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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

I usually used weed to hype my sexual dysfucntion when that chemical was in my system but now its gone and my sexuality is almost finnaly recovered. You cannot stand that people trully do recover so you have to be toxic and pretend its not possible? Oh...
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
I usually used weed to hype my sexual dysfucntion when that chemical was in my system but now its gone and my sexuality is almost finnaly recovered. You cannot stand that people trully do recover so you have to be toxic and pretend its not possible? Oh...
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How long did it take for you to finally feel sexuality to recover? what month?
 
Play nice, you're not children. Work with each other, resolve your differences, respect each other. It's not that hard.
 
@DontJump this forum is a bunch of nonsense your right.

I wish I had access to fentanyl. I could overdose and put myself to sleep forever.

I don't know who I am anymore just an empty husk of a person bed rotting at home wondering when life will get better.

Every day I get further away from being a functional human being.

I'm so completely stuck regretting my lofe choices so fucking badly. I dong think full healing from invega is possible. I think it does irreversible damage I have no spark for life anymore I am terrified for my future.

I feel alot better then when I started but I have mountains to climb to be a functional member of society.

I hate the person that gave me the drugs that lead to this pyschosis I want to fucking murder them. He has ruined my life.
 
IOSIP said:
@DontJump this forum is a bunch of nonsense your right.

I wish I had access to fentanyl. I could overdose and put myself to sleep forever.

I don't know who I am anymore just an empty husk of a person bed rotting at home wondering when life will get better.

Every day I get further away from being a functional human being.

I'm so completely stuck regretting my lofe choices so fucking badly. I dong think full healing from invega is possible. I think it does irreversible damage I have no spark for life anymore I am terrified for my future.

I feel alot better then when I started but I have mountains to climb to be a functional member of society.

I hate the person that gave me the drugs that lead to this pyschosis I want to fucking murder them. He has ruined my life.
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You had mental problems that's why you got injected. They further traumatised you and dehumanised with torturous injection. But recovery is possible never give up
 
IOSIP said:
@DontJump this forum is a bunch of nonsense your right.

I wish I had access to fentanyl. I could overdose and put myself to sleep forever.

I don't know who I am anymore just an empty husk of a person bed rotting at home wondering when life will get better.

Every day I get further away from being a functional human being.

I'm so completely stuck regretting my lofe choices so fucking badly. I dong think full healing from invega is possible. I think it does irreversible damage I have no spark for life anymore I am terrified for my future.

I feel alot better then when I started but I have mountains to climb to be a functional member of society.

I hate the person that gave me the drugs that lead to this pyschosis I want to fucking murder them. He has ruined my life.
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I am leaving city and will be living in the rural area and prepare for apocalypse in the future.

I am learning how to make saved food and drink.
 
DontJump said:
Haven't been back here in a while. Wow this thread has deteriorated.

This thread is supposed to be about hope with people sharing their recovery stories and strategies.

BelieveInGod is absolutely toxic and has basically tied this thread up in a constant, annoying, and futile argument.

And to you BelieveInGod there is something called DNA. And get this... it's 3 billion base pairs long. There are no two humans with DNA alike. Different brains, different bodies. Different reactions and recovery times to trauma including medicine. If everybody's the same how come we all don't have tardive dyskinesia? If you want to complain about recovery perhaps you should see the poor Indian or Pakistani fellow video of the absolute never ending hell he had to endure.

You are sitting here pissing on people helping other people and sharing their stories. Maybe you will never recover.
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I don't know if you noticed or not but there hasn't been any hope for the whole 10 versions of the threads. No one has recovered 100%. Their is only one person who is close to recovery and that is
@t_xeplionhell.
After 4 years of battling he is at 75%-80%.



@apollo25
He got two injections of
(39mg) Risperdal Consta

He suffered for more than 3 years.
It took him 3 and a half years
to be around 70%.

Go look at their profiles! Read all their posts!

No one likes to acknowledge the truth
because they most likely never had Invega.
 
BelieveinGod123 said:
I don't know if you noticed or not but there hasn't been any hope for the whole 10 versions of the threads. No one has recovered 100%. Their is only one person who is close to recovery and that is
@t_xeplionhell.
After 4 years of battling he is at 75%-80%.



@apollo25
He got two injections of
(39mg) Risperdal Consta

He suffered for more than 3 years.
It took him 3 and a half years
to be around 70%.

Go look at their profiles! Read all their posts!

No one likes to acknowledge the truth
because they most likely never had Invega.
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I have 300+ screenshot of recovery from bluelight and Reddit. Go share your weak mindset propaganda somewhere else
 
@DontJump
I have thousands of negative reviews saved on my phone of people suffering from Invega many years after. From just 1-3 injections.

Just from one injection 5 years later some guy never recovered his emotions.

The moderators don't let me post
REAL reviews about Invega because it doesn't help their image.
 
BelieveinGod123 said:
@DontJump
I have thousands of negative reviews saved on my phone of people suffering from Invega many years after. From just 1-3 injections.

Just from one injection 5 years later some guy never recovered his emotions.

The moderators don't let me post
REAL reviews about Invega because it doesn't help their image.
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No. You just spread bullshit causing people to feel worse because you cannot stand the fact how many people recover. Open New Testament and pray to Jesus for your own sake ✝️
 
BelieveinGod123 said:
@DontJump
I have thousands of negative reviews saved on my phone of people suffering from Invega many years after. From just 1-3 injections.

Just from one injection 5 years later some guy never recovered his emotions.

The moderators don't let me post
REAL reviews about Invega because it doesn't help their image.
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Im happy i feel bliss and dopamine and sexuality again. And you try to deny IT which is disgusting
 
Bluelight.org is actually TOXIC. 🤢🤮

1.) I believe atleast 50% of bluelight users
never had Invega.
2.) 25% of users enjoy being BRAIN DEAD. 🧠
3.) The other 20% are being paid to
promote Invega.

Their is only 5% of REAL users actually struggling with INVEGA. And guess what?
None of them have recovered 100%.
 
DontJump said:
Haven't been back here in a while. Wow this thread has deteriorated.

This thread is supposed to be about hope with people sharing their recovery stories and strategies.

BelieveInGod is absolutely toxic and has basically tied this thread up in a constant, annoying, and futile argument.

And to you BelieveInGod there is something called DNA. And get this... it's 3 billion base pairs long. There are no two humans with DNA alike. Different brains, different bodies. Different reactions and recovery times to trauma including medicine. If everybody's the same how come we all don't have tardive dyskinesia? If you want to complain about recovery perhaps you should see the poor Indian or Pakistani fellow video of the absolute never ending hell he had to endure.

You are sitting here pissing on people helping other people and sharing their stories. Maybe you will never recover.
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DNA doesn't matter.

If you make 5 individuals take RAT poison.
How do you think they will react?

Of course they will all die.

DNA doesn't change the fact it's still POISON
 
InvegaAnon said:
I think he struggles with paranoid delusions. He thought people were getting paid to make fake recovery stories a while back. We were all injected for a reason after all, misdiagnosis, malpractice, or not. I showed him my face, something I didn't really want to do but I thought it would help him. Now he just denies any improvement I report. He seriously needs help. Maybe he's not stupid and he has disorganized thinking, which is why it's so hard to get him to understand anything. He's so fixated on shit. I saw this behavior in the mental hospital.

Maybe he is just an energy vampire who enjoys wasting people's time, or he's attention hungry (why else would he fake a suicide other than a twisted need for attention?). I didn't get anything done today because this was so exhausting.
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Just for your information.
I don't struggle with paranoid delusions.
I don't have disorganized thinking.
I don't need any help either.



THE ONLY THING I STRUGGLE WITH IS BEING INJECTED WITH INVEGA SUSTENNA!!!
 
"Z początku duchowe oczyszczenie wydaje się trudne, ale w końcu staje się naturalne. Konsekwentne wybieranie Miłości, pokoju albo wybaczenia wyprowadza nas z gabinetu luster. Boska radość jest tak wspaniała, że każde poświęcenie jest warte wysiłku i pozornego bólu.

Iluzoryczne zwycięstwo na haju świętego oburzenia, posiadania jedynej słusznej racji, nienawidzenia wrogów rozczarowuje swoją jałowością. Dojrzałym duchowym poszukiwaczem jest ktoś, kto zbadał możliwości ego i fałszywe obietnice szczęścia. Ostatnią pieśń ego, po zbadaniu, reprezentuje poruszająca piosenka znanej piosenkarki 'Czy to wszystko?' ('Is That All There Is?'). Co interesujące, jeśli użyjemy testu mięśniowego do potwierdzenia hipotezy, że ludzkie życie na tej planecie jest tylko jednym z obszarów czyśćca, otrzymujemy odpowiedź 'Tak'."

~ "Doświadczanie Rzeczywistości", str 498

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