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Edit: on topic: since today is the first day that I actually spent figuring out my minimum functional dose, that nightly fix was 20 mg Temazepam to curb the muscle tension and avoid another redose ๐Ÿ˜’. Can't say I'm sleepy even a bit... Just ok is the new target ๐Ÿ™„
Anyway wish y'all a chil evening!
I'm thankful for my arm and wrist brace to stop my stabbing pain. https://www.bluelight.org/community...our-day-vs-this-does-not-suck-อ โ‰–-อœส–อ โ‰–.826335/
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and a futon and a pillow. <3 and meds
 
smoked a bit of tinaaa

forgot to get ciggies so i'm gonna be out there at the asscrack of dawn to go get them

feeling frustrated with my music gear right now, might take a walk
 
The amanita matter rolled up today from a best friend of mine, I didn't weigh it but it's probably a half pound I would guess? Enough to fill a 64 ounce jar to the point that I had to apply my entire bodyweight (~100kg) to compress it enough to fit in the jar. It's quite finely powderized, and it smells fantastic, oddly similar to cubensis fungi. I'm going to smoke some soon to get a feel for it but I am residually on 25mg of hydroxyzine, 20mg of 2C-B, 450ug of oral MDMB-4en-PINACA, 400mg of caffeine (six hours separated into 2 200mg doses), 150mg of intranasal fladrafinil, and today I accidentally double dosed my bupropion and I don't even want to mention the dose that I narrowly survived earlier. My dumb ass took my morning dose at 3AM, fell asleep, woke up forgetting I'd taken it at 5AM, took it again, then took my usual second dose at about noon, and realized I was closer to 3/4 of a gram than 1/2 a gram of bupropion. That shit is easily fatal, 450mg has dropped people via seizures in the past, so I've been keeping an eye on things.

Tonight I'm pondering mixing some salvia with the amanitas to see how it goes, though blue lotus extract, (7-OH)-mitragynine, wild lettuce resin and opium are also tempting to try smoking with it.

Sorry for the rant, I'm on enough bupropion right now to where I'd consider it equivalent to an oral 45-60mg dose of methamphetamine.

Edit: Smoked amanita muscaria is a new top 10 favorite drug of mine, holy shit is it wonderful.
 
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Should be getting my Vyvanse soon! My Psych Provider put me back on it!
Iโ€™ve got something like 15 boxes of that stuffed in a drawer. Keep collecting the monthly script but hardly ever take it.

Thatโ€™s cool tho hope it helps.

OT: Been sipping white wine all evening, about to vape some Thai stick. I was planning on taking some pregabalin but just kind of forgot.
 
Iโ€™ve got something like 15 boxes of that stuffed in a drawer. Keep collecting the monthly script but hardly ever take it.

Thatโ€™s cool tho hope it helps.

OT: Been sipping white wine all evening, about to vape some Thai stick. I was planning on taking some pregabalin but just kind of forgot.
Nice! I try to save most of my script for actual life but I do have a bit of fun!
 
Not at all.

Had like 1mg of Buprenorphine (I'm prescribed 4mg), 125mg Gabapentin way earlier (Prescribed 900mg daily)

Unfortunately I ran out of both 4 days early. Have an appointment tomorrow to go up to 6mg of Buprenorphine and an appointment 2 weeks from now to hopefully go up to 600mg 3x daily on the gabapentin.

Recently prescribed 300mg a day of Bupropion which has been treating me well. I took 150mg yesterday but none today. Gonna have to take Kratom the next few days, maybe starting tonight, and I didn't wanna risk seizures.

Kinda wanna get started on the kratom but Bupropion has a 21 hour or so half-life so I'm worried that I may still have too much in my system
 
Smoking a bubbler-bowl of Banana Sundae I traded one of my coworkers g for g one of Durban Poison. It's not a bad smoke, nice indica dom, funky terps that remind me a lot of some muted Diesel Cookies or something. Nice and high now, about to go make dinner and plop down in the living room and find something to watch on my laptop. ๐Ÿ‘
 
Kinda wanna get started on the kratom but Bupropion has a 21 hour or so half-life so I'm worried that I may still have too much in my system
Just out of curiosity, why are you avoiding the mix? I've daily dosed kratom/7-OH and Bupropion up to 450mg a day without issue, but I'm also a little bit of a drug dumpster.

Today is feeling like a 500ug of etizolam and some 7-OH kind of day, my entire agenda involves taking on the Buffalo wild wings bottomless appetizers with my cousin and fiance, then coming home and sleeping. Finally got a job which is nice, but somehow Windows ate itself like an Ouroboros so now I've got an insane task at hand of trying to burn a recovery disk from the PC that I need to recover ...

Sorry for vanishing recently, unexpected hospitalization due to being immunosuppressed but it was just a stomach bug that had been amplified pretty much. At least it got me some spare promethazine to play with! 12x 12.5mg isn't a lot but hey, it's something. Going to sit on it until I drop a few pounds anyways so that it hits harder.

Anybody here ever compared the quality of sleep they get between different sedatives? I used to use a smart watch sleep tracker with things like carisoprodol, ketamine, 3-HO-PCP, 3-HO-PCE, DCK, various benzos, GHB, etc and the differences were always fascinating to see data on. Promethazine, GHB and carisoprodol all resulted in the best sleep, it seems.
 
Anybody here ever compared the quality of sleep they get between different sedatives? I used to use a smart watch sleep tracker with things like carisoprodol, ketamine, 3-HO-PCP, 3-HO-PCE, DCK, various benzos, GHB, etc and the differences were always fascinating to see data on. Promethazine, GHB and carisoprodol all resulted in the best sleep, it seems.
I don't use a sleep tracker, but subjectively I don't sleep well on Ket as long as it's felt. Benzos and Z-drugs all seem to work well for sleep for me
 
Have you noticed any differences in the sleep qualities or characteristics between different substances?
That's a tough one.. zolpidem seems to improve my sleep quality, and as long as I don't overdo it (max 20 mg) I don't get a hangover and wake up feeling better than after clean sleep. But I'm very careful not to use it too often cause it's quickly habit foming for me and I fear that. I'd also expect that effect to fade rather quickly upon regular use.
I don't have much experience with Zopiclone, so it's hard to tell - I only tried it once and it messed me up mentally so much when I tried to stay awake that I didn't bother to get more.
I didn't notice that feeling of recovery as clearly with benzos, though any benzo can put me to sleep easily as long as I use them only once in a while. If I'm having a backpain from tense muscles, the muscle relaxing does help with sleep though.
Ket doesn't really let me sleep in higher doses and I wake up exhausted. Low dose it's not a problem.
 
Just out of curiosity, why are you avoiding the mix? I've daily dosed kratom/7-OH and Bupropion up to 450mg a day without issue, but I'm also a little bit of a drug dumpster.
There haven't been any studies surrounding it, but anecdotal evidence suggests that kratom lowers the seizure threshold. I also witnessed my ex have a seizure 15-30 minutes after taking kratom.. Granted she WAS in benzodiazepine withdrawal but she had been fine for like 3 days. Fine as in she wasn't having seizures or worsening. The kratom was enough to cause a seizure. One that she barely came away from with her life. I used to be prescribed 450mg and sometimes if I had a little bit too much caffeine with it I could "feel" the lowered seizure threshold. I don't know how to describe it but you can just sense it. I have also read a report from someone with no history of seizures who had one after consuming only kratom, nicotine and caffeine.

So long story short, I don't trust it to be a safe combination. It's at least one that I'm not willing to try. I imagine 7-OH and Bupropion is probably fine. I imagine it's alkaloids at play. Though if you have experience with it then maybe you're just able to handle it and some other can't. Luck of the draw.

It's no longer an issue. I'm back on Suboxone. 8mg/day. The reason I'm at this high of a is because that's the dose that they want me stabilized on before doing the Sublocade. Will probably do one more month o the tablets before the shot. I'm currently on 300mg of Bupropion which has been very helpful for my depression and the Gabapentin helps as well. Bupropion has been making my insomnia worse, more so than I remember in the past, but I am also prescribed 15mg Mirtazapine for depression. I take 7.5mg-15mg at night and it knocks me out. Also started on Spironolactone a month ago or so and started on estradiol almost a week ago. Starting to get nervous about transitioning and am having second thoughts. But every time I envision myself in the future, I always feel like I'll be happier as a woman. So I think that I'm making the right move.
 
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