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sorry for TL:DR - i think it might be worth your time, i don't lie
seeking an opinion as i don't know what of this experience. there's a lot of mental people, social status seeking, etc all utilizing the same devil sword of deception to get over on everybody, so i just wanted to say even though it'll sound crazy, its what i experienced, i don't have a use for dishonesty
yesterdays context;
my boy came over to chill and give me some coke cus we always favor each other hard. blessing. he threw me some meth and i thought well who wasn't like meth? it just destroys you thats all! kidding
now keep in mind, i have hallucinated from bad meth before, but thats why you bring out your camera and if you record it, then observe both now and later.
so we part ways, i eventually stand up and crank out a 40mg nosebanger, stand my computer chair to go to the kitchen for a snack. i walk across the kitchen from fridge to place trash in the trash can, which is beyond the basement door.
when i'm walking back to fridge i hear tinkering/clanking in my brothers room to the left, door to his room. he hasn't lived there in 3 years, nothing should be there. the lights were off in the kitchen and his room, so i snuck to the sliding door of his and covertly covertly peekd without setting off red flags. continued tinkering/etc so i grab my kabar knife and i sneak around into the laundry room, i wait to hear one more clank and then i charge out knife 1 hand phone the other.
when i cut the corner, all i could see was a super shiny/slick black dog that was running SUUUPER fast. my only thought was ".!?!?" maybe the dog is bait to confuse me from someone hiding on the side(i know i took meth but umm? i dont think).
thing is, i go back inside and its happening again, so i go to record it on my phone. in the initial recording, it was showing his blinds moving, bending, swaying slightly, they even banged on the window twice, annd sometimes the plastic control rod thing that dangles down, would zoot left and right like magnetism, it would be in a fixed position, then jolt to the right and maintain that one. even during this time in recording of everything, you see distortions, darkness that looks like its a waterfall seeping more darkness... not just "black". almost like an alive darkness
its crazier dude. after like the 4th time, my brothers window was literally fully open. i called the cops 4 times and it is simply the fact that i was on meth that they didn;t believe this stuff was happening, and infact detained me for slightly yelling. now my neighbors think i was a twackadoodle but i have evidence on video... i wanna post it here if i could.
just makes NO sense to me! 80mg meth? last hallu was 500mg and in crashout mode. but both are irrelevant; because in real reality that was all happening, its was recorded.
and i wasn't deprived of anything, i hate, woke up at 9 am (it was 3)
thanks for the read, and apologies i ate all the coocoo puffs. if its allowed here i'll upload them.
seeking an opinion as i don't know what of this experience. there's a lot of mental people, social status seeking, etc all utilizing the same devil sword of deception to get over on everybody, so i just wanted to say even though it'll sound crazy, its what i experienced, i don't have a use for dishonesty
yesterdays context;
my boy came over to chill and give me some coke cus we always favor each other hard. blessing. he threw me some meth and i thought well who wasn't like meth? it just destroys you thats all! kidding
now keep in mind, i have hallucinated from bad meth before, but thats why you bring out your camera and if you record it, then observe both now and later.
so we part ways, i eventually stand up and crank out a 40mg nosebanger, stand my computer chair to go to the kitchen for a snack. i walk across the kitchen from fridge to place trash in the trash can, which is beyond the basement door.
when i'm walking back to fridge i hear tinkering/clanking in my brothers room to the left, door to his room. he hasn't lived there in 3 years, nothing should be there. the lights were off in the kitchen and his room, so i snuck to the sliding door of his and covertly covertly peekd without setting off red flags. continued tinkering/etc so i grab my kabar knife and i sneak around into the laundry room, i wait to hear one more clank and then i charge out knife 1 hand phone the other.
when i cut the corner, all i could see was a super shiny/slick black dog that was running SUUUPER fast. my only thought was ".!?!?" maybe the dog is bait to confuse me from someone hiding on the side(i know i took meth but umm? i dont think).
thing is, i go back inside and its happening again, so i go to record it on my phone. in the initial recording, it was showing his blinds moving, bending, swaying slightly, they even banged on the window twice, annd sometimes the plastic control rod thing that dangles down, would zoot left and right like magnetism, it would be in a fixed position, then jolt to the right and maintain that one. even during this time in recording of everything, you see distortions, darkness that looks like its a waterfall seeping more darkness... not just "black". almost like an alive darkness
its crazier dude. after like the 4th time, my brothers window was literally fully open. i called the cops 4 times and it is simply the fact that i was on meth that they didn;t believe this stuff was happening, and infact detained me for slightly yelling. now my neighbors think i was a twackadoodle but i have evidence on video... i wanna post it here if i could.
just makes NO sense to me! 80mg meth? last hallu was 500mg and in crashout mode. but both are irrelevant; because in real reality that was all happening, its was recorded.
and i wasn't deprived of anything, i hate, woke up at 9 am (it was 3)
thanks for the read, and apologies i ate all the coocoo puffs. if its allowed here i'll upload them.
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