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Harm Reduction is your addictive personality "dynamical"?

vlzinspace

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when i started drugs at 17, marijuana and opioids, they held such a strong psychological grip at the time i couldn't break unless by force, but nowdays i find that things like cocaine and amphetamines feel way better and are preferred for me, but i have 0 addictive issues with it. i could slam an 8 ball of coke over the weekend or even geek everyday for 2 weeks. but when i come off, i have absolutely 0 compulsion despite them being my drugs of choice. THC still has that unholy grip on me if i FAFO (i'm sure opiates too still), but i've actually used the meth for a day or two to dispell that horrible mindstate of yearning for THC and feels like utter doom without it, then ofc i stop the meth. i know not to use stimulants daily and with thc treating me horribly, i'm sober most of the time

anyone have a sort of complex like this with their addictions?
 
Dynamical?

Some drugs like coke even once a week can satisfy the use, atleast for a time.

Theres really nothing complex in your addiction history.
more odd than complex, my preferred "best feeling" drugs have no grip on me, where opiates and THC (midgrade drugs to me, not drugs of choice) have the same horrible level of grip, despite them being my secondary preference and THC being nowhere near opiates. i just think its strange
 
more odd than complex, my preferred "best feeling" drugs have no grip on me, where opiates and THC (midgrade drugs to me, not drugs of choice) have the same horrible level of grip, despite them being my secondary preference and THC being nowhere near opiates. i just think its strange
Yeah, thats the point. Addiction is not logical. And I know its pretty odd, but you are in luck :)
 
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