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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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Invegatorture said:
Anti depressants can cause PSSD that can last years. Avoid at all costs.

To stop them from wanting to prescribe you more drugs you could just fake you are doing better. They can’t help you anyway, they did this to you.
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That’s what I’m planning. You hit the nail on the coffin with they can’t help me anyway. Each time I ask for help things get worse. I just pray overtime things do get better.
 
My relationship with my dad is really bad now too. I can’t stand to be around him and I also hate myself for getting into this position. I can’t suffer anymore.
 
Invegatorture said:
Hopefully they can find a way to help you man. It’s been a long time for you.
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They told me they won’t left me like this and They Will try to help me, they know exactly that the injections is the cause of my sympthoms so they won’t prescribe anything linked to depression or delusion, they belived me.

Chance to get antidepressants or partial antagonists aka other antipsychotics are very very low, they are looking for something that is the opposite of risperidone.

From what I understood with 3 things we can improve a lot:

1: Agonist of dopamine (eventually other also)
2: Some drug that increase sensivity of receptors
3: TMS (Transcranical Magnetic Stimulation) Therapy.
 
Abilify2mg said:
im thinking of leaving the first episode psychosis program im part of. I work with a psychiatrist and a whore psychotherapist who thinks CBT will eventually cure my anhedonia. God I hate these idiots.
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That would make me so angry if someone tried to yell me CBT would cure my anhedonia. Fuck them they have no fucking idea.
 
In my opinion should be illegal to give a drug or worse forcing someone into a drug that cause cognitive,memory,sexual and perception loss, like, they dont even force into that rapists or killers, but they forced us into that?

Like i was just healed from panic attacks (like 35% or more of the global population suffer from panic attacks) then I asked to go back to my home, i don’t really can process how they wanted to put me under a drug like that.

Basically it’s like forcing someone into chemio therapy even if the person don’t have any sort of cancer, like, i can’t really process of this can be “ok” and be done like is nothing.
 
Invegatorture said:
At least we get to suffer in the comfort of our own homes, it’s a very real reality that some people experience this while in prison. That’s a next level hell.
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Yeah man that would be a next level hell. Considering the Meth epidemic in Australia where i live i suspect alot of people get to experience this reality in prison. Fucking hell that would be awful.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
In my opinion should be illegal to give a drug or worse forcing someone into a drug that cause cognitive,memory,sexual and perception loss, like, they dont even force into that rapists or killers, but they forced us into that?

Like i was just healed from panic attacks (like 35% or more of the global population suffer from panic attacks) then I asked to go back to my home, i don’t really can process how they wanted to put me under a drug like that.

Basically it’s like forcing someone into chemio therapy even if the person don’t have any sort of cancer, like, i can’t really process of this can be “ok” and be done like is nothing.
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I went into psych ward with only panic attack, i left the psych ward with brain damage and still more severe panic attack, like this is not some sort of helping people, because helping someone mean that the person leave the psych ward better than how its entered, for me it’s the exact opposite.
 
1. Hey, everybody. I have some really important information to share.

I'm 100 percent certain the reason people are suffering from Invega is due to the inflammation it caused.

The two most effective remedies for removing inflammation I'm aware of are "Mullein" and "Melatonin."

The exact two products I like: "Nutra Harmony: Mullein Lung Detox, Respiratory & Bronchial Support (3500 mg of Mullein Equivalent);" and "Spring Valley: Fast Dissolve Melatonin (3 mg per serving)."

These have played a major role in the quickness and successfulness of my recovery.

I've experimented with more doses of Melatonin. But the said is the exact product I have and use.

Shortly after leaving this site I experienced drastic improvement in my chest area. The inflammation went down vastly. So I was able to experience my emotions like before Invega to a great degree near the end of 2024.

Nonetheless, I still noticed improvements after that time. And near the end of 2024 or beginning of 2025 I ran out of the Mullein product.

I still was experiencing brain inflammation. But it had improved a lot. Since taking "Melatonin" I've noticed exceptional improvement. I'm near the complete end of experiencing any side effects.

My semen volume is getting very close to how it was before Invega. My brain inflammation is almost over. I've been taking Melatonin with a greater consistency like I had with the Mullein product.

Chocolate and sugar seem to help a lot with reducing inflammation and improving sex drive.

It's incumbent you realize what's causing you to experience the side effects you are.

Testosterone keeps improving in relation to the elimination of inflammation.

I will say that I haven't suffered the mental anguish to the same degree as most may have because I'm aware of what caused the suffering and did strategic things to focus my attention away from Invega. Most of my extreme suffering came at the beginning months.

I had complete emotional blunting. Complete sexual dysfunction. Extreme akathisia. Intolerable Tourette's. Diminished balance, rhythm, or coordination. Absolute insomnia. Short term memory loss. Extremely slow movements. Very slow speech. The list goes on.

I'm basically where I was before Invega and even wiser.

I recently started another YouTube channel: "https://www.youtube.com/@JoshuaGuillory38VideoEditing." I recently uploaded a video called: "Vampiric by Adrian Borland feat. One Eight Seven (187) Music Video."

Editing or creating videos is something I enjoy doing. I took clips from the movie "One Eight Seven," used Vegas Pro 22.0 to edit them, and combined them with music. "Vampiric" by Adrian Borland.

I think prayer and rituals helped me big time. God intervened and showed me some valuable things to assist my recovery.

I love you all. Have a wonderful and blessed rest of your day. Peace and Love.

(September 23, 2025, 2:28 a.m. - 3:07 a.m.) (Central Time)

Did spell check.
 
My vision still sucks a bit. When I took .that akineton injection,it help with if. I wonder if I should take it again.
 
Sometimes like now i can’t process How is even possible to heal from this kind of brain damage.. How can the brain be damaged for 12-18 months then out of nowhere start to recover himself like a miracle.. There is no sense in that like if we are hoping in something that don’t have any sense
 
@Blakefree
I promise you guys will make it out on the other side of this. I stayed in my room for 8 months straight when I was first recovering from invega, i started seeing improvements around the 8 months mark. Then I got into gardening and being out in nature more because I could actually enjoy it again. by 12 months I was back to who i once was but in a way reborn with a new perspective and gratitude for the precious life we are given. I’m thankful for the shot happening to me because it woke me up to all the terrible things I once put my body through with drugs like LSD and marijuana. our bodies are not meant to be constantly flooded with substances. We can never reach a true state of happiness with substances. Happiness comes from God and from within and nothing else on earth will satisfy you. I hope and pray the best and most speedy recovery for all of you. Go back and look at my previous posts by clicking on my profile name. You will see the progression of things. God bless you all!
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234mg shot, only one injection.
 
Trueart2 said:
Headed into work, Retail. 10-5:30.
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I don’t even remember how to drive a manual car like I’m a retarded blasted brain burned fucked damaged, like before i was really Smart and fast now i’am a retarded who forgot how to drive a manual car like bro and I’m supposed to have a work and every doctor tell me that i’am fine and nothing is wrong
 
JoshuaGuillory38 said:
1. Hey, everybody. I have some really important information to share.

I'm 100 percent certain the reason people are suffering from Invega is due to the inflammation it caused.

The two most effective remedies for removing inflammation I'm aware of are "Mullein" and "Melatonin."

The exact two products I like: "Nutra Harmony: Mullein Lung Detox, Respiratory & Bronchial Support (3500 mg of Mullein Equivalent);" and "Spring Valley: Fast Dissolve Melatonin (3 mg per serving)."

These have played a major role in the quickness and successfulness of my recovery.

I've experimented with more doses of Melatonin. But the said is the exact product I have and use.

Shortly after leaving this site I experienced drastic improvement in my chest area. The inflammation went down vastly. So I was able to experience my emotions like before Invega to a great degree near the end of 2024.

Nonetheless, I still noticed improvements after that time. And near the end of 2024 or beginning of 2025 I ran out of the Mullein product.

I still was experiencing brain inflammation. But it had improved a lot. Since taking "Melatonin" I've noticed exceptional improvement. I'm near the complete end of experiencing any side effects.

My semen volume is getting very close to how it was before Invega. My brain inflammation is almost over. I've been taking Melatonin with a greater consistency like I had with the Mullein product.

Chocolate and sugar seem to help a lot with reducing inflammation and improving sex drive.

It's incumbent you realize what's causing you to experience the side effects you are.

Testosterone keeps improving in relation to the elimination of inflammation.

I will say that I haven't suffered the mental anguish to the same degree as most may have because I'm aware of what caused the suffering and did strategic things to focus my attention away from Invega. Most of my extreme suffering came at the beginning months.

I had complete emotional blunting. Complete sexual dysfunction. Extreme akathisia. Intolerable Tourette's. Diminished balance, rhythm, or coordination. Absolute insomnia. Short term memory loss. Extremely slow movements. Very slow speech. The list goes on.

I'm basically where I was before Invega and even wiser.

I recently started another YouTube channel: "https://www.youtube.com/@JoshuaGuillory38VideoEditing." I recently uploaded a video called: "Vampiric by Adrian Borland feat. One Eight Seven (187) Music Video."

Editing or creating videos is something I enjoy doing. I took clips from the movie "One Eight Seven," used Vegas Pro 22.0 to edit them, and combined them with music. "Vampiric" by Adrian Borland.

I think prayer and rituals helped me big time. God intervened and showed me some valuable things to assist my recovery.

I love you all. Have a wonderful and blessed rest of your day. Peace and Love.

(September 23, 2025, 2:28 a.m. - 3:07 a.m.) (Central Time)

Did spell check.
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I don't understand. How does inflammation cause loss of emotions,joy and happiness and sexual dysfunction and other effects. Could you please explain?
 
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