vlzinspace
Bluelighter
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when i started drugs at 17, marijuana and opioids, they held such a strong psychological grip at the time i couldn't break unless by force, but nowdays i find that things like cocaine and amphetamines feel way better and are preferred for me, but i have 0 addictive issues with it. i could slam an 8 ball of coke over the weekend or even geek everyday for 2 weeks. but when i come off, i have absolutely 0 compulsion despite them being my drugs of choice. THC still has that unholy grip on me if i FAFO (i'm sure opiates too still), but i've actually used the meth for a day or two to dispell that horrible mindstate of yearning for THC and feels like utter doom without it, then ofc i stop the meth. i know not to use stimulants daily and with thc treating me horribly, i'm sober most of the time
anyone have a sort of complex like this with their addictions?
anyone have a sort of complex like this with their addictions?