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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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destroylonely said:
i've been slowly playing more games, anhedonia is lessening over time. we should play something sometime. maybe try to get your mind to focus on something entertaining. i'd be down for whatever.
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maybe we could play minecraft.

I never played minecraft before but my girlfriend wanted to spend time with me with game so we decided minecraft

we can make server
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
I took this new antidepressant called vortioxetine , doesnt do shit so far but it takes a month to get full effects. Pray it works guys. Inshallah.
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I just didn't want to fuck up with my system again with these "medicine"

Maybe it is severe for you to endure the pain since you had more injections than me?

I am already feeling like half normal now.

Sex drive really almost returned too.

I think my recovery is very fast among many.
 
Gdvffh said:
Hey so my parenrs are forcing me on these drugs. Just the pill. They make me take rexulti and serquel 400 mg at night. Ii sleep like 11 hours on it. I actually recovered from these drugs in 2015 and I think I need to move out before these drugs really effect me. Im now filing a grievance to get a job i lost because i left the country. I actually have a Post PHD now. im currently trying to get a high paying job but its a little hard. I was actually a human trafficking victim and thr canadian government made a 100 m9llion + off me. That should be my money.
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Did you fully recovered from previous cto?
 
It's my 38th birthday and I am suffering beyond belief i did not know thete were drugs out there that could do this to me. I am filled with so much regret. The akathisia is still making me suicidal. But I fear what comes next. Because this surely is hell already.

My life will never be the same again.

Hard to have hope when you can't even sit still for more then a few minutes.

Cant play games Wbga because I can't even sit still. Pace pace pace all day long. Sleep, wake up filled with dread about another day full of pacing the house.
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IOSIP said:
It's my 38th birthday and I am suffering beyond belief i did not know thete were drugs out there that could do this to me. I am filled with so much regret. The akathisia is still making me suicidal. But I fear what comes next. Because this surely is hell already.

My life will never be the same again.

Hard to have hope when you can't even sit still for more then a few minutes.

Cant play games Wbga because I can't even sit still. Pace pace pace all day long. Sleep, wake up filled with dread about another day full of pacing the house.
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Happy birthday 💚 but please stop whining it will not help no one. Just accept people take 8-12 months to recover mostly
 
IOSIP said:
It's my 38th birthday and I am suffering beyond belief i did not know thete were drugs out there that could do this to me. I am filled with so much regret. The akathisia is still making me suicidal. But I fear what comes next. Because this surely is hell already.

My life will never be the same again.

Hard to have hope when you can't even sit still for more then a few minutes.

Cant play games Wbga because I can't even sit still. Pace pace pace all day long. Sleep, wake up filled with dread about another day full of pacing the house.
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As a birthday gift i can send you many screenshots of people who recovered u want? But not here cause u cannot send pictures here
 
IOSIP said:
It's my 38th birthday and I am suffering beyond belief i did not know thete were drugs out there that could do this to me. I am filled with so much regret. The akathisia is still making me suicidal. But I fear what comes next. Because this surely is hell already.

My life will never be the same again.

Hard to have hope when you can't even sit still for more then a few minutes.

Cant play games Wbga because I can't even sit still. Pace pace pace all day long. Sleep, wake up filled with dread about another day full of pacing the house.
.
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Aproach the spiritual approach and receive the hidden lesson in the tragic accident ~ David Hawkins. @InvegaAnon im a spiritual seeker so i still love you sis but if Hawkins is saying lgbt movement calibrates low i believe him. That does not mean you should not be allowed what you want to do with your body. Just dont promote it i mean. Promoting gender change is like promoting heroin. All love 💚
 
IOSIP said:
It's my 38th birthday and I am suffering beyond belief i did not know thete were drugs out there that could do this to me. I am filled with so much regret. The akathisia is still making me suicidal. But I fear what comes next. Because this surely is hell already.

My life will never be the same again.

Hard to have hope when you can't even sit still for more then a few minutes.

Cant play games Wbga because I can't even sit still. Pace pace pace all day long. Sleep, wake up filled with dread about another day full of pacing the house.
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Buspirone Hydrochloride

I tried this pill just one time when I had severe akathisia after 2 months,

After this pill akathisia stopped immediately.

I don't know if this will help or not because I am not sure if I healed akathisia because of the pill or just time.
 
IOSIP said:
Your under no obligations to respond yo my whining posts. But I'm suicidal so I will post my feelings as there are people who have kind words to offer.
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Im sorry for being so harsh. Im just saying victim mindset is not beneficial to you and to us. Just accept the fact people do recover and you need time. If you have suicidal thoughts always here to talk 💚💚
 
IOSIP said:
I dont think christ gives a fuck about us. If he was really we wouldn't be on this fucked up earth suffering from this bullshit. Suffering from the human condition dieing in horrible ways. Living with horrible disease and disability. This world is cruel.
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You aproach loser mindset mentality. thats why i cant be here reading this. Whining and victim mindset. Do you realize people had more injections then you and recovered? Do semen retention if you wanna be strong. Dont use porn
 
Youwillrecover said:
You aproach loser mindset mentality. thats why i cant be here reading this. Whining and victim mindset. Do you realize people had more injections then you and recovered? Do semen retention if you wanna be strong. Dont use porn
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You haven't even had the invega injections stop talking shit you can't understand. You don't have akathisia either.

My dick won't get hard i have no interest in anything. How about just ignore my messages, rather then be a rude idiot about it.
 
I understand both of your points

@IOSIP can't process positivity right now I understand the initial stage where you have only regrets and world seem so cruel.

This will fade away anyway. just hang in there
 
IOSIP said:
You haven't even had the invega injections stop talking shit you can't understand. You don't have akathisia either.

My dick won't get hard i have no interest in anything. How about just ignore my messages, rather then be a rude idiot about it.
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Olanzapine and abilify are the same shit and i been injected against my will even tho i was calm and not psychotic. Hahah no worries i will ignore then alright. Just saying you will be better accepting it then whining
 
wbga said:
I understand both of your points

@IOSIP can't process positivity right now I understand the initial stage where you have only regrets and world seem so cruel.

This will fade away anyway. just hang in there
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You are correct and I've been reading far to many posts about akathisia lasting for years on reddit. It's scaring the fuck out of me.
 
IOSIP said:
You are correct and I've been reading far to many posts about akathisia lasting for years on reddit. It's scaring the fuck out of me.
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I couldn’t have positive thoughts until 5 months.

So I understand. It was all regrets for me.

Everything seemed so tearing away.

World seemed cruel and meaningless.

It is because we focus on physical dimension and it is only thing that we can think of in initial stage.

Nobody wanted to talk with me even including my gf. I was so pessimistic and meaningless. No words to talk out.

Hell on earth.

But just be aware, it is just your mind and invega causing you to think and see only the negatives
 
wbga said:
I couldn’t have positive thoughts until 5 months.

So I understand. It was all regrets for me.

Everything seemed so tearing away.

World seemed cruel and meaningless.

It is because we focus on physical dimension and it is only thing that we can think of in initial stage.

Nobody wanted to talk with me even including my gf. I was so pessimistic and meaningless. No words to talk out.

Hell on earth.

But just be aware, it is just your mind and invega causing you to think and see only the negatives
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I'm surprised you managed to keep the relationship i can't barely talk to anyone to be honest. I'm completely self absorbed.

Youwillrecover, if you haven't spent the last 2 months pacing around your house completely unable to sit still then you really can't comment on my situation. It's very much a horrid experience that I wouldn't wish on other people.
 
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