I took 4g of Amphetamine

[keftaboyzKoln]

Shine a lamp on it or fondue it, it’ll dry

I usually wave a credit card to dry it, not so close enough to blow away and slow.
My English is not so good idk how to explain it...

 

[Shinji Ikari]

Were should i dry It?

Heat a plate up in the oven or microwave and pop it on the plate?

That means its cut with Ethanol right

I'm still not sure why it's come in liquid, that's weird (someone correct me if I'm wrong, but amphetamine sulphate paste or powder usually no? So I'm assuming the dealer has dissolved in solution for whatever reason) but when you're dissolving any drug in water or whatever it's a good idea to add some alcohol as a preservative if you're going to be keeping it for any length of time.

A friend of mine made himself sick by consuming 2cb which had been dissolved in saline and forgotten about in a warm room for 6 months. He was puking and shitting for 2 days afterwards.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

Well when stupid shared 1000 mg good Amphetamine,
with someone. We where used to Coke hence the absurd dose.
[Amphetamine is a powder in NL]

But it was pretty pure, kept me up 24 hour s and crashed after.
Big time. You survived right ?

Glad you did the MDMA after, right ! Mellow s you out.
Not healthy but done is done.
But 4 g in Nl would be way to much that should last a week.
Knowing after the E you probably felt ok. I hope.

Any lasting disturbing effects atm ? Keep it low, guessing Amps
you ll be OK eventually. You will probably crash, eat well supplements and rest.
And allow rest, you need ll it. eMKee

 

[keftaboyzKoln]

Well when stupid shared 1000 mg good Amphetamine,
with someone. We where used to Coke hence the absurd dose.
[Amphetamine is a powder in NL]

But it was pretty pure, kept me up 24 hour s and crashed after.
Big time. You survived right ?

Glad you did the MDMA after, right ! Mellow s you out.
Not healthy but done is done.
But 4 g in Nl would be way to much that should last a week.
Knowing after the E you probably felt ok. I hope.

Any lasting disturbing effects atm ? Keep it low, guessing Amps
you ll be OK eventually. You will probably crash, eat well supplements and rest.
And allow rest, you need ll it. eMKee

Yesterday i took a full day off (with 15mg mirtazapine to sleep – prescribed years ago for depression, but I rarely use it because it makes daily life difficult). I used that break to process what I had done and why I was still okay. I looked for answers online, not saying they are the “right” ones – that’s for a specialist – but everything I found pointed in the same direction.

I think having ADHD makes speed affect me differently. From what I’ve read, I should’ve had a huge crash, yet after only 4 hours of sleep I was fine. That same day I had to be outside walking from 2pm to 8pm, and instead of crashing I felt strangely alive and happy. Time slowed down like when I was a kid, and I felt like I was finally making real decisions as myself.

I expected a crash, but that led me to talk with my friend (who also took the same). He used to take ADHD meds as a kid and now says speed just makes him feel medicated, which is why he doesn’t like it.

I’m not self-diagnosing, I’m just describing what I felt.

Last night I took one final dose of speed to clear doubts, and also a pill of MDMA. From 1am to 6am I was writing on a forum, which is unusual for me because normally I can’t focus on writing for more than 10 minutes without getting distracted – that’s been my whole life. That made me realize even more how ADHD could be connected.

This morning at 9am I took a last small dose, but I deliberately left a line on the table to prove to myself I could resist it – and I did.

The reason I kept going for days was because I didn’t understand what speed was doing to me, only that it made me feel good. But yesterday, writing alone, I understood: that feeling of being alive is exactly what could make me addicted.

I haven’t set a strict “quit date” yet, because I want to understand it fully, just like I did with cocaine. With coke, I used 0.5g every Friday for a month until I clearly saw both the good and bad, and then I stopped without even planning to. I’ve read that could also be linked to ADHD, since cocaine never really hit me as hard as others describe.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

While being very restricted in my my response, you seemed out of warring level s.
You where coherent etc.

After my incidence, 500 mg pretty pure Speed/ Amphetamine Sulphate.
Your dose was shocking at least to me, but no way i start paranoia.
Seen it happen many occasion by a simple remark.

glad your OK. do realise the combo of both Amphetamine and MDMA.
Is more neurotoxic. But to me it feels this is the less dangerous way.
MDMA after, i would never advise it. But ime. And it cushions the comedown.

Maybe the ADHD is part of it, i got it too. Still awaiting my med s,
2 times in a rope. My prescription was up 7 day s before end of the Month.
So i rationing next month. But imo dl-Amphetamine/ Speed powder =
not d-Amphetamine tablets oral. They are interchangeable.

But only the latter oral was a real useful med.

 

[keftaboyzKoln]

While being very restricted in my my response, you seemed out of warring level s.
You where coherent etc.

After my incidence, 500 mg pretty pure Speed/ Amphetamine Sulphate.
Your dose was shocking at least to me, but no way i start paranoia.
Seen it happen many occasion by a simple remark.

glad your OK. do realise the combo of both Amphetamine and MDMA.
Is more neurotoxic. But to me it feels this is the less dangerous way.
MDMA after, i would never advise it. But ime. And it cushions the comedown.

Maybe the ADHD is part of it, i got it too. Still awaiting my med s,
2 times in a rope. My prescription was up 7 day s before end of the Month.
So i rationing next month. But imo dl-Amphetamine/ Speed powder =
not d-Amphetamine tablets oral. They are interchangeable.

But only the latter oral was a real useful med.

I recommend u my other story of how my first time with speed was maybe u enjoy it.

Did you experience rapid heart rate and fatigue the day after taking the 500mg? Something that happened to me during all these days of use was that I forgot to drink water, even though my lips were chapped from dehydration. It's not that I wasn't thirsty; it's simply that if I didn't think about it, it didn't exist. This is something I already knew, yet I didn't take it into account. Next time, I'm going to set alarms every 15 minutes to take sips. This is important with both MDMA and Speed.

The only problem I’ve had from all these days was showering too early (around 12:00). I waited until my heart rate was at 80 bpm, which I thought would be reasonable, but it wasn’t. I showered with hot water (I know that’s bad, but I can’t shower unless it’s really hot). I kept it to 3 minutes so my pulse wouldn’t spike and increase the risk of fainting.

After getting out, my heart felt like when I had asthma as a kid, so I just relaxed for an hour. My pulse wasn’t only high, but also really strong. Luckily, I can calm down quickly because I used to have asthma and heart issues during sports (I was an elite swimmer until 16).

When I felt better, a friend called and I went with him to smoke weed. I biked 2 km without issues, just tired and very hungry. Now I’m on the train and need to control my breathing manually so it doesn’t spiral into anxiety.

It’s slowly getting better by sipping electrolytes (I use ActiveO2 water, though Aquarius is more common) and eating small amounts every 15 minutes instead of binge eating, which only makes things worse.

Last night I clearly felt my brain getting fatigued from having a low fever for 6 days straight (sometimes high fever, but only when mixing with MDMA—that’s been one of the biggest risks I felt).

I tried using speed and MDMA in two ways:

1. First MDMA, then speed as it comes down—speed takes over and the MDMA fades.
2. Speed first, then later adding MDMA, and no more speed until the MDMA rise—this way you see if you can control the trip.

That combo is rough and very toxic.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

I recommend u my other story of how my first time with speed was maybe u enjoy it.

Did you experience rapid heart rate and fatigue the day after taking the 500mg? Something that happened to me during all these days of use was that I forgot to drink water, even though my lips were chapped from dehydration. It's not that I wasn't thirsty; it's simply that if I didn't think about it, it didn't exist. This is something I already knew, yet I didn't take it into account. Next time, I'm going to set alarms every 15 minutes to take sips. This is important with both MDMA and Speed.

My hearhrate s average normal, and BP ultra low. Never experienced these signal s.
Cracked lipp s, friend s with died foam in mouth corner s. Almost unnoticed.
But gett hose.

My luck, i didn t do Acholol, bit unreal at that age. So did keep hydrated.
and still we both where de-hydrated at the end.

The only problem I’ve had from all these days was showering too early (around 12:00). I waited until my heart rate was at 80 bpm, which I thought would be reasonable, but it wasn’t. I showered with hot water (I know that’s bad, but I can’t shower unless it’s really hot). I kept it to 3 minutes so my pulse wouldn’t spike and increase the risk of fainting.

After getting out, my heart felt like when I had asthma as a kid, so I just relaxed for an hour. My pulse wasn’t only high, but also really strong. Luckily, I can calm down quickly because I used to have asthma and heart issues during sports (I was an elite swimmer until 16).

When I felt better, a friend called and I went with him to smoke weed. I biked 2 km without issues, just tired and very hungry. Now I’m on the train and need to control my breathing manually so it doesn’t spiral into anxiety.

It’s slowly getting better by sipping electrolytes (I use ActiveO2 water, though Aquarius is more common) and eating small amounts every 15 minutes instead of binge eating, which only makes things worse.

Last night I clearly felt my brain getting fatigued from having a low fever for 6 days straight (sometimes high fever, but only when mixing with MDMA—that’s been one of the biggest risks I felt).

I tried using speed and MDMA in two ways:

1. First MDMA, then speed as it comes down—speed takes over and the MDMA fades.
2. Speed first, then later adding MDMA, and no more speed until the MDMA rise—this way you see if you can control the trip.

That combo is rough and very toxic.

To me both seem toxic, but nr 1 worse.
Assuming no Amphetamine after the MDMA.
So day 1 Amp, day 2 MDMA.

 

[keftaboyzKoln]

Good morning, Yesterday I took amphetamine(snort) for the second time, and it didn't go very well... On Saturday at 10 PM, I took 2 Maserati Blue MDMA pills. On Sunday at 1 AM, I started speed and took 4 grams from 1 AM to 7 PM. Then I took a break for about 10 hours (5 AM) and took another 0.03g dose. I don't recommend it to anyone. I did it without being aware of the situation I was exposed to, and it's very dangerous.
Should I go to the doctor or won't it be a big problem? I feel fine.

DAY 28
22:00
So now im gonna explain how all went Bad down how every one would expect.
I was getting so hard chest pain but not heart, I was with my friend but I couldn't yet, I started to feel extremely empty and that's when all went down.
I got on a train at 19:13.
I sat and tried to chill out with manual breath.



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Almost passed out on the train


on the train, I suddenly felt a wave of heat, my vision went white, and everything blurred. I started sweating and panicking a bit, thinking it could be a heart attack.

I tried to breathe calmly, but the crowd made it worse. I thought about jumping out for air when the doors opened—but the train had already left.

I just sat on the floor, breathed, and moved a bit to get my blood flowing. Turns out it was **pre-syncope**, and I finally relaxed.

It’s 10:30 PM now, and I feel fine.
Tomorrow I’ll post about the comedown.
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I dont really know how many years I lost on this 6 day speed sesion
And all I can say I still have a line made up in front of me and 0 temptation so I think for the moment going as planned.

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