not improved?
 
rawbanana said:
We deserved better
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I was literally normal and healthy, why on earth they injected me with antipsychotic at the maximum dosage twice?

I got zero benefits from these injections but all the sympthoms that came out, and i’am in this shit since 14 months, instead of improving i got tinnitus at the 13th month like what on earth they fucking did to me?

How is even possible that they injected someone normal without psychosis with antipsychotic injections i mean this is pure nonsense evil fascist nazi thing, they know they would damage my brain and they did because They wanted to fucking bastards.

I let me 10 more months so i reach 24 months, if I’m not FULL recovered back to baseline how i was before 100%, i swear i take a gun and i go after them one by one even if this is the last thing i will do in my life.

They have to pray that I Made a full recovery they have to beg their fucking god that I make a full recovery because if I Don’t.. I go by them one after one. I won’t kill them, too easy, i shot them in the shoulders and in the legs so they lose faculty to use both arms and legs, they will love their new life as a vegetable i swear.
 
rawbanana said:
There are many like you who haven’t recovered after over a year. You had 5 shots which is significant.

Can I ask what type of change you’re waiting for? What has not improved?
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no feelings no imagination maybe the thoughts recovered a bit idk
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I was literally normal and healthy, why on earth they injected me with antipsychotic at the maximum dosage twice?

I got zero benefits from these injections but all the sympthoms that came out, and i’am in this shit since 14 months, instead of improving i got tinnitus at the 13th month like what on earth they fucking did to me?

How is even possible that they injected someone normal without psychosis with antipsychotic injections i mean this is pure nonsense evil fascist nazi thing, they know they would damage my brain and they did because They wanted to fucking bastards.

I let me 10 more months so i reach 24 months, if I’m not FULL recovered back to baseline how i was before 100%, i swear i take a gun and i go after them one by one even if this is the last thing i will do in my life.

They have to pray that I Made a full recovery they have to beg their fucking god that I make a full recovery because if I Don’t.. I go by them one after one. I won’t kill them, too easy, i shot them in the shoulders and in the legs so they lose faculty to use both arms and legs, they will love their new life as a vegetable i swear.
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No man don't say things like that you don't mean it, killing is never the answer. God willing you'll be recovered by then, I don't get it 14 months and you don't see any sort of improvements. Have you taken any supplements to help with healing?
 
iraistired said:
no feelings no imagination maybe the thoughts recovered a bit idk
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I mean you took 5 injections and it's been 5 months since you were last injected. There are some who took one or 2 injections and have recovered in 8 or 9 months if I remember correctly, and some recover by 10 months I don't remember the exact dosages, and so on. I also have spoken to someone who took 2 injections and have recovered in 2 years time. So give it time, try your best to distract yourself.
 
InvegaInferno said:
I mean you took 5 injections and it's been 5 months since you were last injected. There are some who took one or 2 injections and have recovered in 8 or 9 months if I remember correctly, and some recover by 10 months I don't remember the exact dosages, and so on. I also have spoken to someone who took 2 injections and have recovered in 2 years time. So give it time, try your best to distract yourself.
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April 2024 not 2025, 17 months.
 
InvegaInferno said:
No man don't say things like that you don't mean it, killing is never the answer. God willing you'll be recovered by then, I don't get it 14 months and you don't see any sort of improvements. Have you taken any supplements to help with healing?
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Yeah like I spent over 1’000$ in supplements during these 14 months, i taked The Sun so much that I become like Obama and i got so much walking and gym before i broke my ankle that i had to fully recover like 7 months ago but nothing has improved, now i can’t walk proprely because my ankle hurt so let alone hit the gym or doing long walks, my body is not healing because i cannot deep sleep.

After 14 months you lose any hope trust me, you stop to do all these things, plus with a broken ankle i can only sit down but then tinnitus make me impossible to disctract over things so I’m here under siege h24 7/7 i cannot even escape into sleep because i lost the ability to fall asleep.
 
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